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It's always like that isn't it? Like, when you expect something to happen, it doesn't. Then you get so upset and disappointed and whatever. However, the wierdest things can happen when you least expect them at all, you get caught off guard and well...you could be very happy or very sad after that as well. Most of the times happy I suppose, if it was what you ever wanted that came true.

So yeah, never hold your hopes too high cause when they don't come true, you'll fall really hard.

The Baby Turns 8 18 (:

Because you're more than just that



Funny how people are willing to settle for things they don't deserve. Ironical much. They do deserve more than just what is being given to them. Simply gullible or naive?


I know I deserve more.
Much more!

So eggcited.

& so, tomorrow half of S12's done and over with A levels! Woohoo! Can't wait for all the activities lined up. Well, supposedly at least. There's Universal Studios, Overseas trip, Cruise, Shopping date with my wife...Haha, I'm not quite sure actually. Hopefully, we'll be able to carry one out at least!

It's kinda scary. I have so many things I wanna do over the holidays but then again, due to time constraints and obligations, I really need to juggle my time well. Well enough, so that I don't stumble and freak myself out again. Blahhhh. This kinda suck.

Today was talking to homies in school. Hahaha, so eggggggcited for them too! They're almost done too and damn, I wanna go on a holiday with my twinnnnnieeeee and the others. She wants to go to HongKong as well. In hongkong, it's really mai dong xi chi dong xi, mai dong xi chi dong xi! Shopping, really good for the girls (: But guess that'll have to wait. :( & yay! Twinnie says, we can actually start planning for our holiday activities starting tomorrow.

With the A levels drawing to an end, well....I shouldn't hold my hopes too high... Confusing, really confusing. Sometimes I really wish it was somehow true. Would be so, so happy. But guess, nah, won't be anticipating for the fall.

Some Kind Of Joke

Recently, I felt as if I was being put through some kind of a 'joke'. A joke that has no logic at all. Not even a single bit. Well, not surprising actually, judging from the party that was pulling this so-called, 'joke', like how I would like to say it, on me. Trust me, the 'joke' wasn't fun at all. Am still quite pissed with the people involved and would really love to give them a piece of my mind though I kinda already gave one of them but, whatever. Shan't waste my time and effort.

It's been such a hell ride. Coping with all the emotional stress and all. Did I mention, my dog was being diagnosed with an illness recently? Yeah, that was actually already enough kill me. I just pray, pray hard enough that it wouldn't have to suffer so much. Each time, I see those sad eyes gazing at me while I try to feed his medicine through a syringe, really pains me. He must be hating all the medicine that has to take, he puts up a struggle everytime. The only thing I could mutter under my breadth is,' here boy, it's good for you...you must take it okay'. Then I look at those sad eyes again, god. I just hope to give him a quality life, with whatever time that's left.


Been leaning on a couple of close friends recently, for emotional support. Tough times really do make you see the world and what kind of people are in it. Seen a couple of bitches and jerks, well...not really worth mentioning like how I would like to see it. Also saw some true and sincere emotions displayed by friends as well, which kinda made me really touched. Really simple gestures made my days bearable.

Then again, I get confused time and over again. Sometimes, what seems true to me may not seem true again the very next second. Guess I'm not making any sense if you've read till here. But yeah, some things I will never understand.


something into nothing

Smile because it's almost over

Here's wishing all J2s who happen to chance upon this post ALL THE BEST for the A levels! Don't give up now cause you're almost there(;


Oh well, kinda have a myriad of feelings right now. Can't really explain it here as well. I don't know whether to feel glad or something else...and strangely, I'm not excited about tomorrow either.

Hope everything goes well. & I really mean, every single thing.


Take care everyone! (:

it's alright,just wait and see your string of lights still shine bright to me oh