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Super frustrating day.

The weather was so warm and humid. The classroom was so freaking hot it's as if we were in some kind of a sauna. PE was like, I was so freaking tempted to pon it , so did many others. I don't know why, but like me, all my other classmates were feeling so lethargic, tired and sickly today. Being sucha good girl, I still went to run my rounds around the freaking track under the freaking hot sun, did all the push-ups/diamond push-ups/krunches/all the whatnots, oh man! I think I'm going to have lotsa lotsa muscles soon. -.- My PE teacher's super lame but it makes lessons more bearable to go to though his PT's something what we definitely not look forward to. He asked us an IQ question today and said if we couldn't answer it, we would have to run 6 rounds. HAHA. Pretty interesting question! Everyone took awhile to get it.

Finished PE with a messed up hair, fml. Half an hour break was all we had. Afterwhich, dragged ourselves back to class for lessons. Wanted to fall asleep. One hour passed. Not bad, until the next lesson came. She was all so demanding as usual, which is kind of a put off. It's like, she expects us to know everything at our finger tips and if we don't, it seems like we're doomed for our exams. Isn't that the reason why she's there to teach us? -.- No wonder the case of ' cannot connect'.

Okay, I'm so whiny in this post. I don't know why either? Oh did I mention, yesterday so many of us stayed up till late to do god knows how many homework supposedly due today from our various subjects but only one came to use today?


I really should stop ranting.
& I think I just saw something I didn't wish to see. Sigh.

Oh! But on a brighter side today, the day ended pretty well. HAHAHAH, so stunning, so absolutely stunning! =D Sat there in awe...


Alrighhhhhttt. Goodnight!




That very time when you last gave up trying was also the time I told myself to give it up.

Arghhhhh.

You know,sometimes you just get so sick and tired from studying and doing all the tutorials and learning all the things that you probably wouldn't be using in the future after A levels.What's the point? Was walking along the corridors last week after class ended for the day when I met a friend along the way. Stopped to chat with him for awhile.

Friend:Hey quekky.
Me:" How's life? (:"
Friend:"Boring."
Me:" Sighhh.Yeahh...same..."
Friend: " Imagine, we've still got so long more to go..."
Me:" Yeah, i know right, don't remind me..."

Exactly. I've still got a freaking long way to go. Thinking of this long, mind exhausting ,faith shaking journey ahead already makes me sick. What more, it's a journey that'll be without so many forms and aspects of determination and motivation( you won't get what I mean). How am I going to pull through?

Alright,I've got a stinking Chem test to study for tomorrow now.


Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air,
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there,
There's no air, no air

Oh the irony. But anyway, I really should stop procrastinating.

I'mma happy girl today, I guess.




CCA ended early(like, woaaa...once in a blue blue moon) and we headed to watch How To Train A Dragon. Kinda impromtu, started off when Soon asked me if I wanted to catch the movie on Wednesday while we were just sitting down and chillaxing after CCA cause he desperately wanted to see the 3D version (lol!) So today, Fiona, Geng, David, Soon and I went to have dinner and catch the movie! It' been so long since the few of us have been out like this. I like! =D




Ayeee.No photo to post. Initially, David, Fiona and I wanted to take a photo in the cinema with our cool looking 3D specs but then our photography skills fail plus my handphone battery died shortly after. Sian. Okay! Anyway! After watching the show, which went great by the way, I freaking want a pet dragon toooooooooooo, like naooooooooooo??? :( Then I thought, maybe if I attached some wings to Max ( he's my dog btw) , he'd look like one too! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. He'll be a flying dog cum dragon! So cute!! Nah, scratch that. Since he's so fat, he'll probably look more like a flying golden pig. -.-


So glad the week has finally come to a closure. It was like, long yet not that long as well. Sigh, wonder what it'll be like next year. :(


....I have not posted the camp photos...kinda lazy to do so.

But anyway, this was my group! (:

Some group shot.

Alright, more to come on facebook, someday....soon, I hope.=X

absolutely stunning

I think should slap myself cause I find Justin Bieber cute once in awhile. By now, I know many would have given me the disgusted look, HAHA whatever!


Time seem to be passing like pretty quickly yet not so. So contradicting. 5th week into Term 2, I want my June Holidays naaaaaaaaooooooooooo :(


Gahhh. I finally managed to get rid of that awful smell of sodium thiosulfate+ copper sulfate+ potassium iodide off my left hand. Gross much.


Oh,I wonder when all these dramas are going to end for real, been on for so bloody long, if they aren't sick of it, I'm already pretty much more or less there. Haven't so much time been wasted already? Move on with life please? -.-

And I was like,
Baby, baby , baby ooohhh

And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream

Sometimes I wonder why certain people are so plain unreasonable. Was seriously kinda pissed off, like what does that person want ? Honestly, if you want respect, you earn it. If you want someone to put in their effort, show them it's worth putting in the effort for and not freaking bring them down when you can't get the things you want to be done your freaking way.

Life ain't a freaking bed of roses, life doesn't always freaking go your way, it's a shame that at your age you fail to even realise that. Just because you once did it, doesn't mean everyone's gonna be able to do it too. Get a life.


Some things are definitely worth being proud of, being proud of being part of it because you know you feel like it's your home and you're willing to work hard for it and give it your all. & how about that place? After all that, screw it. BIG TIME.

ps. Jumping to conclusions after reading this post is not needed, clearly you won' t know what I'm referring to unless you ask me and I tell you.

I just wanna laze in bed each morning and not go to school =/


School's been a drag recently, not that it has always been fun and exciting but yeah...god. Life's so bloody mundane that I don't know how to feel, think, do anymore. Just going through the motions for the sake of doing it, with no meaning, with nothing to look forward to. Everyday's just the same.

Rain, rain, rain. No idea why, I like it to rain at night. The scenary just seem to be kinda nice and the atmosphere just seem kinda peaceful as well. Random huh.

Another long day tomorrow. Please let my PE teacher be away on A divs again. I don't wanna run 4-5 rounds around the track, I don't wanna do god knows how many diamond/normal push-ups, I don't wanna do god knows how many krunches, I don't wanna do god knows what other things my teacher has in store for us, I don't wanna go through 3 consecutive lessons of all my h2 subjects after PE, I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.


Did I mention, I've got so many bloody tutorials to do? Too lethargic to do them now but no, have got to.

I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad.

My long awaited weekend zoomed past, just like that. Wtheck.
Camp took up Friday and Saturday morning. Pretty fun, though I missed most of the games since I left early. Movie screening on Friday night was like, fine? I kept drifiting in and out of sleep, was so damnnnnn tired.

Choir Camp Pics would be up soon!

Oh god, I don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. Saddening, has my initial motivation to go to school faded, for real already? =/


& i thought you were different,

Came across the video of a song, Without you ( by hinder )just now then I remembered,last year, I was hooked onto this song. Quite meaningful and emo. HAHA!ME and David introduced one exact same song to me recently, nice nice nice! The lyrics were nice(: Hahaha, didn't know both of them liked songs with beautiful and meaningful lyrics too! (:

Today I read an article, and I guess it's so true. If you're not ready for something, then there's no point taking that step forward, cause you know it's just not time yet.

Woaakayyyy. Friday's almost here. Pretty fast. How I wish lessons tomorrow would pass in a blink of an eye. I don't wannnnna write a GP essay after friggin PE, damn. Sigh Sigh Sigh! Today, I played table tennis for the first time and proud to say, my classmates who are in table tennis said I have potential, heheheh! But, at one point of time I was like,

" argh, why the table so small!"

Friends laughed.Cause I kept hitting the ball out of the table and poor classmate, he had to constantly pick the balls up because of that. Ooopsy daisy.

ANYWAY. SO EGGGGGCITED .
Anoneh Pakuke! (:

You said it again, my heart's in motion

Monday blues. :(

Wooo! It's gonna be a long long long week man. So many things happening I feel like I wanna droooooop dead, haha.

1) Tests, tests, tests.
2) Camp
3) TK BAND SYF

Woo , go tk band! Honestly, I don't know what the outcome will be like, it's pretty scary. Two years ago, we experienced the tears and pain, hope the juniors wouldn't have to go through this painful process! We also said, two years ago... the BDB title was on loan, we'll see. Hope for the best!

I need motivation to go to school. Used to have one but.....errrr....hope it comes back! =X

Every time I’m ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin’ in the wrong direction
Divin’ in with no protection

Funny how a few years back, you used to go crazy over certain stuffs, you would often wish that you could get them some day and how now, when they're finally right beside you, you don't quite care anymore.

So, whatever I'm wishing I could have right now, would these wishes someday perhaps, would no longer matter as much as they do to me currently?

Somehow, I'm hoping it would turn out this way. In this case.

Sigh, I can't take action packed movies for nuts, I can't take movies filmed through a shaky camera for nuts, I can't watch movies with too many people jumping here and there or fast racing cars racing everywhere, they make me super dizzy and nauseous.

Watched clash of the titans with s12 peeps. I guess the show wasn't that bad, just that into an hour of the show, i started feeling nauseous already, had to cover my eyes whenever the characters in the show started to fight, which was actually like the main plot of the show. -.-

Was damn gay, Bangs offered sunglasses for me to wear in the cinema, i don't know why, perhaps to help me cope better with all that agony while trying hard not to throw up, but anyway i just wore it and coverd my eyes with my hands too.

Pas( while in the movie, turns to me and say ): " Eh, why you covering your eyes!?You scared ah? Come on la, it's just merdusa, there's no ghosts"

Me: "I'm not scared la! Just feeling super nauseous and dizzy..."

-.- Came out theatre practically damn stoned and it's like, ' where's my medicated oil...i need medicated oil nowwwwwwwwww', haha. -,- Epic fail.


Afterwhich, parted ways with them and then I went dating with my 'wife', HAHA (: Went to walk around to like, relieve stress... well, kinda. Wasn't in the best of moods but totally enjoyed my 'wife's ' company, kinda cheered me up quite a bit =D

Guess, I've just got to be strong.

slipped away