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Monday blues, as usual.

Got better as the day went on. Was super tired. Didn't know why. To begin the day, we had SPE. & what did we learn for SPE? Soccer!! My SPE teacher's cool(: So, yeah...we'll be learning soccer for the whole term before we switch to something else.

There was A div soccer after school. Stayed back to watch with the homies for a little while.

It's gonna be wednesday tomorrow. Blah. Looooooong choir practice again~ But we're gonna endure I guess, cause there's only 6 weeks left to SYF. Scary. & hopefully, all of us can go and enjoy ourselves together some where far far away from here after that. Can't wait!

Received my chemistry profiling test back.RAR!Not good,not good. But somehow I managed to remain cheerful,together with Sandra while the others around us were pulling long faces and cursing themselves for losing marks due to carelessness.

Sandra was like, "Repeat after me, life sucks!"
Yeah, life sucks! =D



She hates her.

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Tag replies:

Kw- Eh, stop impersonating her lah.Aha. Ltr I pluck yours.lol.
Fiona-I watched the movie already.Aha. Nothing to make it happening what!

Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow could never be
Cos yesterday is all that fills my mind





I'm very very very tired.
& I know why everything seem so meaningless now.

Sometimes life seems to be nothing but like a joke.
A silly joke that makes you question so many things and the best thing of all,you don't get answers to all of them.



SML.

Yes! Weekends are almost here!

Was kinda moody this morning on the way to school,oh yesterday too. It's like,you wake up each morning and you dread going to school. That sort of feeling. You just don't wanna go but you still have to. So you end up dragging your feet unwillingly,hoping the day will pass in a blink of an eye and tadah, the whole cycle repeats its damn self again the next day.

Okay,my day wasn't that bad. Yesterday, I can't really remember what we did in school actually. Hmm. All I can remember is going out for lunch with Fiona, Geng, Soon, Twin, David and both Brandons for lunch since most of us didn't have CCAs yesterday. TK gang (: Woots.


Today. Errr. Can't remember much either. Had GP essay and Geog profiling tests. =.=! For the first time probably? In my whole life taking geography, I had so much time after...hmm completing my paper? Why?Because I had no clue how to do all the questions! ZzzZz. Seriously, we kinda know nuts about plate tetonics -.- Argh, GG. I had plenty of time to stone there and thinking of a way to save myself. " You have 15 minutes left." & I'm like, 15 minutes? So much time left! But I have nothing else to write. Then I saw Russell from the other end of the LT shaking his head. Lol. Since I was sitting right at the top, I glanced at those sitting below. Ha, I saw another girl,she wrote and then paused,chuckle to herself,shook her head,and then wrote again. Another GG case. Lol. It would be so appropriate to play the song "Save you" for us then.

"Sometimes I wish I could save you~..."


...
forever and ever,who knew

Been thinking. A lot.


Bus trips home nowadays always give me some quiet time,to dwell on certain matters. Nothing new came up actually. I kept asking myself many 'why','how' and 'what' questions but still nah,no answers. Cause I can't answer them on my own.

It's stupid. Cause sometimes you wonder, why do you even bother? You should be happy,no? Some others make it seem like,nothing's ever happened,no? So if they don't bother, you should learn not to bother also,yes? I don't know.

Then again, at times...the bus trips took so long,long enough to make me want to doze off but I can't. Then it makes me wonder again, how the hell do people in buses and mrt trains doze off in the midst of their travelling journey and still manage to wake up just in time to get off at their stop. So pro can?! If one of these days, I happen to doze off during say on the mrt train after school, I'll probably wake up only when I reach Joo Koon.-.-


Sigh.


School on the other hand, passed really quickly during the first two days.Suprisingly. In the beginning of the day, many people kept asking me to go home because of the condition I was in and how I looked. I pretty much stoned in the early morning because I was super tired and yea,the flu and everything made it worst. I was quieter too,for a simple reason. The moment I start talking, I can't help but start coughing after every three or four words, so I might as well shut up. Haha. So...less crapping sessions from me yesterday.


Best thing told to me yesterday by person X,while I was doing my chem tutorial. Maybe I looked stressed and everything to person X,but I was not.Anyway, this is roughly what person X said to me,

" Cheryl, if you want to relieve your stress or something,maybe you could try plucking your eyebrow."

I took awhile to process this statement,then my jaws dropped open in amusement as I looked at Rachel who was laughing at that statement already and went, "NO WAY." Lol ,wth!! I'm not going to follow her footsteps and lose either half my left or right eyebrow,okay?>,<



No air.

Back to school tomorrow again.
That...sucks.


Loads of people should be rushing to complete their homework's that due by tomorrow. While some of us, are trying very hard to remember what was taught in our secondary school days. Like, Integration? RAWR. One of them is, me. -.-

Stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!


& thus, to de-stress and to keep myself high I listen to....bimbotic songs!

They call me hell! They call me stacy!


Try it,it kinda helps when you feel like you're about to die from a pile of homework that's mount everest high and when you're studying for some stupid test.







I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.

Seriously,what's next?

First some crazy cough, then headaches now a freaking high fever. What's next? I'm so sick and tired of everything.

I had plans for today. First, wake up early in the morning to do my homework,then in the afternoon, to go out. So, i did complete half of my first task. I did wake up early, but to only find myself having this freaking 39.5 degree fever so i went back to sleep since i felt weak all over. =.=

ARGH! and as for the second plan, I doubt I can go out to meet and catch up already!! =(

There's so much homework for me to complete,2 tests coming up on Monday which i have not studied for. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anyway, exchange yesterday...didn't go too well. =( Sigh. I think I have stage fright. -.- It's like, I see so many people watching and my legs go wobbly. Then why should I be? Haven't I been through 2 concerts while in band and 2 outdoor competitions with like, a couple of thousands of people watching us? Yeah I did. The difference is, during indoor performances, you get to sit down so you can't feel your legs going wobbly even if you are nervous. -.- Maybe your hand may shiver a little? And on the field, I don't know?Nervous,yes. But when the show start running,somehow you'll forget your fears.. Maybe i'm not used to scenarios like yesterday. But one thing doesn't change it seems,whether in band or choir. Competition is very intense.


Since like loads of choir were there, saw loads of tksians too.So, after the whole thing ended, a few of us + Georgina and Shuhan went out to eat and sort of catch up.(:

Cheer up Fiona,things will get better.




I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor




Break down.

Exchange tomorrow. Argh.
Fish, I don't feel good now. My head's spinning,I'm having a headache and my cough won't go away.

Met up with my BFF today. No, not Cong. Anyway, we just sat and talked...and talked. Sigh. I don't dare to. I can't either. =(


Waste away.

I'm super super tired.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know


Okay,have not been blogging for almost a week now.

I hope,the March holidays doesnt pass in a blink of an eye. I have loads of things to do this week, lots of activities coming up too. There are going to be,loads of profiling tests when school reopens.Omg. Maths+Chem+Econs+ GP profiling tests= GG.

Maths profiling test on Binomial,Integration,Differentiation + loads of other crappy topics is already, stressful enough. I gave everything back after the day A maths O's was done and over with. That was like,3-4 months ago?!

Hate JC life.
Cause,somthing's lacking.

Manage to catch up with MAMAs yesterday. Was so looking forward to it. I miss them so much.If only we could all stay and till morning or something. Sigh.


So much homework, but so little time.
So much to say, but no right words to use.
Too many crappy stuffs to deal with, but can't handle them.

I miss TK.
I miss Secondary school life.
I miss 4E'08.
I miss the time we created havoc in class.
I miss the times we laughed our asses off doing things that are way stupid and nonsensical.
I miss having lessons together.
I miss seeing familiar faces of people you know in school,everywhere you go.
I miss going to parkway for lunch after lessons with friends.
I miss the atmosphere in school.
I miss walking down the same old corridor walkway everyday.
I miss the times spent on the field doing formations.
I miss the band practice times,somehow.
I miss so many,so many things.
& most importantly, I miss all my friends.

I'm proud to be from TK.
I'm proud to come from TkBand.

I wish we could all stay in Secondary School,like forever.
I wish time could stop.
I wish time could rewind.
I wish things didn't have to change.
I wish we didn't have to grow up.
I wish there wasn't a need to learn how to 'let go'.

If life wasn't such a bitch,
Moving on would have been easier,wouldn't it?
But sadly, it just ain't working right now.





怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呢?

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
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Okay...back from choir camp.

First day was super tiring. 2.30-6.30pm singing. 8.30-10pm singing. 10-11pm ice breakers. 11-12am wash up/supper. Now I know the freaking agony of having a cough when you're in choir. Took my medicine and knocked out within 5 minutes.

Second day. Had to wake up at 6am. They had morning PT. I couldn't,so sat at a side watching them. Talked to Sara about TK stuffs and well ,life in JC. I miss TK so much, like what Azri said and which I have to agree. Everything that happened in TK, the time spent there, that 4 years...were the best years of my life...so far.I can't let go of everything that once happened there. Sara was also from 4E,one year our senior =D Sigh. Anyway,after PT...we had a super long break for breakfast. Nothing much,just sat down at a table...chatting with Charmaine,Fiona,Sheryl and David. Combines, then sectionals later on. During sectionals, everyone was like,super tired.When we were given a 5 minutes break, most of us just sat down and took a short nap.

We had amazing race after 12. My group was named The Incredibles! & coincidently, 4 of us in the group were all from TK! Angie,Azri,Fiona+ me. Went to like,four places out of the 5 we're supposed to go. First to Expo,then to Bedok Interchange, and then to TJC and lastly to Pasir Ris E hub. E hub was cool. Didn't know they had so many things there.


We were the first group to reach back. =) & soon after, camp was over.


Okay,now i've got so many things to complete by tomorrow. Crap. Damn tutorials. I freaking can't imagine how life will be like in the next 2 years. I freaking don't wanna go to school tomorrow.I freaking don't want to run 2.4 km tomorrow. I freaking hate jc life.Seriously. It's like,everything's so meaningless now...so damn meaningless...



Happily never after.

Cough cough cough.

Yeah, I'm falling sick,or rather...I am already sick. There's some kind of crazy cough I have, whenever I enter cold places, I start coughing like mad and I just can't stop...and sometimes I coughed so bad,it made me tear. & today, the weather was fine...nice breezy yet warm weather...but I felt cold and needed to wear my jacket.-.- Take good care of yourselves,people. Don't fall sick.


Well, think I need to thank some of my classmates. Haha. Thanks for the concern =) Speaking of classmates, I think Rachel,Beatrice and Sandra are like,funny people. Rachel is like, I don't know...sometimes she's super super high and sometimes she stones. Beatrice is...seriously, damn nice to crap with. Sandra...is the happy-go-lucky girl,very cheerful and always laughing. Perhaps that's why, I've been kinda lame lately. I asked YJ today, what kind of a person do I look like. He said,I looked cheerful.HAHA! =X Right. Brave front does wonders huh.


Anyway! I'm no longer the emo-est okay. There's someone who looks more emo-er than me okay! Who? xD


Russell asked me something during GP. Can't say what. Then somehow,the topic got many people involved. We( Russ,David and myself) started laughing,cause the match-makings were really ridiculous. Only three of us were laughing cause we were talking about TK stuffs xD


Blah! Will be away for a short camp,tomorrow. Hmm.




it has always been the first and the last thing

Monday Blues!




Now, everytime when Sunday's about to end...i'll dread that Monday is arriving. Monday= start of a new week in school. I don't like to go to school now. I don't like JC life. =( I still miss TK.


Today,well.As I was saying, monday blues. Yeah...was feeling so tired, if I could skip school, I would have. PE was like,blah. Ran. Shuttle run. Ran again. ZzzZ. PE's like...one hour now? So we can't possibly escape from running around the tracks because we have so much freaking time for it now. That stinks. RAR!





At first,okay...some of my classmates were damn high in the morning. I was too,somehow. Then later on...it slowly died down. More of us started stoning. Our GP teacher didn't turn up for lessons, don't know why...so...I stoned some more. Having excess time,doing nothing...is bad for me, especially during this period of time.Almost couldn't take it, so went out to like take a breather...and thank god,Fiona was having her break. So sat down and just had a short chat with her. Felt good having her around,felt good having your close friend with you again. Sigh.




Maths! I wanted to sleep,like seriously. Geography was like, not so boring cause our teacher's kinda chatty. Chemistry tutorial, well...our teacher switched the air-con in the classroom for us (:So lessons were supposed to end at 4 today,since there was no PW lesson...BUT, they scheduled a make-up chem lecture at 5pm today for all h2 students -.- So yeah,lecture ended at 6.15pm. I almost died.


It was like raining cats and dogs after school ended. I was like,hoping to see a rainbow on the way home,on the bus. Then I thought,''nah,it won't happen.I just saw one last week,it would be such a coincidence if i see one again this week." but guess what! When I alighted, there in the sky, was a rainbow! Omg. (:

There! (:

BFF! Bitchy friend forever (: Hard to find a bitchy friend who will sit with you like the whole afternoon,to see you do your homework while he just stones there,looking utterly bored.Ha! Aww, how I wish this BFF was in my class.

Oh,and thanks Ryan for the belated gift!

K,time to do econs homework -.- RAR!


And i just can't take it,