[ It was you and me against the world ]

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

This post shall be dedicated to a person called RACHEL PHANG.

That girl ...she's really crappy and she was our class chairperson.She totally ROCKS,you should see her attitude towards our form teacher,i totally idolise her for some of her actions done=).Ever since i got to know her,my school life became totally chaotic and crappy.

She loves calling me"act dao!" or "act cute!" though im neither.
She's one special commoner.(rachel, i've raised your social status to SPECIAL...haha.)

I love hell riding with her.She may be a little psychotic at times though.Imagine us already screaming before we barely rode a metre and of cause she was the one at the front seat and obviously with that it spells trouble and chaos.BUT i love riding with her anyways.Oh and she loves trying to bang into my bike,crazy girl...probably deprived childhood but i shall give her that honour to do so considering the amount of laugher she has brought into my life=)

She must be feeling over the moon now,of cause meaningful words from her rolyalty.=)

Now i'm waiting for mine.

It was me and you against the world @ 6:32 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

Yesterday was the last day in 2B'06

It was the last time ...

I'll walk down my class during assembly.
I'll walk up with my class after assembly.
I'll walk along the walkway connecting to the sec2 A-D classes with my classmates.
I'll enter 2B classroom to have lessons with my classmates.
I'll ever have time to spend time in the same class with each and every of my classmates.
I'll get to enjoy the 2B'06 spirit and class atmosphere.

So many last times. Its really sad.

Initially in the morning yesterday as i walked down the walkway to the A-D classes with yiguan,i started tearing. Imagine that. I was telling her all the last times we'll be having today and i started breaking down. In class...i cried even mre badly...tears started to flow just so freely,i felt the pain.The day has come for us to split. Ashraff and yiguan were there to comfort me but somehow the tears just kept coming.Yiguan asked me to not cry,however upon seeing me cry,tiffany started to tear too...and later yiguan.

Let's go back in time shall we?

On my first day in school, i was greeted by faces i've never seen before. So strange it seemed,i felt really uncomfortable. I still remember sitting beside mardhiah and near me was yiguan.Sitted infront of me was azmi and saiful.I thought,gosh....i miss my primary six friends but who knew,this bunch of friends who surrounded me were realy nice and funny. During recess i went to look for all my ex classmates and chatted with them instead of getting to know my new classmates. They kept me accompany for i could not find my brother for help or anything since he's in secondary four;different recess.That was the first day.

Soon...i felt more comfortable and wow,1B'05 turned out to be a great class with boisterous people.So much laughter i still remember going on each day. I found myself a new good friend soon,Tiffany.Well i never expected her to be in the same class as myself,we were from the same primary school. Tiffany....ha shall i say we were destined to meet and be friends?If she had not opted out from first class in primary school, we would have been classmates already!What can i say? Tiffany's really very crappy i found out...she loved to talk...she loved to squeak,she loved to turn around to talk to me and indah,oftenly i would get so irritated and started staring at her.She knew what it meant and turned back. Well i got to say, i was really hot-tempered in secondary one...i'm a changed person now rest assured=),2B made me this way.This year,she's still my buddy...we would talk about almost anything if possible.

Later i got to know yansiang and yiguan better. yansiang, she's the first classmate in 1B whom gave me her contact number.I still feel some guilt towards her.Sorry darling...you know what i mean right?Today,she's my darling. I always hang out with her in school and we'll often crap about stuffs.Yiguan, she's nice . Today we're good friends too!She's my RETARDED MOTHER.She was the one whom i talked to till 3/4 am in the morning and we had school the following day. She was the one who sent me lots and lots of encouraging smses to cheer me up when i was most depressed over maths.

Then....from sitting in the science labin sec one, i got to know this girl called wanyin. I felt she was weird and i thought she was unfriendly. I still remember the first few lessons, she didnt allow me to copy her answers when i missed them or something,she covered her book on purpose and i thought,"god....why am i sitting here with her?"However soon before i knew it we became good friends.She called me' mushroom' and i called her 'toadstool',haha.This year she became my sitting partner in class and let me tell you,we can be totally crazy. We played bingo during lessons which were boring. She squirked water on my face when i was feeling sleepy in class with her water bottle. At times, we laughed till our hands went really weak that we couldnt write a single word properly.With her artistic talents, she frequenly drew stuffs on my worksheets or books.And of cause at times when i was most down and broke down in class after receiving depressing results, she knew. She was my supplier of tissues!

Then in soon i got to know this girl called rachel from siting infront of her in class in sec one. She's really crappy with her favourite phrases like " i do, i do, i do i do i do",ha only she knows how to say this phrase properly.Then this year...she became my sitting partner during higher chinese lessons. It was hell lot of fun.Sometimes i got her into trouble,haha!I'm really sorry dear. We would laugh at times when our teacher acted weirdly and once i asked this really lame question,"do you think A.B would give me a slap if i went up to hum tralalala to her?"ha. From hell riding together with her to her A-Z philosophies, it has always been fun with her around.

Then after getting to know her i got to know a girl called wynne.She became my spastic unglam queen sister. This sister of mine...what can i say?She's simply hilarious at times. I spent my first time standing out of class with her and it was fun. Why we got punished?Because we simpy forgot to bring a stupid yellow chinese file which wasnt of any use that very day.I never knew getting punished was that fun,seriously.Haha....we went hell riding at east coast and boy,it was fun.I love my unglam sister,haha.

In the beginning of the year while helping out in the decorations of the class notice board i got to know better this guy called yingcong.He's nice .....but a little gay. Slowly through him i got to know his group of gang....edmund and russell. All of them are really nice funny people.

In a blink of an eye, two years of being in the same class comes to an end. In merely two years,things happened.From going to school in the same car as my brother last year and seeing him in school time to time till him graduating from school and moving on to another. From studying at the 4th level to the 3rd level.From seeing my friends as stangers but now,they're like family to me.From me being pessimistic to me being not being so pessimistic anymore.From me being hot tempered to me being a changed person this year and the lists goes on....

God, i never thought it would be this difficult to let go of everything that has happened in these 2 years and move on. Over the past few days, it made me realise how much i loved my class,incredible yeah? I guess people only start to treasure things when they're gone and realised it was too late. Somehow i'm still stuck in those memories whereby all of us were studying as a class,i love the atmosphere in the class, i love the class spirit we had.

I don't know how long it'll take for me to get over this, but i know it'll take sometime.Its my emotional period now. I'm trying to let go of everything slowly....give me time.

Till then,
Thanks 2B'06 for everything;love you people loads.

It was me and you against the world @ 9:26 PM

Monday, October 23, 2006

*Play the first songbox at the left hand panel and as you listen and read this dedication, recall the times you've spent with your friends,capture those moments.

The journey together with 2Bsians is coming to an end. Over the past two years, I've gained a whole lot of crazy friends and I've lost a part of my pessimistic-self; all thanks to 2B. Now what's left are only memories of times we had spent together. As a class we’ve been through thick and thin, we studied together, we got scolded together, we rebelled together, we joked together, we laughed together, and we played with one another.

I'll start off by thanking some people.

Mrs Tey:

She's a really nice science teacher. She's been with us for two years and im thankful for that. What can i say? I don't know,mrs tey's really friendly and some of us thinks that she look's comical and cute at times. It seems like only yesterday whereby i was thinking"oh no,this will be the last lesson with mrs tey" ,that was last year. Now, i'll have to think that way again....this goes to show time passes really fast. Argh,mrs tey you'll be greatly missed by all of us,you're funny=).

Ms Sri:

Thanks Ms Sri for teaching us history. You've been a really nice teacher. As far as I can remember, you've never really scolded us before. You're really nice; you managed to endure all our crap and laughed along together with us. You gave us sweets for encouragements at times…yeah so thanks! We'll miss you!

Mrs Goh:

You've got interesting character. Sometimes your lessons can be quite boring yet at sometimes interesting. Sometimes you spoke really differently from others and thanks for enduring all our nonsense during lessons.

Mr Tan:

He's been a rather lame teacher this year. He jokes around with us thus making the atmosphere in class not so stressful. He's also a very patient teacher…so yeah, I guess everyone will miss you.

Ms Lim:

Well, thanks for the enjoyable lessons at higher Chinese. You've made the few of us laugh quite a lot. I'll always remember your interesting way of teaching and punishments like "hui qu gen wo chao ke wen!!" OR "kou fen!!" Haha, you're a very nice teacher actually, thanks for helping to push my grades up.

Ms Koh:

Though you left approximately 5 months ago, I still feel you're the best geography teacher EVER. Your lessons always managed to make us stay awake, it was interesting and somehow captivating. Thanks, you made me like geography even more.

Next of all, I would like to thank my dear friends namely, Yansiang, Tiffany,Yiguan, Wynne, Rachel, Wanyin, Adeline, Syahirah, Amira, Indah, Mardhiah, Ashraff, Russell, Ryan, Edmund, Yingcong. They've made my life in 2B really enjoyable. However, the rest are important too…with a person missing, it'll feel weird in 2B.Thanks for being there for me when i needed you people most,thanks for encouraging,thanks for comforting thanks for everything! All of you are pillars of strength=).

So thank you each and every one of you in 2B’06. We were first strangers to one another when we came into the school in secondary 1. However over time, we built our friendship with one another slowly and soon we became not only a class, we became one big family. Over these 2 years, we've grown; we've been through everything together, as ONE. I feel greatly honoured to be put in 2B, if you gave me another chance to re-pick a class in secondary 1,I'll still pick class B ,i'll never choose to forsake you people!

So, as we move on in our secondary school life, let us keep all these precious memories deep within us, treasuring those moments we once shared together and as our life change, we'll still be….friends forever.

1B'05/2B'o6, we’re the (B)EST.
United as one, united we stand as ONE big family.

Love you people, take care & remember the times we once shared

I shall end my dedication to 2B'o6 here, before I start tearing.=)

It was me and you against the world @ 11:39 PM

Maybe i should learn how to be stronger,emotionally.

I shan't elaborate what has happened today but well...let's just say it sucks badly. We've got back our overall results and standard position. What can i say? Going by the ranking system i'll be able to get into the double stream,going by that freaking science+maths formula then bye bye double. All because of MATHS,i've to bear such CRAP. I feel really lousy now,i was demoralised in school and yet now i'm EVEN more demoralised ALL thanks to SOMEONE. Its not as if i don't feel bad enough myself, you didn't have to rub more salt into my wound.

Sorry my dear friends,i'm aint good enough to join you people...i'm not smart enough. Maybe i should blame myself for not working hard in the beginning of the year, i was too occupied with other stuffs.

I feel so cheated yet again, everything's just so unfair.
Why did i even bother about the others anyway when the outcome will be like that,why?

It was me and you against the world @ 3:39 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Bold the statements that are true to you.Italise the statements that you WISH are true.Leave the Fibs alone.Then, ask 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.

I do not watch tv these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I have tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I curse.I'm totally smart. HAHAHA!

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller ID.

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop than eat.

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I have tried alcohol before.

I own the South Park movie.

I would die for my best friend.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I study for tests most of the time.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausages.

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

I have jazz in my blood.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I wear a toe ring.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

5 person to do this:

1) Tiffany

2) Ryan

3) Anyone else who thinks he/she has nothing better to do=)

4)-

5)-

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I still do not have any idea what combination to choose and my dad has gone overseas already.GAH!!Nevermind,i'll just make up my mind and tell him when he calls.=) Tomorrow will be the day we'll know our overall results...ARGHHHH!! May god bless me.

I'm in a dilemma

It was me and you against the world @ 4:17 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

An atmosphere that's so heavy surrounds me.

I'm brooding over what class i should go to or rather i dont know what options to put on the form. As i know of, many friends are choosing options 4, 5 and 8...somehow. If you were to ask me, i would also choose the exact options or maybe option 2A but then again,i know where i stand,it'll be difficult.

Hmm...troubles....troubles....

I did not meet my mark.

It was me and you against the world @ 2:38 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

The past few days had been really free for us. We did practically nothing...and i was somehow tired of doing nothing. Ha, sometimes i slept...sometimes i listened to music or radio that were in my phone...i talked most of the time...played bingo... oh and watched movies.

Ok yesterday it was like MOVIE DAY!? First Mrs goh let us watch 'Pink Panther'...kind of a lame show but some parts were funny...other than that 3/4 of the time i could not make out what that guy was saying in the show due to his strong accent. Then came history period. We watched 'High school musical' and the came DnT. Well...we watched 'Alaska". Most of us were on the verge of sleeping,it was really boring.Weird choice the teachers made,besides we were in an air conditioned room,it made it even more agonising to try not to sleep. In the end after the first half of the show ended we asked the teacher to let us watch another show,a scary one. BOO!! I hated ghost-errie-creepy related movies. Well through the whole show i was either hiding behind my foolscap paper and peeping through those two tiny holes OR i used my hands to cover my eyes. CRAP. There was this part...it gave me a freaking shock(though i think it was not scary actually after friends told me) that i slapped my hands on my face almost immediately and now the region around my right eye hurts. OH and that wanyin and yingcong...they created this spooky atmosphere behind me. One blew gently from behind me and gave me a shock the other kept saying "cheryl......cheryl..." in this errie tone. Lol.

Today. Well...had our very last maths lesson with Mr Tan. Its quite saddening...actually ITS VERY SADDENING to know 2B's going to split in another week's time. Mr Tan's a nice teacher and he's very lame. 2B's the best vibrant class.Sigh,everything's ending shortly.

Gosh my both arms are left with red marks here and there thanks to the game we played today. Well its another version of scissors paper stone whereby we get to hit the lossing party's hand till its blardy red. First played it with rachel during recess. Then came back to class and played again. Somehow the boys also started playing later on. Its kinda exciting to play but when it came to the part where the other party gets to hit you,then it becomes scary.OUCH!!!

Next week...treasure all the time that's left with your classmates! I LOVE 2b'06

It was me and you against the world @ 8:03 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

All results are back. My response: Not satisfied at all, utterly disappointed.

Overall i had 1c and that was higherchinese and that was expected. As for the others,im NOT satisfied at all. Though yeah some might say i should count myself luckier and not feel so depressed and down with the marks i've achieved...i still can't help but feel that way.I told myself if i could reach a certain level for individual papers,i would be happy...but i was wrong. I reached them but i was greatly upset...somehow.

I think i felt that 'pain' in me for the first time. I felt the disatisfaction, where did the fruit of my labour go? Where did all the effort i've put in gone to? It seems like the 1 month of before hand preparations didn't work out at all...did i waste my time on all those?

I've studied. I've tried. My efforts weren't shown obviously.

Disappointments after disappointments. I shouldn't have held my hopes high in the first place,maybe then i wouldn't feel so bad. So there it is, Bye bye dream class.

*To those who's in the same situation as me,trust me i know how you feel,it sucks.

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Someone PLEASE enlighten me. What's the freaking difference between the meaning of "lack of land" and "shortage of land" ?

I don't even know how she teaches. How she threatens her students of deduction of marks if they were to go find the right answers from another teacher OR if they continued to bother her with those exam questions when they were in doubt. What "wonderful" teaching methods. Oh wait,she doesnt even put up the answers for her students to check in class,i forgot.HA,simply "fantastic" huh?I know...

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Go ahead and make me hate it more. You think i give a freaking damn?

Once upon a time, we all loved it but after something happened and when another ended, the interest we all once had ended together with it.

It was me and you against the world @ 10:54 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

Come, let me tell you my FREAKING day.

Well we got back some of our papers today. I'm SO SO SCREWED.

Let's talk about my HUGE BIG DISAPPOINTMENT, HISTORY. Well guess what, i screw my structured.WHEE! So what if i got a friggin A for my MCQ, short question answers and source-based questions ?Bloody hell I STILL SCREWED my structured !!!??? Utterly disappointed with myself,to think i was hoping that my history could pull me up,it was ONCE my best subject till today, guess i was wrong. I feel so cheated. History was one of those few subjects i started studying a MONTH BEFORE the actual exam. A MONTH. Do you know how much effort i had put in? Compared to geography,which is also a heavy subject,i merely started studying the day before the exam but at least i got the marks i wanted. Time was all i needed,really. With ample time i believe i could have done more. I dont know what else to say,but yea just really really really disappointed and sad.

This further goes to show...

Efforts does not = results.

Maybe i should have studied last minute like what i always do, and maybe that way i would get the marks i aimed for,just like geography.

Higher chinese. Let's just say i started feeling really upset after i got back my higherchinese. It was a blow but it wasnt the last for the day,history was. Anyway she almost failed me for my paper one again. The total marks that got minus off from both my letter writing and compo was 8 marks.Cool huh?That was the maximum too. Paper two was horrendous,i got this meagre mark but at least i passed. Thank god i did relatively ok for oral and listening comprehension,i hope they'll really help to pull my marks up by a bit.

English was okay,only my composition pulled me down. My summary was my best i ever got this entire year i think,ha. It came as a suprise, a lovely one...not that its fantastic or something. My comprehension and letter writing was okay too....if i could just get 4 more marks,it would have been fantastic.

Art,i passed.Phew. My layout....i thought it was horrendous and it actually is but still she passed me for it.The other sections were okay too and i got the mark i wished for.yeah that's about it.

Maths paper one. At least i didnt fail,THANK GOD. If possible...i'm hoping for an A i guess.I don't know what the outcome will be but i hope it'll be a pleasant one tomorrow.

I pray that literature,science and maths paper two would pull my entire grades up tomorrow. No more disappointments for me,i've got enough and i wouldnt be able to take another big blow.

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Marks aside. Woohoo. I've been watching princess hours for the past few days and i've been sleeping like at 3am for the past 3 nights doing what?Obvious isnt it? But i was doing HER jianbao homework yesterday until 3am this morning,but i was DOING YET WATCHING the drama. What can i say? ARGH!!!!! I LOVE those two characters in the drama,they're really sweet <3 Oh and bbq was fun.Yiguan stayed over.Hmmm....yeah.

I'm really tired....maybe i shall go take a nap....and FORGET everything that has happened today.

I feel so cheated.
Effort does not= results

It was me and you against the world @ 3:47 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Exams are over yet i dont feel quite happy.Actually, i dont want the exams to finish somehow...I know,you may think im crazy.

Today we went out. "We" consists of w.y, y.s, tiff, y.g, wyn, rach, adeline, ryan, russ, ed, y.c and I. Yup so the 12 of us went out after the last paper today. Oh but wait, let me elaborate on the chinese paper. What can i say? Its BLARDY difficult. Oh my gosh...i'm just hoping i'll meet the passsing mark. After i read the first comprehension(mcq plus some structured) i went like"huh?what are they talking about?" I knew they were saying about some bees and stuff. Then came the second comprehension,this time i went"wth." I didnt even know what were the answers to the mcq, the answers couldnt be found in the passage,i think...?Argh. I almost felt like giving up,drop my pen and forget it,ha. The third and forth comprehensions were okay....i guess. And i was doing my summary at the last 15 minutes,gosh. I was freaking JEALOUS when some classmates walked out of the class after finishing their paper 30 minute before us...haha. Oh and gosh, those screams going on in school when we were doing our paper were annoying...it made me even more jealous and i wanted to finish the paper quickly.Ha,those people must be feeling very happy...and i guess they've got to be the sec1s.

Sheesh. And gosh is it a crime to wear home clothes in school? Seems like it to someone in particular. We were only there for like less than 5 minutes? Unfortunately we got spotted and she says she's going to minus our marks??! Its like...fine i've got nothing to say.im SPEECHLESS.Go ahead lah,whatever. The both of us got a little affected and the bus journey was somehow quiet among all of us. Nevermind SKIP!

So the HCL peeps had to meet the others at Cineleisure. Ate lunch...had difficulties on where to go....well having girls and boys together made decisions even harder. The boys went to do their own stuff while the girls did their own too. Then yeah....anyway we watched Rob-b-hood. Did i spell it correctly? Gosh ! Its really funny,simply HILARIOUS. Its been a long time since i last watched a chinese movie in the cinemas. The baby in the show's so cute! Its a somehow touching comedy...watch it!you'll get what i mean. I couldnt stop laughing at some parts. However there was this girl sitting infront of us which was VERY ANNOYING. Simply IDIOTIC. She kept talking unecessarily. And what?She thinks she's very soft? PLEASE! she was the only one who was blabbering when others in the cinema were all quietly watching and when people started laughing at some parts,she said loudly"funny meh!?". HELLO?We have the freedom to laugh whenever we want,not happy?Then get your ass out of the cinema,no one's stopping you. Oh and when no one's laughing,she laughs. Tiffany and i were like tempted to say"FUNNY MEH?" Then...she talks so bloody loudly to her friends AND i think everyone in the cinema could hear. Even her friends told her to quieten down.Yiguan got a little pissed and put off by her,i was too.We were like"shut the hell up lah"Oh and she got the cheeks to turn around and stare at us at one point of time when we laughed..*.*'' When the whole show ended and they were showing the NG shots, we laughed again and she was like"waa...ta men hen ji dong",please lar! Is it YOUR BLARDY business?Just our luck to have met you.

After the show,we had problems on where to go again.Hmm.....Fast forward. We followed the boys' decision in the end,since they've been giving into us for almost the whole time there,we went bowling at marina. My bowling skills were still average...got a score of around 70.Ha,and my fingers are not as agile anymore...finger muscle ached after a few throws. The boys and yiguan were funny... they jumped to so call "make more pins drop" and the wishing of luck here and there to hit more pins down. Nevermind,you wont get it unless you were there. Afterwhich, went home with tiff and yc.Overall i think i did have fun.Yeah, so now im really tired,somehow for a reason.

Exams are over, oh no!!! =( I'm just dreading for it to come.

It was me and you against the world @ 8:20 PM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I can't believe it.Tomorrow's the last paper. Time passes really quickly and soon before you know it,school's coming to an end this year. Then following on,the separation between your classmates. Saddening...I LOVE 2B'o6.The (B)EST class EVER<3>

Anyway tomorrow's the last paper,higher chinese. Argh, we'll be ending thirty minutes later than the chinese paper...Ha whee!Get prepared to face some extra chim comprehension passages tomorrow. I bet i'm going to end up in a daze after reading the passages and go "huh??" all the way. Gah....**crosses fingers** or else.....BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES. Also thinking about it,i'll miss miss lim loads! She's such a good teacher and a funny one too. Thinking back on those times whereby the whole bunch of us could start giggling and laughing away when she talks,it was really enjoyable. And her pet phrases like "kou fen!","Gei wo chao ke wen!!" will stay in my mind for a period of time. A.B rocks!<3>

Oh woo yeah. Tomorrow we'll be going out together. Looking forward to it afterall its the first time. Hope we'll have fun together. Then after tomorrow's outing i will be looking forward to november for more fun.Haha.WHEE. Oh no,and if exams ends what would happen next? CCAs would start again. Argh....sheesh.

Last paper tomorow,best of luck everyone!

It was me and you against the world @ 5:41 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

Omg.I'm feeling so high!!!! You know why? Well...because MATHS PAPER IS FINALLY OVER!!! Omg, A HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE BURDEN/LOAD OFF MY CHEST.Phew!The paper was not a killer,THANK GOD!!Thank the person who set the paper! Hope i PASS,with a reasonable grade i'm aiming for. Yesterday was crazy...really.

Maths.

Well,i basically had a huge breakdown AGAIN. Yeah that was after dinner,didn't have the appetite to eat. I had yiguan and wanyin to encourage me on but still i was fearing for the worst. Wanyin wouldn't let me cry and talk about all the pessimistic thoughts i had when we were smsing each other, as for yiguan she smsed me words of encouragement and afterwhich i called her and cried again. I was feeling freaking low. I didn't know what to do and i had loads of maths questions i didn't know how to do. Thankfully, my brother and my dad sat down with me and calmed me down. My dad tried to offer me chocolates to me to brighten up my mood...haha but i seriously didnt have to mood to eat or anything. Then my dad told me some things about his life and stuff,on how we should face failures and its not the end of the world...Though yes,i know its true but i simply know i wont be able to face it,i mean i've been like around there always, a drastic change of all a sudden?I know i wont be able to face it,i know myself.

So that was abit of sidetracking. My brother helped me by teaching me quadratic, linear graphs and solving all my other doubts.It was really useful...and i'm thankful to him for sparing me the time as he too, had his J.C promotional exams today,maths and some other paper i think. I doubt he'll read my blog but anyway thanks kor!=)My daddy helped in mensuration....i had to memorise the formulas and he taught me an easier way out. So by 1o pm i was already back my normal self.I went to sleep like at 11.30pm and went to lala land pretty fast as my sore eyes(from crying) were already dying on me by 8pm.Today i woke up worrying again,and i was shivering a little.That was how AFRAID I WAS.Yeah, i was actually thinking how to fall ill and skip/postpone the test the night before...haha crazy me.

Science.

Argh!!!!!What can i say???I hope the mcqs will pull me up. My booklet b is like....*.*'' I've no confidence in it at all?I hope i get at least a B3?i'll be happy with that! Because i didnt fair too well in my Ca2 and common test overall.SSShheesh.

History.

Omg.I couldnt finish the paper!!!!!!! 6 marks gone!!!!Bloody hell. Wtf, and my structured was like...messy and answers were damn short!! I didnt have the time.I was practically left with 20 minutes to finish 6 structured questions?WHERE GOT ENOUGH TIME??!!With ample time,i could have taken half a page for each part of the question and now...because i had to rush my handwriting was like shit and my answers were SHORT!!!!!! How to score marks like that!!?Bye bye A1/2. Now hoping for at least a B3. And those stupid source base questions,it better get me like at least more than a 18 marks or something as i spent a hell lot of time there. Oh and the Mcqs as well as the short structured questions too...i better get good marks there.It's really scary and im so diappointed with myself...how could i NOT FINISH THE PAPER!!!!!?????

Chinese paper 1.

It was quite okay.....haha surprisingly there was this topic that came out which i had the experience and which i could totally relate to but sadly, i aint good at expressing my chinese so i chose another.Hope A.B won't fail me for my letter writing again,like what she did in the mid year...BOO!

English.

Comprehension was okay....Composition and letter writing....i dont know whether its good enough,i just sincerely hope my paragraphings are OK and me, not writing out of point.Yeah basically that.

Phew~5 days of exams down 3 more to go.WHEE.Its passing pretty fast actually.With maths over im feeling so carefree,no more breakdowns for the meantime.Thinking of it,all my breakdowns are all due to stress that came from maths.Im so slacking until like...9 or 10pm?I deserve it after a long week of exams and all those stress!! I found a strand of white hair among my hair,signs of being over stressed,haha. Maybe i shant do anything today but SLLLLLLAAACCCKKKKKK!!!! You too,should sit back and relax and enjoy......give yourself a break,tell yourself you deserve it! Its true!

Three more papers,jiayou to myself and all of you out there mugging!!Take care too...dont overstress and fall ill ya?Till exams are over....goodluck!=)

It was me and you against the world @ 5:50 PM