[ It was you and me against the world ]

Monday, April 30, 2007

Well,so i slept at 12am and woke up at 4.30am to study geog.No,it was not last minute studying,i was just reading through again so that i can pick up more stuffs to remember and re-memorise all the facts. Chinese paper one was okay.Hope my letter writing's fine and of cause my composition too.

Recess i was on geog again. First i was studying in the canteen and after tiffany called me up to her class to study i agreed because she said it was VERY quiet there.To my astonishment,i saw loads of people there...i think practically the whole of her class and some other people from other classes.Okay...jermaine was "flaunting" off what he had already remembered which was practically EVERYTHING ZzzZzz and I was still struggling.

I didn't finish the paper anyway.The last question...a 6 marks question and i heard some people actually managed to finish the paper 10-15 minutes before?Totally crazy!Hopefully they'll award me with 2 marks at least?

I think i might want to take bus home on some days during this period of time. The long bus trip home would give time to "breathe" and i wouldn't have to face tha dreaded question from my mum if i were to step into the car. On days whereby i think i wouldn't fair well for a particular paper,probably i could disappear to somewhere to cool down and just be alone and maybe i'll reappear again when i feel a little better.The wonders of taking bus rides home...

Wish me luck. Geee....stress!I hope i'll live through this "turmoil'

Sorry wanyin,i think i wasted your time and effort today...

It was me and you against the world @ 7:51 PM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

I can't put my mind and soul into pure studying! SHITE. I'm still feeling nervous...over god knows what. What am i suppose to do??!!

In the morning went back for extra physics lesson with cheryl,huiwen,fiona,jiamin,belinda and erfi. It was a short session. After the coaching session,cheryl,huiwen,fiona and i proceeded on to PP mac's for lunch. Richny came later on to meet us. When we walked out of mac's, richny and cheryl spotted this guy reading some chinese newspaper with apparently headline news of the both cheryls' idol.LOL.Don't know if it's true anyway,both of us definitely HOPE it's NOT true or else we'll probably go crazy. Since neither of dared to ask that man to let us have a look at the papers, we went to seven eleven to check it out and i got conned by that stupid machine outside seven eleven. Couldn't find the papers and so we all went home. Cheryl was kind enough to take the same bus as me home=) and so we took bus 31...yep.

I dreamt of the weirdest dream yesterday...surprising but sweet.

It was me and you against the world @ 4:23 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007

Somehow i feel kinda nervous now and i don't know why.

Right. So today we had our english paper. Err....paper one section one caused some confusion for me. I didn't exactly know how to write a proposal and honestly speaking,i don't remember being taught how to and thus i wrote it as an informal letter.Why informal and not formal you may ask afterall the letter was directed to a teacher. Heh...because i treat the teacher as though she was my friend. RIGHT...okay,i really don't know. My composition? Don't talk about it. Comprehension and summary were fine.

So one paper down and MANY more to go....keep holding on yea?

It was me and you against the world @ 3:32 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Haha,yes! Finally i can blog in COLOUR....zzZzzz.In my past posts there was no colour and the fonts were small because i couldn't do any adjusments to it and smart ass tiffany just came over to my blog account,meddled with it for a few minutes and the problem was solved!To think i spent so long thinking what went wrong.

Whee!I'm kinda happy today.My long lost chinese newspaper article book has been returned to me and so ...it means i need not redo everything!Thanks to that good kind soul but why didn't you return it earlier?Had english tuition just now.Tiffany and I kept laughing at some nonsensical stuff which you won't know=p

Tomorrow's the first paper...oh dear!Good luck people!

It was me and you against the world @ 8:47 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

There is no limit to whatever you do so don't stop trying...keep on going people!

So the mid year exams are really really near now and i think i might regret not starting revision much earlier. Actually i'm already regretting.SHITE! I MUST MUG MUG MUG!! I don't ever want history to repeat itself!

Good luck people for the exams!

As for updates...i think i won't be blogging to often,maybe once in awhile to give updates about preparations for the exam and maybe on the papers?YEA!

Get into the study mood NOW!All the best=)

It was me and you against the world @ 9:09 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

It's been a rather...how shall i put it...erm,interesting day? Headed to school to do physics practical.Well i wanted to redo mine because my grandient was way off =) and belinda came back for nothing.She wanted to redo but her grandient value was acceptable,blur queen! Hence, she helped me out in the experiment. After our practical was done, a few of us headed to PP for lunch with apprently two VERY HUNGRY souls wanting food BADLY. Went to YOSH and settled down for lunch and just when we were done, a moody fiona "stormed" in to find us. I asked what happened and she told us. Seeing how pissed she was after finishing off her brief,i offered my COLD drink to cool her down and it worked okay! She SMILED almost immediately.Ha,see the miracle of what MY drink can do?

Walked around almost aimlessly for sometime around parkway whereby we spent most of our time in a CD shop looking at DVDs like classic superman =,='.Soon we made our way to marine parade library to study!WHEE! Surprisingly we met loads of tksians there somehow.Woa,all so hardworking!All of them seem to be mugging for the mid year exams=) I tried to study but to no avail,i kept feeling sleepy.HEH...and as usual,xiaojia who came to meet us later was laughing her head off with dearest belinda and kangwei was just being his normal schizo-self. The others...they were mostly listening to music on their MP3 and doing their stuffs,of course there were more details that happened but urgh,shan't say...quite embarassing,LOL

Now for the pictures!

Spastic friend.

Fiona EMO-ing while eating...

This was where we supposedly "studied"...the centre of all attractions =)

Anyone wants to try?=p

Chiobu no 1 carrying belinda's bag...

chiobu no 2 carrying belinda's bag...

& on special request of the 2 chiobus,well...

WELCOME BACK FROM OBS!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:34 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Edited

We had chinese oral today! I think i fumbled. I couldn't speak fluently and it isn't surprising,i've been like that always. I think i stuck my tongue out a couple of times because i was lost for words,so normal of me.ARGH!! I used a bad replacement of words just now. Since i panicked and forgot how to say "shocked" in chinese i changed it to "scared". Those two words make a hell lot of difference huh,yea i know...i had no choice.

So, I was pretty calm patiently waiting for my turn and guess what, i was second from the back.It was like an hour's wait but then i had Rachel's and Fiona's presence to accompany me so it was rather fine. Fiona was just plain enthusiastic and in a pretty good-high mood and Rachel...just staying cool and calm. The HoD of chinese was pretty nice, testing me oral for the second time. I stuttered my way through the whole thing and gah, i don't know what the verdict would be.I'll probably have to stay back every friday for more practices,URGH!

Oh wow, i've just seen the biggest coward ever.Obviously this certain person tries so hard just to prove his/her point and makes it so damn obvious but when questioned,he/she decides to change his/her stand to divert the attention away.What a hypocrite,what an idiot.I don't stand in awe of your doings.

& to dearest sister:Get well soon!You're strong=)
dearest ______: Don't brood over it,you'll do fine=) (P.S: if you know who...)

Cya peeps

It was me and you against the world @ 6:20 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

I'm suppose to start revision like on monday but i didn't! Oh crap, i feel like i'm slacking and actually i am,look what i'm doing now! =p

Haa,it's pretty funny to hear about people saying that i'm very 'dao'. Maybe i really am if someone doesn't exactly know me other than that...i think i'm quite crazy at times. Actually, sometimes Belinda thinks that i'm very 'dao' as well. So let's clarify...i don't exactly 'dao' people i know .Normally when i give THOSE looks at friends in class, it can only be two things. Firstly i may be pissed at some stuffs or someone else or secondly, i'm just very bored and tired. & to those i don't actually know...i'm so sorry but it really isn't on purpose. I don't promise i can be nice to everyone and anyone but if you were to drop me a greeting in school or anything and i don't quite respond, i think it's because i feel rather awkward and not anything else =)

Okay and maybe i should really start revising,i've got hell loads of stuffs to complete oh and guess what,there's chinese oral tomorrow! Why do they always like to make us panick?T.T

It was me and you against the world @ 8:13 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

What happened in school today?Hmm can't really remember! Chinese...he made us listen to some songs again and i slept through it for like 15 minutes?Oh and because i lost my chinese exercise book,i have to redo all those stupid chinese articles again because marks are counted for those and he doesn't have a record of all my marks!Yea... assembly was on some environmental talk. Quite scary though to see all the causes and effects of and on the current earth =( Protect the earth people! Social studies lecture was...okay, i was simply copying...and copying....and copying lots of notes down. After social studies i had to go for Chemistry remedial.Ha,simply because i screwed up my last chemistry test badly,oops!

Here's the main point of my post. I just got back from watching Phantom Of the Opera. Oh my gosh, the musical totally rocked! The settings, the props used, the costume and the singers were all magnificent,oh not to mention the songs played! I think there was an orchestra playing all the songs under the stage or something...because there was a conductor there conducting and she can't be conducting the air right?Uhuh, the music was like... flawless?The singers were GREAT,especially the soprano singers....it was kind of a jaw dropping experience to hear them. Not only could they sing,they could dance ballet as well=) I would seriously recommend you to go if you have the time, it worthwhile watching definitely!

My worst fear didn't happen. I managed to stay awake through out the whole performance unlike the last musical i went to. My dad and I actually slept in one segment of the musical...LOL. That segment was too boring i guess =p

Go watch Phantom of the Opera! Too bad i don't have any photos to upload since photo-taking was prohibited in the theatre...bleah.

For now, off to dreamland i go...i'm tired.

It was me and you against the world @ 11:21 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Phew, this got to be the most stressful day in school for me this year.

Well... I was like trying to mug or rather rush out last minute revision in class the WHOLE day long. Yes, in between lessons i was trying to stuff all those knowledge from the textbook and notes into my head. Practically EVERY lesson,i was either reading chemistry notes or Geography text/notes T.T but anyway i managed to pull through.

& so finally The central judging for all secondary school band ended today. Results? 3 Gwh bands and 14 gold bands this year. In the last SYF(2005), there were 14 Gwh bands and 24 Gold bands ( if i'm not wrong).Yep.

Tomorrow choir's turn to battle. Good luck peeps!

As much as i would like to think you were not part of it...it's still hard.What a disappointment.

It was me and you against the world @ 6:03 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

Somehow i didn't want to get out of bed today but still i dragged myself up. Today we had our 2.4 run.Don't talk about it, huiwen and i totally slacked...oh together with another classmate of ours =) .

For the rest of day, i can't really remember what happened. After school we had to wait for our social studies test to start at 4.15pm. Intitally we went to the library to study for the test because there was AIRCON but then soon enough we got chased out because we were in our class tshirt. It makes no sense, why do we have to dress so formally when we're just in the school library??!! As if it's some bad influence or something to others? Pe tshirts are also part of our school attire,isn't it?Oh whatever, i still don't get what's this fuss all about. In the end, we walked back to class again to settle down and start studying.

My hand was writing like crazy when the test started....ZzzZzzz but managed to finish the test in that short span of time given.Now,i've got to mug for geog elect test tomorrow and chemistry test. I totally have no idea how ionic and chemical equations go about.

G+O+N+E C+A+S+E ----------> GONE CASE !

Wish me luck!Ha.

It was me and you against the world @ 5:44 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

I thought i've gotten over it but it seems like i have not. It has been a bitter-sweet week, with many stuffs happening and many memories to remember.

Those tears were like a broken thread of pearls...

It was me and you against the world @ 12:09 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Games carnival Day

After school, belinda,xiaojia, kangwei and I were at kallang KFC having our lunch. As usual, with them i think i almost died from excessive laughter and probably almost choked on my lunch. Just by listening to either xiaojia or belinda laughing, somehow it infects the others and there you go,the beginning of a crazy laughter session. Since we had to be back in school by 2.30pm and we were running late and it was RAINING,the three smarty pants ran right into a pile of water near the bus stop while chasing after the bus.Luckily i was behind them and hence i've got DRY shoes and i had a really good laugh about it.Bleah.

Back in school there wasn't much to do other then lazing around...trying to find something to do. Kangwei, Belinda and I finally settled down to study for our chemistry test. I didn't last for long.We soon started walking around watching the different matches going on and awhile later, we had to assemble in the hall. Prize giving session in the hall lasted for...half an hour or so and that was about all for the day.

Today

Had to take two tests in the morning. First,additional math and secondly,chemistry test. These were the tests we missed in the last two weeks and you know what,i screwed both papers up. Proceeded for a short session of band practice today.It ended around 12.30pm and afterwhich the three of us proceeded to parkway for lunch.Xiaojia and I were STARVING. This time,no more choking sessions for me since Belinda was not there =( Actually i don't mind choking, it's pretty fun to have them all around.We left around three and i rushed home to meet aunty fe=)

I just got a new book to read,xj's recommendation.Yea,finally. I've not read a single story book since like ages ago. I have not even finish the book i bought from the airport a few months ago.I was supposed to read that book on the plane but i never did=) I'm stuck onto this certain genre of books ever since my mum introduced me to one book last year.Currently i like those kind whereby the story plot tugs at your heart strings. Both the books i have with me now have similar plots and they go something like that: Two women's husbands died but both leaving behind something special for their wives.One left behind a dog and the other a pile of letters.These two so called "gifts" would help the two women to have the will power to live on and their husbands would supposedly come back as their guardian angels to guide them along. Ain't that sweet! ^^ I think i would end up in tears in the midst of reading both books T.T

Over dinner my dad was being lame again. My brother was talking about having plans to join the standard chartered marathon or something at the end of the year again and he invited my father to join in. My father gave me that look and he said it would be better if he could just meet my brother at the finishing line =,=" I can't imagine that my dad was some band leader of his school last time and according to my parents, my dad won lots of medals in sports last time.So unbelievable,haha.Then he proceeded to talk about PFT of his time,damn funny...it had to do with my mum as well =p

Mid year exams just around the corner and i've got loads to catch up. Chinese oral's next friday...crap! & that tuition teacher of mine gave me a chinese composition to write again,wth! & i don't see a freaking point in re-writing a compo you've written for corrections...as if it will help!GAH!

Signing off....10.53pm

It was me and you against the world @ 6:16 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

& so we've gotten a silver in this year's SYF however it doesn't mean defeat in any way.

Disappointed?Yes. When the results were announced,tears just started to flow freely from many of our eyes. I believe everyone of us had tried their utmost best in today's competition and that is the only thing that really matters.This year's SYF judging is really strict and no, i'm not finding any stupid lame reason to redeem ourselves, why should i when it's not even our fault,it's just the truth. Out of the 70+ bands that had performed,only 8 bands got Gold and 1 with Gold with Honours.Today out of the 25 bands that performed, only 1 got the gold award.

So i think when more people gets to know about our result,they'll probably start mocking at us.Yes, the feeling sucks. Then again,what do they know. They seriously have no rights to judge us when they're not even a part of the whole thing. They were not there to compete together with us, they were not even there to listen to us what more,to judge us. So before you even start saying anything about us, think about it but then even after that, if you still think mocking at people's really fun and exciting, get yourself a freaking life. Maybe if you could start learning a piece of instrument from basic scratch and be like where we are now in 2 years, we'll reconsider listening to whatever crap you have to say about us.

Getting the medal wasn't really important actually. I guess the whole process of maturing together while creating music as a family is the thing we should learn from and remember most while the award was more like just a bonus of it. I still think we rock. We actually managed to produce what we showcased today in like 5 months while other bands took 2 years. Changing from an outdoor setting to an indoor setting isn't as easy as you think it is.

Hence,come what may the reaction of the school may be tomorrow... just stay strong cause you know we've made it through and we've done our best.

The three words- Remember. Believe. Live.

Tk band rocks!

It was me and you against the world @ 10:39 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Nothing's impossible, see those rays of hope?

Someone just told me this: Failure to the world, it seems like such a small matter that the world wouldn’t just stop moving because of it.

The world wouldn't stop just to see anyone cry and so why should we even bother to waste time on crying or complaining? & maybe once or twice would do and afterwhich we should just move with our lives,we shouldn't live behind closed doors and hoping something like a miracle would happen. You know not going to work. Results are only produced if someone works hard for it.

I've met many setbacks, setbacks that made me lose all my confidence and even the will to keep on trying. These setbacks, they made me afraid of receiving help from others for the fear of disappointing them. These setbacks, they obstructed everything that I was longing for & these setbacks are sadly just the one of the many kinds of setbacks we'll experience in life. Then again, I was assured by a close adviser that it would really help to those who tried to help me by getting up on my feet and start all over again, no matter how long and vigorous the process might be, some day I'll succeed.

Maybe I've hidden long enough, maybe I should step out to face everything all over again. Soon enough, if I really tried hard enough maybe I'll see the light again. Soon enough, those scars that were left behind will be gone. When there's a will, there'll always be a way out…so why not try? Then again, it's easier said than done and actions really speak louder than words. I don't want to disappoint myself any longer let alone those who showered me with their concern and advices.

I don't see why history can't repeat itself again. If I could do it the last time, I'll be able to do that in the future again,right? I sincerely thank those who kept me going on strong.

As for tomorrow, it'll be THE day. No matter what the result might be, we've all tried our best and gotten what we rightfully deserve. As for today, people! Rest well and not think too much of the competition ya? We will do what we need to do tomorrow. May the magic come back all over again,just like outdoor. "Next to strike up is the band from....TK!" Go go go!! I'm putting aside all unpleasant stuffs and comments behind me, tomorrow will be a new day for the bunch of us.

Latest results for today's competition. St Pat's got gold with honours. The first band to ever get it so far. RGS achieved gold so did crescent girls ( The two bands we once had an exchange with)

There's no room for giving up at this point of time...just believe that we'll make it through and we really will."

It was me and you against the world @ 7:18 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

Seems like the judges are very strict this year. Today is the first day of the central judging of secondary school bands.The results are out already. NONE of the 24 bands which played today got GOLD WITH HONOURS (??!!) & only 5 bands got GOLD and there were a number of relatively good symphonic secondary school bands today! One of which that had a good record last syf got silver this year(??!!). I wonder what we'll get. Don't give up, don't get demoralised! We'll make it through! Just 2 more days! If you would like to view the results,here's the website : http://sgbandfusion.com/syf/results.htm

when there's a will, there'll be a way

It was me and you against the world @ 8:30 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Life's like a roller coaster,there are many ups and downs yet fast and exciting at the same time,treasure it. & this was one crazy ride we once rode.

Today has been a rather good day.

My dad woke me up early in the morning like 8.30 am (?!) to show me the new handphone he bought for my mum =,=" I was still 3/4 asleep when he started playing a song on the phone to let me listen to. I barely opened my eyes to get a glance of my dad and went back to sleep again.He started nudging me soon after and played another song,this time i tried opening those sleepy eyes of mine but they closed again soon after.Finally he asked how did the new phone look. Now, i kinda woke up( he must have been wondering why i didn't show interest at first). It turns out that my dad got the sony erricson latest walkman phone for my mum( yea,like...huh?! My mum carrying such a cool phone?Lol,that's weird...she only knows how to use the basic functions!) He asked if i wanted one but i was not interested, i didn't quite like the design of it. I can't believe he actually woke me up because of that...this got to be the only sunday whereby i was out of bed by 9am. =,= my poor sleep....I guess my dad was just too excited,haha.

Anyway it was good that i woke up earlier. I finished my tuition homework earlier as well and i thought i could like,start doing school homework but sadly that never happened =p Went off for tuition at 1. I think i yawned at least 1o times throughout the lesson.Firstly it was boring....secondly....actually there's not much of a second reason,the lesson was still very boring!

Back home i tried concentrating on my chinese composition but i couldn't.Too distracted over the phone,ha!Talked about loads of stuff and well...i miss those times we could talk like that=) The next tuition of the day was at 7pm. I think my tuition teacher almost went mad again trying to explain math stuffs to me, she's one funny lame math teacher=) She competes with my dog to see who has the stronger will power ZzzzZzzz but her plan failed when my brother unknowingly opened the door to let the dogs in.HAHA,too bad!

After tuition my mum and dad came back with a surprise for us. Apparently, my mum bought us each a docking entertainment system...the one i saw a few weeks ago on the magazine=) Heee...it's cool.

Okay,i've got to rush through my chemistry worksheet and my human alarm clock's ringing! Toodles!

I kinda miss you a lot

It was me and you against the world @ 10:47 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Tired tired tired!

It has been a good day though a tiring one. We had to fall in with our full-uni on as the UMs wanted to have a uniform check. After falling out, it was sectionals time! I seriously don't know who suggested having sectionals under the rotunda but it's a good place. It gives us our real sound and it's pretty windy and cooling there. We also had pretty much fun and laughter there. By the way, this is the last saturday practice we're having before competition...THAT day is nearing.

We basically had sectionals and combined woodwind sectionals for the whole morning and then we broke off for lunch.Went to kallang KFC and to our surprise, it was more crowded than usual. We haven't been there for quite some time already i just realised. Lunch was very filling,all of us felt really bloated and full as we left the place and boarded the bus back to school.Now,here's something weird that happened. Something's wrong with that bus driver. He kept holding one of our senior back for some reason. If i'm not wrong, someone told me that the driver confiscated his ez link card for some unknown reason...i just don't get it. Why does the driver have to hold him back for so long(3/4 of the journey)...and i think the driver made our senior pay adult's fare when clearly he's a student. The few of us sitting at the back of the bus felt really puzzled...and that stupid bus driver delayed the damn trip for at least a few more minutes. He made another of our batch mate pay the adult's fare too i think. Anyway,heard from alison,( If i'm not wrong) apparently another of her friend's friend experienced something similar?Simply too weird.

We had combines later in the music room. General tuning and then fine tuning. We were going to have a run through in front of our alumni and some parents later in the evening. While other sections were tuning, Xiaojia and I did really nonsensical stuffs like scratch each other's arm. I swear for a moment i felt as though i was sitting next to a crazy cat.Meow! Up till now, scratch marks are still visible on my right arm. Poor arm...T.T Oh, and after the scratching session,you could feel that the surface of my right arm felt warmer that my left arm's.Heat produced from friction=) The run through was good anyway....yeah!=) Lol, i think i have stage fright at times. Somehow the more i think about people watching us play, i will start shivering at times =p but when i tell myself to ignore that very fact, i'll be able to play normally again=D Problem solved.

Just 4 more days...whee!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:54 PM

Friday, April 06, 2007

How was my day?

Very slack! I slept like... 11 hours...and then another 3 1/2 hours. Then in the afternoon, i was so pissed! Don't put the blame on me.It's not even my fault and you make it sound as though it was my freaking fault!

Jessica trick me! She broke my heart.Haha,why do i sound like a lesbian? She tricked me into getting freaked out by some ghostly figure that popped out suddenly when i was reading the story.Despite taking a lot of precations(because i read a similar version) like muting my computer, switching on the tv to make the atmosphere noisier and livelier and covering my eyes and reading the story through the little gaps between my fingers, i still jumped out of my seat and gave a soft scream when that figure popped out. Jessica is evil! She still said that it was a funny story at the end. But i was evil enough too. I went to scare dearest fiona. Her reply?It goes something like that," WTH! You want to give me heart attack ar?!" and seems like her brother got caught off guard too because he was with her.Ha...i'm sorry.

5 days...

It was me and you against the world @ 10:21 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

The two lamest cum coolest coaches =)

We'll miss them!

I got a freaking shock in the early morning,i overslept! I was only up at 6.47am because i snoozed my alarm which went off at 6am =,=" The thing that was amazing-i got out of the house and was on my way to school 20 minutes later.So unusual of me to do things that fast when i usually take my time =D

Chinese assembly period. I had no idea what was going on... there were just some sec 1s and 2s going up for some story telling competition oh & LAB was going around confiscating a lot of 'good stuffs' like an Add maths workbook and even a'toy' cube and getting people to stand by the sides.She never fails to amaze me. I got reminded about how she deducted my chinese quiz marks last year from a 16/20 to a 6/20 just because i didn't bring a freaking yellow file and something else but she's still a nice teacher nevertheless ^^

Urgh the lesson after assembly was totally...educational. Moral values. I got held back for awhile just because of something really... trivial to me.Erm,whatever!?

Choices.Totally slacked throughout.We were basically taking photos of ourselves more than skating=) So sad! It was the last lesson today=( From next week onwards,we'll be confined to the classroom again,how mundane...

Oh by the way, they cancelled tomorrow's practice tomorrow due to relatively good performance shown during the last few practices =) It'll be an even better friday now ^,^ A short break from everything. I was basically so tired the last few days i usually slept by 10.30pm...now that it's way past my bed time,i'm feeling sleepy again!

Off to dreamland i shall go.

6 days ...

It was me and you against the world @ 11:13 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Whee!Skipped social studies and geography elect tests today. Err,i can't really remember what was going on in school today. During the one and only period of english,i felt pretty high for some reason,fiona too! No, it's not because we were enjoying his lesson.Because of me! Fiona finally returned to her normal crappy self instead of emo-ing the whole time long,i have the power!=) Chinese lesson.Ha,i totally drifted off to Lalaland for the last 5 minutes of the lesson.I basically just rested my head on wanyin's shoulder and closed my eyes. He didn't say anything because i guess half the class had either their heads on the table with eyes closed or they simply just slept while still sitting up.I only woke up when wanyin nudged me as the bell went off.Heh. Assembly period. At first i thought we were going through some geography lesson in the hall or something because i saw the world map or something being flashed but that wasn't exactly the case. They started off with showing us 2 videos. Lots of reaction from our batch when they were watching the first video...it was kinda funny at times. Then the rest of the remaining time, she was just talking about sand.Yea.

Band practice! Quite fun today,all of us simply crapped and laughed loads during sectionals. I want more of such sectionals!Sometimes i think my junior drives me crazy,he's so crappy=,='...sometimes the other two on my right were also plain crappy.Oh,life is good.HA.Tiffany did something even crappier on the score because she didn't want me to be glued onto it,it's for my own good...i know=)

Avril Lavigne
Keep Holding on(beginning part)

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :
Keep holding on'
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

I find the lyrics really meaningful and motivating,especially for this period of time. Barely a week left till 11th april....we can do it!

7 days left! Keep holding on cause you know we're going to make it through!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:52 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Happy belated april fool's!

I was quite okay way up till recess and then later,my mood just went downhill all the way after recess. Let's start off with what happened in the morning. Well, when i got to school i just heard plans of some naughty april fool's trick 2 classes were going to play.My class and well,B class. Anyway,the trick didn't really manage to work since we had to carry out voting in the Ft admin period and the lesson after recess was chemistry.Obviously a big NONO to carry out the trick.Mrs Chee was being very very lame during the first 10 minutes of the lesson and she still claims to be the most matured one in class.After chemistry, i heard we had the whole of B class waiting outside my class waiting to carry out the april fool's trick but sadly,it didn't work again. Somewhere about here,my mood went to the lowest of the day.

I tried rather hard to fight back those tears of mine and i did,all the way till after school. Though no tears came rolling down, i didn't have the mood anymore,i just kept very quiet during those two periods,not responding much to anyone around me.Physics.The plan was supposed to be carried out again,this time with my classmates going over to the other class.If i wasn't in that mood,i'll probably follow the crowd and have some fun but instead,i stayed in class...watching them from the window.The plan worked for around 5 minutes?& then i heard they got chased out.Ha,good try though. Ms goh was rather happy when she came into class and i mean,happier than usual.Why?We did relatively better and well for the physics quiz.Ha,finally!

School ended and headed to the canteen for a quick lunch before falling in at 3pm.I tried not to let anyone know that something was wrong with me but i guess, my face expression said it all-i was not okay. Commoner could tell right at once and came to ask me. My eyes got all watery already and when i went over to dearest sister to wish both of them the best of luck for the test,she gave me a 'cheer up' hug though she had no idea on exactly what happened and well i couldn't take it but just let it all out. Those 2 jokers,they made me cry and laugh at the same time...gah,i simply love them so so much.I treat them as though they're like my sisters and actually they are!Oh,they're still clueless on what actually happened to me.Of course there's one other darling of mine smsing me to stay strong.Why do i always seem so vulnerable when it comes to the same old thing?I hate it.

Oh did i mentioned,gah! I was tricked my 2 people(april fool's prankings).One by belinda...the5 of us all got tricked by her!EVIL! & the other by huiwen.EVIL!! Ryan did try to trick but too bad,it didn't work.

Today

Errr...i've recovered from the shock i got yesterday...thanks for everyone's concern!=) After recess i was praying and hoping it would rain so that no one would think i'm actually crazy wearing a jacket when it's not even cold.However,though i heard thunders it didn't rain the whole day,damn it! No,i was not crazy,i had my reasons and yes i felt really warm at times while wearing the jacket.Thank god most of the time i was under the fan.Oh,i think there's some sale of of cute little rabbits going in. I saw one during english lesson...so cute!!=D Yep. After school,we had band practice,this time without anyone feeling emo!We were all quite high=)

Just 8 more days,we'll make it!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:51 PM