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Pretty interesting today. Like what Cheryl and Fiona said, it's better than watching a real movie. We just couldn't stop laughing at it. We checked practically everywhere,even in the popcorns but we couldn't find.But it's okay luh =)


Actually it's quite fast, O's coming to an end.Soon.
To think about a week ago, it was like this:
(Some parts of a conversation with dearest Diku before our first paper)

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Diku.! says:
then i heard you say

Diku.! says:
that's not my name!

[.::CheryL::.] says:
Lame la!

Diku.! says:
kk exam stress

[.::CheryL::.] says:
Lol.

Diku.! says:
They call me hell

Diku says:
they call me stacy!

[.::CheryL::.] says:
I think i forgot all my chem stuff?!

Diku.! says:
relax la...tonight must sleep early

Diku.! says:
jyjy(:

[.:: CheryL::.] says:
that's not my name!

Diku.! says:
sing when i grow up la

[.::CheryL::.] says:
and the seven thing that i hate the most that you do...

Diku.! says:
AND DANCE

[.::CheryL::.] says:
YOU MAKE ME

Diku.! says:
ooo la la

Diku.! says:
love you.

[.::CheryL::.] says:
FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT CHEM!

Diku.! says:
lollolololololol

[.::CheryL::.] says:
WTH

[.::CheryL::.] says:
STRESS

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Don't ask me how or why, I just know.
How I wish,

Familiarity can be a bad thing.
Got to know about it.Experienced it. Proven.

It seems to be getting from bad to worse. Sigh.

Was it all that easy to put aside everything?
I can't.

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Fish. I'm so freaking pissed off now. I guess only one person knows why.
Wth?! I haven't been this pissed off in a long long while. What do i even freaking bother huh?! Why do i even freaking waste my freaking time on such matter when i have so much better freaking things to do! Freak. Because i freaking care?! And what do I freaking get in return?! Freaking stuffs. It's 2 am in the morning and i should be sleeping now but i can't cause I'm damn pissed off. To think I was the only one worrying. To think i bothered to give a damn.

Like it's my freaking fault?!
Like I didn't try?!

You don't have to know what the hell happened.
I just needed a freaking place to rant before i go crazy.
I think crazy is an understatement at this point of time.

ARGHH.DAMN IT.

Sorry & thanks T,for being having to listen to all my agitated rants on the phone.
Sorry & thanks R, for having to help me chill the whole morning.

A little bit longer and i'll be fine.

I don't know how to go about doing it.
Cause everytime I get stuck,the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied.

Dear _____,

I know that it's hard to let go of things especially it's been so long already. I can understand how you feel,totally. I'll support whatever decision you make okay? If things do work out for you, I'll be happy for you.I'll be here if you need me too. Listen to only the good things!Don't emo okay! =D And sorry for all the rants I had to make in the past week or so,making you listen to the same things over and over again. Well and maybe you're right,it's could be me.Hmm.

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Well and to the rest,

Os are here. Good luck yea!

Oh and this song's really nice =D

Footprints in the sand

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I,
I thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When your heart is full of
Sadness and despair,
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.







Those 15 minutes meant everything,
everything that i ever wanted.

Sigh.
There are currently many things that ...hmm,i can't elaborate here.
But there's one thing that i really would like to do now.
To go back in time.

Broken promises.

Edited.

I think I must be crazy to be here again.

Last day of school. It's pretty saddening. Why?

1) Last day of lessons with my classmates.
2) Last day of doing things that we always do together.
3) I wanted to enjoy my last week of school but sadly,no i didn't.

This week freaking sucks.Big time.

& that's forever true.


Classmates for four years,Cong=D

Oh dear,i'm the shortest here =(

More photos to come next time but till then hear no evil,speak no evil,see no evil! =D

After holding back for so long,it finally happened today.
I'm gettting freaking paranoid over stuffs. At least that's what i think that's happening to me currently.Hopefully it's not otherwise? It's enough,seriously.
Sigh. Thankfully, they were there to accompany me today after school?

Thanks to tiffany, yingcong and ryan! 4 years of friendship and still going strong!=D
Of course, there's fiona to seriously thank too. She's been encouraging me like everyday and patiently coaching me when i just don't get it=D

oh god, what will I ever do without my friends?
& for now, i've got to focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus!!!!

Stop it?Please?

2 weeks to Os.
Sigh,the past few days weren't good at all.
I think I can't take it anymore?

What ever happened to all of that?