Thursday, August 31, 2006
Yesterday,well went shopping with yansiang and tiffany-in search for teachers' day gifts.HAHA i hope mrs tey loves her present we bought for her and probably displays it on her desk or something=).What's up with the weather...gosh it started pouring really heavy yesterday...that we had to borrow yingcong's umbrella.The whole canteen was made wet and people stood eating their lunch,rather comical.By 6pm,it seemed as though it was 7+ in the night,i got my mum to fetch me from parkway and got lectured for shopping the whole afternoon,oops.
Today,i woke up ad found the sky to be extremely dark and soon it started to drizzle.I got stuck outside school in the car for like 10 minutes and i got so fed up with the traffic.Aces day...Ha...lower secondary peeps cramped into the hall. ARGH! All the intersting parts were cancelled out...no shuffle...no skip to the back.Ha and that instructor wasnt there..."aim for the nose!aim for the chin!"in his wierd accent?But the instructor that came today had a really nice accent!The concert was okay....but the singing part was good,i mean the pair who sang"come what may"...its sang in a really beautiful manner...im truly impressed.=)After the whole thing,walked with belinda to TKG bustop to supposedly wait for elenna.Well,if i were to fall sick,its her fault!I was caught in the rain while waiting for her and she took so long to come out.Before that she didnt even switch on her phone!
Headed back to Gmps with the tkgs gang.Yeah,arrived in school and saw the whole lot of 6 charitians there,the guys were playing basketball in school when it was drizzling.Saw chloe,gosh she's so pretty now...not that she was not last time.She's prettier! Rachel Teo is like so tall...he guys ...pretty much look the same...except for the fact i couldnt recongnise one of them.Sheree's hair's so long now.Oh ,saw mrs lee,she's abit more chubbier now with her second child=) and oh my gosh!Mdm zareena still remembers me!! I was hunting for her in the staff room....she's one of my favourite teacher,taught me since i was P3,then on to p4 and again in p6.Gah...she's nice.The school canteen food sucks.So many of the vendors had changed,should have went to Macdonalds with Chloe and Rachel Teo.Haa...we did later on,elenna and i.We waited for kaiying there....and yeah....we went back to gmps again later on.It was raining heavily and i was sharing an umbrella with chloe and kaiying...My skirt was almost totally drenched.But well...only Rachel kaiying and chloe went back i headed to Elenna's house to supposedly wait for my mum and dad to fetch me cause i didnt have an umbrella and no one was at home.Played with elenna's rat(hamster...lol) and well...we were chatting in her house for quite sometime when we decided to bake cupcakes.How untimely,then came a call when i was beating the egg,"i'll be there in 5 minutes"my mum....GAH!
Came home and slept.Heh....its time to MUG for the holidays!whee
It was me and you against the world @ 9:10 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
She changes our positions like nobodys' business & she screamed and shouted and spoilt everyones' mood in the morning.What is wrong with her!? Has she nothing better to do then to change our places like God knows once a forthnight or what!?
Sheesh.She took my chinese handbook away when i was studying for spelling. Well,and i took it back without asking.Its mine,so why do i even have to ask?The only thing i could apologise for is studying during her lesson,OOPS!Sorry!whatever! She made so many people pissed today & thanks for that,you were of so much help,really...=.=''
Okay.Today's relatively boring i guess,well you cant expect a lot when you have five full periods in a single day with ____.Gah so restless....Haa and oops i almost got rachel into trouble again,LOL.
I'll so miss my chinese teacher next year,she's a really nice teacher,she makes classes more interesting,LOL.
It was me and you against the world @ 3:57 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Hrm,i've finished reading a book. Well,its so unlike me to read a book actually but upon my mum's recommendations,i decided to give it a try.I took 3 days and well its really nice.Its about this guy who lost his life during prom night and left behind his family and highschool girlfriend.He eventually came back as an angel and was on a task to fix up loose ends in his family members' life as well as his girlfriend's. He's a loving older brother and son to his family and girlfriend.
Yeah its basically a very very nice book,very touching as well,i think i can say its the best book i've read so far.Haha,it makes me want to have an older brother like the character in the book,although i already have an older brother...but, ARGH!I think im falling in love with the character...LOL,okay im crazy...sheesh.
-i'm finding it so hard to cope.
It was me and you against the world @ 6:48 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
4 names you go by:
Cheryl,Cherylyn ,Quackzilla, Cher.
4 things that scare you:
-Not being able to go to double science.
-Failing maths again.
-Crying again.
-Going to the last class next year.
4 things you are wearing right now:
-Shirt-Shorts
-Necklace
-Earrings
4 of your favorite bands or musical artists (at the moment):
-Tk
-Tk band
-Tk band best band in the land
-TK BAND!!
4 things you want in a relationship (other than real love):-Trust
-Concern
-Support
-Fun
4 truths:
- I'm a person with low self esteem.
-I'm extremely scared,depressed,stressed and sad now.
-I WANT to get INTO double science next year.
-I DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE LAST CLASS next year.
4 physical things that appeal to you (in the opposite sex):
-Built-Height-Looks
-Eyes* but i really just want him to be caring,sweet and be there for me when i need it.
4 of your favorite hobbies:
-Sms-ing
-Using computer
-Listening to music
-*latest* reading and studying.
4 things you want really badly:
-GET INTO DOUBLE SCIENCE.
-PASS MATHS WITH FLYING COLOURS IN FINAL YEAR EXAM.
-DO EXTREMELY WELL IN FINAL YEAR EXAMS.
-TO BE HAPPY.
4 places you want to go on vacation:
-dreamland-land of happiness
-Japan
-Europe
4 things you want to do before you die:
-meet my lifelong partner
-Live life to the fullest-Get married-Be accomplished,get a good job and enjoy life with my family.
4 ways that you are stereotypically a dude/chick:
To begin with,im not even one.
4 things you are thinking about now:
-How to pass maths.
-If i can make it at the end of the year,streaming.
-How to cope playing alone when i dont have confidence and the capabilities.
-Why did things turned out this way.4 stores you shop at:
Anywhere and everywhere that interests me.
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Heeh.i did this as i spotted my name in tiffany's blog.
Yeah....what did i do today?Oh band...running! Training for Air support.Yeah in the morning play scales under the rotunda and then ran...did in a continuous cycle until 12noon.i shouldnt have ate in the morning,it gave me a very bad stitch each time i ran.OUCH.
Sectionals was...fun?Lol, poor CARROT.
Yeah after band went to Parkway to supposedly hunt for teachers' day gifts with tiffany.We couldnt think what to buy and at one point of time we were hunting for an exercise book and pen to write stuffs in it,well we certainly look like typical aunties.LOL.
Guess today wasnt that bad..yeah
It was me and you against the world @ 8:11 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
Okay...yeah i think i should tell all my friends,im seriously okay now. Sorry if i've caused you to worry for the past few days.My mood hasnt been good. I love you guys,i'll tell you why.
Wanyin:
Thanks for being there for me when i cried badly on wednesday. Thanks for providing me with the tissues during the lesson i started tearing. Thanks for scolding and enlightening me when i thought i was a failure. Now, i know im not, its only when i think i am then i truly am one. Thanks for everything on wednesday, encouraging and showing concern for me.
My PW group:
Mardhiah,indah:
Thanks for enduring me through my breakdown during recess in the library. Sorry if i have somewhat,somehow disrupted the project?
Yiguan:
Thanks yiguan for talking to me.Thanks for cheering me up and dedicating a short paragraph in your blog to tell me not to give up and even offered to help.
Tiffany:
Thanks for cheering me up too....
Rachel:
Thanks for writing the email to me. I really appreciated it. It was very sweet of you.
Wynne:
Coming over to my seat to see if i was okay during the lesson i cried.
Yansiang:
Thanks for being there to accompany me when i was most down?
Yiguan,wynne,rachel,wanyin:
Thanks for wanting to call me and even called me at night just to cheer me up. You all made me very happy,really.
Syhirah,ashraff,ryan,amira...+any others if i've left out:
Sorry ryan if i ignored whatever you said that day.Thanks ashraff and syhirah for asking if i was okay and showing concern for me.Thanks amira for making me at least laugh when i was down.Thank you EVERYONE.
Elenna:
Thanks for bothering to sms me when i was down,thanks for showing the concern there.love you!
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I guess wednesday was the final straw i could take. I think i really cried badly...i just felt that i could not stop.Oh and tuesday..Not only then....anytime when i was feeling down THANK YOU MY DEAREST SECTION MATES for being there. i really love you guys too.
I think i feel better yesterday after having a very loooonng chat with kw,jj,kwara,xj to pour out my feelings?Or at least tell what my worries were. Thanks guys for encouraging me. Thanks kwara for encouraging me the other day too...oh and my beloved sec2 section mates...for cheering me up when i was down
Crying two days in a row wasnt fun. My eyes were sore from all those tears. Actually until now im still very stressed up. VERY VERY STRESSED. But i think im determined to work hard to achieve my goal...i hope i wont make my friends worry for me again.
Today i thought i was having a relapse...but no i think i was simply just moody...yeah.Ha sorry if i scared any of you!
It was me and you against the world @ 5:30 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Someone just kill me? I am a emotional freak. I thought i had overcome my fear but NO. im still very scared and stressed up.Yes i have accepted the fact, but i just cant tolerate it that i cant do what im suppose to do. & now i feel so guilty for so many things...im such like a trouble maker? Some say i think too much,but well i think its the truth. Sorry to anyone and everyone if you even know who im referring to. Im no doubt a pessimist, seriously. Adversity quotient?Below average i guess.
Today simply sucks.
We didnt get back out literature paper. Maths we didnt get back..PHEW! Anyway im prepared to fail...like what i always do. Someone prepare the tissues! Science paper SUCKED. Wow...i broke my record i think,for getting such marks for common test science ever?oh my. Geography...well...A. But i still went to argue and i want at least a half mark or one mark more for that question...hopefully she will give it to us.I think i have good analysis skills,i think too far/much...it can be good or bad,good because at times like this it earns me marks, at bad times also like now...its makes me worried over small minor things and whatever not.
But...so what if i've gotten good marks for humanities...and maybe others BUT STILL it all boils down to science and maths at the end of year. My maths is like a total gone case,my science seems to be declining.Oh shall i bid my dream class goodbye?I've got to work super super superb hard for the end of the years.Wish me luck because its either make it or break it.
So far, out of 5 papers given out....i have hit my target for three,two targets failed...not my requirement.... and im totally shocked at my english.How could i have failed for the usage of english...hello?Not that my english is superb but WHAT??!!forget it.
I WILL MAKE IT .
i'm a emotional freak,sorry to those whom i have caused trouble to...i feel so guilty.
It was me and you against the world @ 7:48 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i dont wanna go to school tomorrow.i dread having to face what i have to face.someone help me....
Oral yesterday.ahem. well i dont know if its okay or bad...simply because the teacher started to prompt me or ask me lots of questions even before im done with the picture. From national day related topics to this year's syf band competition and how i felt about it.diao...so is it okay or bad?it became more of like a conversation then a picture conversation.
After oral yg,tiff and myself went to macdonalds at parkway..it was only around 8 in the morning. Sat together with audy and her friend joan,from 2c. After which...met jessica and we went to that little cute room again. Sadly, jessica,tiffany and i had to leave earlier because we had sectionals later in the morning. Sectionals...no comments. Just brushed up on our japanese song.
Band practise in the afternoon. Brushed up our music for the afternoon's performance.Yeah...lol we were hell having lots of fun sitting there, with kangwei show casing his talents...lol singing the national day songs...ouch my ears..jk. I had my personal massager...sitting behind me massaging me,lol. Well my section mates were mostly in high spirits as we clapped ....& there was the female MC singing away.She asked the audience "my singing nice a not" ha my section mates and i were "Eeeee...." and guess what, the male MC walked past and heard us but he merely smiled. We're honest people, you cant fault us for our integrity.=) We left around 5+pm and headed back to school.
yeah....that's about all i guess...and finally common tests are over. i've got back my history and i guess im satisfied with it.yeah target achieved 5/6 more to go.
You're one in a million,really.
It was me and you against the world @ 4:26 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
"those grades..."
As i write this,
I think nothing but those failing grades that persist.
I'm stressed over those exam dates,
Which everyone hates but they still await.
Grades that caused me to be depressed,
Days with so many feelings suppressed.
I brood over so many things,
Some of which that doesn't link.
As i wonder why this had to happen,
I start to sadden.
Those grades that irks me,
These things that are of an intolerable degree,
How i wish i could set my troubles free!
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i've tried, i really did. please let me get a reasonable result.
It was me and you against the world @ 5:46 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Omg.I didnt exactly burn the midnight oil. I stayed up only till around 1am? Why? Its because i found out that nothing actually went through my head...so i decided to sleep. I told myself the next day at 7am,i'll be waking up to study but guess what! i coax myself back to sleep when the alarm rang...i said 30 minutes more but it became 3 hrs more...oh no!
Shucks! I think i have to redo my art? Somehow SHE didnt accept it saying its lack of SOMETHING when she didnt even tell me what that SOMETHING is.Wasted my precious sleep last sunday...gah!Art,what a hussle you are! & dang it i cant find my marker.
Oh no oh no!! common tests....i need to work harder.
& there's PE tomorrow. I laughed so much on friday that tears almost came rolling down my cheeks.Ha,our aces workout this year...seems rather interesting but i cant bring myself to do those stuff.=p
It was me and you against the world @ 4:30 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Stupid lady with low quality service and some idiotic attitude. Do you think i give a freaking damn if you've washed the machines? WHAT F-ing GOOD SERVICE YOU HAVE THERE.You jolly well continue to serve those who are in your freaking shop! B****. And hell i wonder how your shop makes money when you stupidly drive your customers away...you're probably the most brainless person ever in this century. B**** ,got me and my brother pissed.Argh, sometimes you meet such brainless people on the way that spoils the day.
Well, went to see the fireworks at marina square. Gosh there got to be at least a million people there, i mean...its like everywhere you go you'll get blocked. And there's like so many people pushing you around...and wth you get blocked by some building therefore not being able to see half the fireworks display.The display.. Its beautiful. The fireworks lighted up the skies ...i loved those golden glittering ones...they're a magnificent sight, quite majestic too.=)
Omg.I've slacked for almost the whole day.IM SO burning the midnight oil today. Ha,its gonna make me feel so hardworking again...I'll start at 11pm.yeah.
It was me and you against the world @ 10:38 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
yawn.I actually stayed up till 2am to study history?i started from 11pm.lol.I was initially feeling sleepy until i started sms-ing.Heh...i crapped until i was wide awake..awake enough to stay up till 2am.Well...its kinda cool to read about how we got our independence on national day,there's this atmosphere,ambience?That was like 41 years ago...and 41 years later...on the very same day im actually reading how we got it??ha amusing.But well...i kinda like the feeling,when everyone's asleep while im the only one left awake STUDYING.It makes me feel as if im so hardworking...=p.
I still have have many other subjects to study.Not so pleasant afterall....gah.STUDY STUDY!! A1s and A2s!! Its time i woke up from those daydreamings and start cracking.
im in the studying mood!
It was me and you against the world @ 11:27 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Today's quite fun overall.Let's start off in the morning.Well...i thought i was kinda late when i reached school because i saw the band falling in already.I slammed the car door i rushed up...although i heard my darlings calling me from outside the staff room.=p Did our stuffs in the assembly plaza...had the talk as usual!boring!Then came MURAL design...blahs...i dont exactly know the outcome of it..hehs.P.S the teachers provide low quality black markers!haha...we had to throw some on the floor several times to get the ink out.After finishing...we went to buy flowers for mrs tey!!yep.Then Ys,Tiff,adeline and myself proceeded to buy the haunted house tickets.Had hell lots of fun in there...scaring myself.gosh..imagine walking in some room all so dark...then someone reaches out to grab and touch your leg!heard from my friend..another friend of mine from the previous match actually stepped on the person's hand who tried to grab his leg,OUCH!Although you know they're uhm...human..but with those gothic make up they're putting..white cloth they're wearing...crazy behaviours..you cant help but scream.i hate the part whereby we had to crawl under the table...and there was some person crawling under it with white cloth scaring the hell out of you...and another on top of the table waiting to scare you AGAIN just when you reached the end of those tables.FREAKY.
After that...went to do up our hair.yeah sprayed some golden dust on my hair...because they didnt have any more hair sprays...gahs!The "concert" in the hall was relatively okay.Kinda easy spotting band members from the gallery because...our red shirts had this common "logo" or print...whatever you want to call it on the back of our shirts.After the whole thing...went to take a photo...with batch mates cause all of us wore the same tee=).
Following on...i went to day and night to find aloysia,yihui and limting as we waited for huiwen to finish her red cross duty.i felt kinda awkward initially.=p.Made our way to macs...met my good o buddies there!!whee.Well...was good to see...karmen...kaiying....yizhi....shuyi....jessica...weicong...yihui...limting...aloysia again.Thomas...intially but he didnt go into macs because there wasnt any guys there yet at that point of time.blah.Crapped there...karmen's admirer!=)teased huiwen!missed kaiying so much!went back to GM whereby mrs Lim let us in!!whoopee!so...ventured into the school grounds where many beautiful memories came back.Weicong,karmen,myself ,huiwen and kaiying...we went around the school....YIPEE!Yellow house's(means) winning!!whoohoo.haha my colour house!!yellow house all the way!Yah we passed by the hall....whereby we thought we saw our primary 5 chinese teacher...but appeared to be another teacher!many of the teachers went back already=( We went to our ex classroom 6 charity...now its 6 peace.6 charity at our time was the 1st class,now they changed the system and it became the last.GAH!!but nevertheless...memories still came back.We talked about it...trying to recall where each of us sat.Its pretty saddening too.i miss those days all of a sudden.We went to the staffroom leaving a note for mrs lee.We stuffed the note into her laptop!hope she doesnt get a shock when she opens her laptop...haha!Made our way back to the HOD room to chat with Mrs lim.Woa...look at the side of her table,confiscated footballs(opps!)
.She treated us to some ice packs and then we left.
We proceeded to marina to watch THE LAKE HOUSE.kinda amusing...on how the storyline goes...buts its nice and at some parts,touching.Wanted to watch"click" but by the time we got there the show kinda started already...=(.
Yeah i feel so proud of myself,you might think im lame after looking at this.I actually managed to find my way about the citihall MRT all by myself!!omg.With no one to guide me...i walked from the place where i bid my friends goodbye to the MRT,which was a relatively long distance ALL BY MYSELF.im so proud of myself.I got up the RIGHT TRAIN by looking at those boards which once i couldnt understand=p.In the train i wanted to call my mum to fetch me up from aljunied...so i could have a quick chat with elenna...but gah!my handphone went flat...so i had to go back myself...couldnt talk to elenna.HOW TIMELY.8th august,the day whereby i first independently made my way back home for the first time=)don't laugh!Big accomplishment for me ok !
P.S I LOVE YOU GUYS!6 charitians'04 rules.
oh and some idiot sent me some stupid message when i dont even know him/her.Gosh,he/she didnt have to tell the whole wide world what he/she did last night right!?you get what i mean?i was puzzled when i first read the message.JAW DROPPING EXPERIENCE.lol
It was me and you against the world @ 8:14 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
oh someone please come and congrat me for IM SO DEAD.i just realised i have SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO. Well.ART.haha...im dead.stylizing AGAIN and now colouring too.Then we have HISTORY.I have some stupid CE stuffs to present TOMORROW and i have NOT done it.HEES.AND i dont have my homework with me now=x.IM in deep shit.YEAH!
Today's like total madness.Well....you see 13 of the sectwos of our red tshirts!BOO!when out after band to get our red tee to wear on tuesday.(erfi,yughan,kangwei,vanessa,jiamin,belinda,xiaojia,tiffany,indah,sarah,yiguan,yansiang and i!!)yeah...we had to find something nice...but when we found it there was no stock for 20.What crap.so we ran around here and then finding red tshirts,its so hard to find!! Some were rushing to go back already cause it was late... but we were still deprived of our red shirts!!boo! Anyway....we managed to get one later...hahas,oh and we got our very own batch bag too.Lol,that was totally unexpected though.yep...
bleahs...what a fun day!
It was me and you against the world @ 10:32 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
"Those days..."
by cheryl(me)
Those days were most memorable,
Days whereby everything seemed agreeable,
Days that never worry us,
Things we all did were humorous.
Now that you're like a total stranger to me,
To the extend of an intolerable degree.
Now that things have turned out this way,
I don't have anything left to say.
Thank you for once being there,
But now you're no longer aware,
Hence i will no longer drown myself in despair,
Building sandcastles in the air,
Thinking how it can return to that once all so beautiful affair.
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Science class test today was like a total killer.My D&T theory section is GONE CASE.Lol.Hmm...i feeling emotional now and moody....how did things turn out that way?
It was me and you against the world @ 8:12 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
"No Longer"
No longer how we used to be,
Laughters and fun are now part of history.
I miss those good old days,
Where we would just laugh off our heads on everything.
You brought happiness into my life,
Enlightening all gloomy days.
You comforted me when i was most down,
Pulled lame jokes just to see me smile.
Now that everything has changed,
You no longer care as much.
You left me all stranded alone,
Running off to have "fun".
Thanks for those beautiful memories,
For that period of time.
Now, its just me.
No longer how it used to be,
No longer how i wished it would be.
By Cheryl(me)
Well, a poem by me,on how i feel about some things...not sure if it cna be called a poem though.
Yesterday was really tiring! I felt the strain on my eyes. Today was no better. I was longing for the day to end. The thought of not having remedial brightened me up but,later when he told us there was, my mood declined tremendously.Lessons were boring,my poor eyes were closing.=)Anyway....what else?English was considered relatively okay because i had two crazy people sitting beside me during oral practise.Amira and wanyin.While amira was her usual ..erm how shall i put it...cute-crazyself which never fails to make me laugh,and wanyin providing sweets for me to keep awake, and also doing crazy stuffs that made me laugh.Yeah.On the other hand,some people were pure irritating today,SHEESH!Get off my back,do yourself a freaking favour by stop being a pest.i seriously WOULD APRRECIATE it.
nothing much to blog these days,ha im off!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:05 PM
