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*Whine~* I so want to make my way to lalaland now but guess what, I still have that stinking chinese composition to do. Ha,what to write on the subject of 'gratitude'? Like,errr.. i will be grateful if my teacher doesnt give us anymore of such random kind of topics so that i don't have to sacrifice my sleep for it?

The weather today has been crazy.


I want to SLEEEEEEEP! Yea,that's all i can think of now =.=

Tomorrow's gonna be a super super long day -.-

I hope,i pray...

1) NO SUNBURNS !! Damn it, i don't want more skin to peel.
2) Good weather. As in, you know...like an overcast sky with lots of breeze and wind,it doesn't have to rain.

Another closure of a school week & in a matter of days, the month of April will arrive. Time's running out.

It's been a fairly good day,i guess.

Well to start of the day, we had social etiquette lessons & before that, I got caught by my secondary 1 art class teacher for my socks.Do try to make a guess who,it's so damn bloody obvious.

Today's lesson was on like facial? We had our DIY facial treatment like doing the scrub and mask thingy. We had to walk out of the music room with all those cream on our faces for like two times to wash them off. What an interesting sight it must have been for some.


English,I KO-ed. I'm sorry but it wasn't on purpose. The lesson's simply too "dry". Hmm, I seriously think component teaching is way better because we are more focused on our weak points. Currently,i don't think it's any good because... ... ...erm,it's hard to focus.


Chinese was kinda funny today. We were made to write an essay of 500 words on the topic of 'gratitude'. I was stunned at the topic and i still am actually. I mean like,what's there to write. So after 2 periods, i wrote one measly paragraph of words. Well,most of us did that as well -.- Didn't know what to write plus, our teacher kept talking about turtles and dogs -.- Hilarious at some parts though .But on the part whereby she told us about the dog and her friend, i think it was somehow relevant to me.

You'll never know how that little friend of yours can mean so much to you until he's gone or something...and the impact may be so great that it may drive you into depression. I hope i don't go to that stage since my friend's still around. Even now, just the thought of him not being around me anymore sends shivers down my spine. I had him since 4 and he's been the best-est companion ever...i never want to lose him,ever. But you know,that's not going to come true. I've seen how my grandpa's dog go and the dog in his final stages of life, it's sad and heart-wrenching.


Skipped chinese supplementary today,hooray!Actually, i should say i was excused for i don't pon lessons on purpose =p What ever it is, i'm happy because i didn't have to sit in class, kill my brain cells on a large scale just to get a crappy plot on' gratitude' out =D But i don't think doing it at home would be any better -.-Right.


Tomorrow! Gah,why am i so high all of a sudden when i was apparently "dying" during tuition just now-.- Err,whatever. I've got to go to school for more lessons,2 to be exact. 7 days a week, spent in school somehow or another,wow. -.-


15 days!



It would mean a lot if...
I think i managed to convince myself.

I don't feel like doing homework now =/ but i have loads of them. For example, a Chinese composition which i don't even know how to write because i can hardly comprehend what the question is about =.= Believe it or not, I've been working on it for like 2 days already,tonight will be the 3rd and I still have no clue how to start the damn composition.

We had 4 straight periods of chemistry in the morning AGAIN. At first i was like, -.- zZzzZzZzzZz but it turned out that time passed really really quickly. It wasn't that bad luh. =D

Today's NE talk was rather beneficial. The speaker was good, at least i didn't have the urge to like, drift away to lalaland. Yupp, the talk was engaging and it didn't sound too alien to me*thumbs up*


English mock exam was so...errr, brain-draining. Okay,my composition wasn't on fire fighting or any natural calamity this time for once this year,phew. Yadayadayda~


Sometimes it pisses me off so badly.Why can't they freaking get their facts right before showing the attitude. I mean like,HELLO?! What's your freaking problem man? If you think it's so easy,do it yourself then =.=Buggers.


There's gotta be more to life...instead of all these CRAP.

Crisis!

I hate sunburns.The skin of my face is current peeling ( o..m..g!) and soon there are going to be white patches here and there and probably everywhere -.- It's like going through the same old routine as per 2006 when we had sunburns also then. But,i was so much tanner that year,this year...not as much. Gosh, 18 more days =p

I feel so much like sleeping now.Yawn.


Today i dirtied phang's blouse,not on purpose obviously. It's just there was this boy who apparently ( i guess) treated the canteen like some kind of a playground and was running therefore causing phang who was walking in front of me to stop suddenly and well,the chain reaction began...and there came the trouble -.- Isn't it common sense not to run in the canteen zzZzZzZz Anyway sorry phang phang =p


Off to lalaland i shall go~or maybe not. -.-

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow =/


Why?

1) There's gonna be an add maths test.
2) I still have loads of e & a maths homework not done and they're due tomorrow.
3)It's gonna be one freaking long day.
4)I think i need to have like,16 hours of sleep currently and going to school in the early morning simply spoils this wonderful plan i have for myself.


ZzZzZz


I can feel the pressure,it's getting closer now.

I'm a freaking boiled lobster again -.- & my face still feels warm,as if i have a fever running at 40 degrees or something.

I'm tired. I have homework,I have a test to study for, I have so many things to do! But there's simply no time. Today after lunch, we went to the library to supposedly do homework but as usual,the mood wasn't there and i digressed a lot. Oh lunch was like so...-.- Meryl's like a typical aunty can.Lol.

Today,my bro treated us to dinner.What's the occasion?I have no idea. Over dinner,we watched the boats cruise along the singapore river. Errm,then my dad started to tell me some history about it 0.0 Walked around and saw how a daring bunch of people sat the bungy thingy.Quite cool,it's all about the anticipation before the machine shoots you up into the air that's really exciting.


Tomorrow's gonna be another looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day. *takes deep breath* Here we go again ~


I better try to revise for my test later though i doubt anything will go in.


Sometimes it's best not to say anything.

Tomorrow's a holiday =D


What happened today...eerrrr....I can't remember.The fun part that i could only remember were the things that happened in the physics lab because Cheryl and I screwed our physics experiment yet again. Keyword : Yet again. LOl. It's really fun having Cheryl as my lab partner and see ourselves, the two blur souls,figuring out what to do for the experiment which still failed eventually.When that happens we'll both just laugh at ourselves =D I still remember our very first pendulum experiment together,it was an interesting experience,ha. & it's always physics experiments that we frequently screw up we realised today,chemistry ones seem to be fine =p



On the other hand,something has been troubling me for the entire day...and i feel really really
=( .



I think i should take back my words because i found out i can't.

Today's a great day...ZzzZzZzZZzZ.


We had 4 straight periods of chemistry today -.- Aha! Got back the composition we wrote some time ago during level test and which i initially reckon that i was going to fail it. Guess what!? I passed =) Lucky me~ But my marks are quite -.-



There's tonnes of homework today,oh gosh.


One problem after another...

Exhausted...
and it's only the first day of the term. Splendid.


Today,
Our seating arrangements were changed =(
Reminders of MYEs starting in 4-5 weeks have started.A nightmare is just about to begin.
What's with all the pms-ing today in almost every single lesson we went to?o.o
It happened all over again =/


I think I need to go to lalaland SOON.



Everything seems to be a kind of joke.

I'm still doing my homework,brilliant.

Omg, the show 'My Girl" just ended not too long ago...it's a freaking nice drama to watch ^^ Korean dramas are basically very nice.The actors are really handsome >,< and the actresses are really pretty =)The songs are pretty soothing to the ears as well.


Deleted my previous post because i figured out if i left it here, it makes me seem like her and i definately don't wish to be like her.Oh please.

So there goes my so called "holidays" which consisted of merely 3 days. Wth.

Things i didn't want to know...
I don't understand,why is it always the same...

It's a Bad Day.
Don't wish to freaking comment on anything here because thinking of it makes my blood boil. You don't have to know what i'm referring to and it's no use guessing.


School Homework.
Such a pain in the ass.


Tuition homework.
Bugger.



There's still so many other things to mention but...whatever. I seriously wonder when will there ever be a time when it will never be mentioned or brought up in a proper conversation. There's just so many things to cope with and they don't understand.


I don't know anymore.




Like,wtf is their problem?!

A picture from band camp-section tee-08 =)

I'm back! >,<



It's been a really tiring 4 days. I don't plan to elaborate much actually. This camp to me was basically just making citation cords and learning more steps and stuffs that i'm not supposed to reveal =)




On the first day,the three of us basically just dealt with making the cords, the new t-shirts and garters (sp?). Something freaky happened to me, ha but i shan't bother to dwell on it too much and scare myself further =p It was probably nothing...=) In the night, it was just the usual dancing thingy and then lights out and off to lalaland.





Second day:


Went out for practice. The weather over there was crazy. When it was hot,it was really really really hot.Then it started to rain and it got really breezy and all. The raindrops there are really huge too. On the bus trip back, we had lots of laughter because of Francis and Jessica but mainly by jessica and blue pants! (inside joke)





Third day:



I can't seem to remember the morning part -.-oh!Jessica's mum bought prata for us to eat for lunch^^ Usual routine in the afternoon.During dinner,kangwei had sushi for us =) Night walk in the night was okay...Ha.Emelynn,Belinda and I were like all limping because our legs hurt like crap. Emelynn's one was bad,Belinda probably strained herself while I don't know what happened to my ankle. It must be quite an interesting sight for the three teachers in-charge to see the three of us walk together ^^ Tiffany hurt herself too and went home after that. After the night walk was over,we went back to our dorms and jessica helped to massage my ankle and i felt better the next day.She's good =)


Last day(today):


The weather was cooling for sure because it was raining cats and dogs. That's all i can say or elaborate for now?


I've lost the mood to elaborate.I just got a bad news and i feel damn crappy,worried and scared...

Please,not any time soon...

Back from hell...not.

Actually i just got home from parents meeting day.Yeah,it was very stressful for me before the meeting,during the meeting and after the meeting. Mum talked to both science teachers =X Ms goh was nice and understanding la...i'll try to pay more attention and not drift off next time. And then there was Mrs Tey. She was very nice too,she's been teaching me science for 4 straight years! Although i didn't do really well for chemistry...well she told my mum i was trying.I really am... She also told my mum about me feeling the stress already. Yes! I so needed someone to tell my mum that. She always thinks that i'm still not having the urgency when there's only a few months left. Anyway thanks huiwen,for accompanying me =)


I'll continue to try my best,must aim for KW's kinda L1R5.Haha,i must be crazy.


Woo,my brother did quite well for his A levels.Good for him =)

Camp tomorrow till tuesday -.- Last camp i guess?


Damn,missed my chance.

It rained again.

Somehow the weather tends to also affect my mood,there was this sad atmosphere lingering around...but whatever! I SO love the cooling weather =] Today wasn't too bad luh.Didn't face what i expected to face and i hope i didn't screw up by Chemistry SPA paper =p

Tomorrow's like doom's day,for me. Firstly,tomorrow's the release of the A'level results if i'm not wrong. I sincerely hope my brother's results are going to be good because he's been working really hard last year and i think he deserves it.Secondly, if he does very well...then i won't have to see black faces when i get home. Thirdly,if he does well...then i probably won't get killed too badly when my mum goes for parents' day tomorrow.Shit man, if any of the above doesn't happen i'm so screwed. * touch wood touch wood!*

I'm not looking forward to the things that are about to come.



He acts like a bitch & she's one.
Things I'll never understand,don't intend to anyway.

Today's such a ... ... ... ... ...whatever.


Tomorrow's gonna be a...________________. I don't know yet,perhaps i'll fill in the blank after tomorrow. So many things to face tomorrow, chemistry SPA and god knows what other crappy things that will take place.

I don't think i'll like tomorrow,at all.


I don't know i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know!!!! I really don't.... ....

I sense a change going on,in me & somehow i have this bad feeling history's going to repeat itself. & this time, i'm the one.... What has happened,i dont't know either and i would love to find out.

Currently i'm not in one of my best moods. So many things to cope with,one after another...and everything adds up just to make me feel like how i am feeling right now. How do i feel right know? Sucky? But i somehow feel feeling sucky is an understatement. I feel a whole lot more than just feeling sucky.

I don't think tomorrow will be a better day either.One of these days i'm just going to _____ ____ and _____, it's just a matter of time.


Quote:More powerful than the will to win is the courage to begin -anonymous

I don't have it.