Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Hi world, are you still surviving?
Me? Barely.
I'm so freaking exhausted. My brain's saturated to the max. My back's aching. I lack of sleep. My brain doesn't want to think anymore. It can't produce the concepts I need to apply properly though I memorised them pretty clearly.
On the brighter side, 2 more papers to go before this torment would end, but only temporarily. Life as a student right here, is a sad sad thing. Especially when you're JC. How I wish I had one brain for each subject, to better store all the information I need, to prevent leakage from excessive piling of information. Good idea right?
Okay, Day Two of SA, didn't go very well. Felt so tired doing the paper, it was so freaking tedious. At least I'm not the only one compaining. After the paper, i turned to look at my classmates, they were all shaking their heads.
Two more. Just two more.
there's not much to take when you've done all the giving,
It was me and you against the world @ 5:55 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Oh man, don't you think the cupcakes above and like so pretty? If someone were to make one for me, I don't think I'll ever bear to eat it. Hoho I wanna try making such things for all my friends! But, some of my friends being such asses will bound to think that I'm out to poison them with my baking abilities. RAR.
Okay short post, i'm just too bored from all the books and everything.
Just 5 more days. I can do it! You can do it! Everyone can!All the best everyone (:
i'm still in love with who i wish you were,
It was me and you against the world @ 10:43 AM
Friday, June 25, 2010
Some people's lives are simply so carefree. They don't see worrying as a solution and I think, that's great. Maybe we shouldn't take life too seriously at times. Just sit back and perhaps, see how things flow.
' Know how to do smile, don't know to do also smile'
Maybe this is the way I should like, see the exams....or maybe not =/
But I can't help but panic a little right now.
3 more days to the exams.
Oh and I should definitely stop thinking too much.
see the girl with a broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile
It was me and you against the world @ 9:29 AM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
YAWN.
I think I kinda look like the above picture currently. My eyes are dying on me, I need my toothpicks now. I'm up at this ungodly hour doing maths. I've got to be kidding myself. What to do, SA in like what? 6 days? Fml, I ain't ready yet.
The thought of going back to school is like,' argh' .
Alright, maybe I should catch some sleep now.
Quote of the day:
"Maybe that's why we hold on as hard as we do, we just can't believe such a miracle can happen to us twice...but it can,someday you'll find it again"
It was me and you against the world @ 1:05 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Had a great time out yesterday(: Walked till both our soles hurt and it wasn't exactly worth it. Oh well, but it's okay.
One week till the June holidays are over. I don't think I should be happy, considering the fact that I'm not even close to done for SA. The year's passing so fast. Sometimes I wish it could slow down a little.
In the next week, I've got two main things to do:
1) Mug
2) Run
and if I don't achieve the two above, then I've got a third thing to do as well
3) PANIC
Baby you are kidding me huh huh huh huh huh huh huh!This song is currently stuck in my head. Ohmygahhh. I've got so many friends that are crazy over K pop, like seriously. & one by one, they try to get me to change my song preferences. I'm hooked onto English songs normally, which I have friends who try to get me to listen to Chinese songs because they say the lyrics are more meaningful ( but i don't understand some of them!), Japanese Songs and now, Korean songs. But it's not that bad, the songs are really catchy!
it gets so hard to walk away.
It was me and you against the world @ 12:14 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I'm currently pretty sick of studying. Everyday's just the same old shit, seriously. So boring, so mundane, so frustrating, so sickening. Even if you wanted to try out something new like have a new routine , you don't quite have the time to. But then, the whole irony of this whole studying thing is that, it's going to be the best years of your life, the ones you'll remember fondly when you're so much more older. Times we spent studying with our friends, times in school and all the other things that doesn't seem too appealing to us right now, will be next time, I guess?
Yesterday wasn't productive.
Sometimes I should just quit thinking too much.
And as if JC bad wasn't bad enough, it made me gained weight too. FML. I lose more weight during the holidays than while i'm schooling. How is this even possible?!& I don't even eat much during schooling days? If you're anorexic and seriously need to gain some weight, try the JC route. It works brilliantly well in this aspect. There are people I know who have gained like 8kg since they stepped into JC?
Omygahhh.
if i sing you a song, would you sing along?
It was me and you against the world @ 10:17 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I kinda hate the gloomy skies out there right now. It gives me the oh-so irritating emo vibes. Rainy days kill. Other than that, i'm more or less fine.
Time's ticking away. 2 weeks left. I'm not done at all with what I'm supposed to do. I can't study at home for nuts, too many distractions.
I don't know what to type other than these.
the world is catching up to you, while you're running away
It was me and you against the world @ 2:21 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Sometimes I wonder, how can someone feel so empty when they have got so many people and so many friends surrounding them. All the things they needed and wanted, they've got it...or did they actually?
Just the best I ever had.
It was me and you against the world @ 11:36 PM
The Send-Off.
Ohmygahhh.... my throat's damn painful! :(
"Just because you keep something a secret doesn’t mean it never happened, no matter how much you want that to be true."
—Jodi Picoult
It was me and you against the world @ 12:52 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2010
It seems to me, I always fall sick during the holidays. Now after days of sexy airy manly voice, I can hear more of myself but, I'm down with this annoying cough. I feel like, I'm coughing my lungs out already and that a fever's on the way or something. I feel super uncomfortable now.
Arghh. The past few days have been super unproductive. I need to start, start mugging. There's so many things I wanna do, but there ain't enough time. Just two more days away to the choir's departure to Poland. Haha, think it's going to be a cool experience. After being in choir, I realise how bloody important our throats and voices are. The moment you start to feel that something's wrong with your throat, the moment you swallow your saliva and feel that your throat's hurting, you know you're in some kind of deep shit and you should really, start to freak out. It happened to me 5 days ago? Haha.
Oh gaaahhhh, cough cough, please go away?
"Other people’s opinion of you does not have to become your reality."
—Les Brown
It was me and you against the world @ 11:11 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2010
CONCERT WAS A BLASSSSSSSSSST (: 
Oh my, i'm starting to miss the musical already especially the hand me the wine and the dice dance! We've come so far to have reached where we were yesterday! Awesome! Everyone was looking so good yesterday! Like, finally all our intensive practices seemed so worth it! But unfortunately, my voice....yesterday was... sigh.. depressing. But it's okay! I still love the concert nevertheless.
I know this is something I would never forget. A few years ago,I saw pictures of a senior being in choir too and after seeing her and her choir mates being in various colourful clothings on stage, I thought, ' wow, if someday I could too, join a choir and pull off something like that with my choir mates, that'll be cool" & look, it really did happen. (: At first, I couldn't get use to being in choir nor did I really enjoy it either honestly, but this year I really did. I think the year 1s played a big part in making choir so much more enjoyable. The year ones in Sopranos especially (: Of course, not forgetting the year 2s as well!
My awesome section- SOPRANOS(:
I was happy for another reason too. Very happy in fact. Thanks to all those who came down to support, especially my friends! My classmates and the TK gang specifically! Speaking of TK gang, I spotted quite a number of faces from TK in the audience, good to see them all again! Surprisingly, I managed to spot all 3 cliques in the audience while I was on stage! Awesome ain't it? (: & last night, I did not suffer from any stage fright at all!!!
So glad to see this group of friends!(: The TK gang! It's just like you totally feel the TK family feeling. Had supper with them after concert! I'm so sorry as well for making you all stay out till so late, I know they were all pretty tired!
Classmates! I feel so bad, not being able to go out with all of them after the concert :( And also, for not being able to find all of them to take photos or to even spend more time talking to them. So sorry! But , so glad to have all of them there yesterday! Really appreciated that!
& thanks for all the flowers! I LOVED THEM ALL (:
More pictures will be up on FB, I promise! (:
Okay now that I've totally lost my voice, like seriously, totally.... I actually realise what an ass some of my friends are, but i know that they're just kidding (: Like today in school,
Friend A:Oh cheryl lost her voice? Ok then I must do everything to annoy her within these few days.
V:Cheryl can you...
* Silence, since I've got no voice to reply*
V: Okay, silence means consent
V: Tmr we shall go....okay?
* Silence ,once again*
V: Okay, silence means okay
Me: ...... -.-
YT: Eh you like silent movie eh.
Phone call from YC: HELLO?
Me: Hello... ( I tried my best to at least whisper something into the phone)
YC: EH hello?I can't hear you la!
Me:Put down the phone first, I no voice to talk, sms me.
YC:Okay,sms.
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YC: Eh wtf happened? I thought I heard a ghost talking lah!
Me: Lol such as ass!I lost my voice lah.
YC: Effing scary can!?
ROFL. EPIC?
& if tomorrow Tiffany says this,
" Quek, can you go pick up all the tennis balls? Okay, never say anything means no problem" I'mma gonna kill her, I swear!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:59 PM
Okay, the choir's off to Poland! I bet they're all gonna so much fun there! (: Hope to hear the good news as well when they're back.Alright, the past day still wasn't fruitful. Sigh. I wanna go have some retail therapy! But, I should really sit down to do something more useful for now, to make my choice of opting out of the poland trip more worth it right? Blahh.
