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I'm so tired.

Band practice today was,wow. I thought i would screw up,but okay,i remembered most of them. I have yet to make my decision. It's really stupid that i can't come out with an answer. Whatever.

Sometimes i don't know what to post anymore when i'm here.

I'm just so sick and tired of so many things.



I'll have to stop.

Torn between four choices.
I feel so frustrated now!
Yes,again.

I know by choosing either two, I will still get negative comments in one way or another.
!$%#^@!*#^!*#


Over and over again

& i thought things would just get worser.

Many people have already spoken to me. Their words are encouraging and i know they care. Thanks to all yet i'm sorry as well. I know my mood has been so crappy,especially within these 2 weeks. There were just so many things to worry about,to be frustrated about...and it was almost too much to bear at one point of time. But now,i'm glad the bulk of that frustration has been reduced.Maybe i shouldn't say it has been reduced,it is still there actually but, the stress level definitely went down. I do feel better,currently =D

So the june holidays are here. So june is about to arrive and it's not going to be holiday for me. Have to get down to some serious business.

We had our annual bazaar yesterday but,it didn't seem quite right. The mood wasn't there,the atmosphere didn't seem right,seemed kinda..."quiet' to me. Well,i could be wrong. Maybe it's because my classmates and i only toured around the canteen and not around the whole school and maybe because this time,we weren't that involved in the whole thing. While the others were having chinese lessons, a few of us stayed in class and tried to find ways to pass time,it was..kinda boring.


What decision should i make?


I like it that way.

I sense another calamity is about to strike.

No, it's not about hurricanes nor floods,not earthquakes either...it's just that this thurday, it's the collection of report books. Don't ask me what kind of calamity is that but whatever it is, i think it's damn bloody scary. It kills,but applicable to me only so yea,don't worry.

It's nerve wrecking,really. I don't know what to do,or what to expect that day. Perhaps i do actually know what's going to happen,like duh. What could possibly happen,it's already so predictable?

The weather has been so warm these days,don't you think so? Okay,i'm being random.

I'm currently hooked onto the song 'Maybe' by Secondhand Serenade. Nice song, try listening if you have the time =D

Maybe it's just me.

This has got to be the worst week ever.

I don't know. I don't know how i feel right know,it's like a mixture of feelings,definitely not something happy...and you would probably be able to guess what happened.

There's obviously nothing to gloat over my utterly pathetic results, so i'll skip that part gladly. Results aside, there are other things that are not really convenient to talk about it here. But these things are seriously...frustrating. I don't know the right word to use but it goes something along that line, or maybe it's more than just frustrating.Yea,it's far worst.

Seems like i don't know a lot of things...well,okay i really don't.

Used to, but now...i don't know.

What a day.


It didn't have a pleasant start nor an end.
It wasn't nice in the middle either.
So to sum it all up, it hasn't been a nice day.

Screw Add Maths.
The paper today was like, !@*#


I don't actually have the mood to mug for Emath anymore. Who actually has the mood to do that? And to make this torment longer, they had to include some stupid mock chinese exam on Friday. Like, whatever?It's lame.

This week hasn't been good,at all.
So yea.


Just when I thought i got it right again,
I was wrong.

I've been thinking a lot on my way home today.

MYEs have been a flop,for me that is.

Question to myself: What am I doing,seriously?