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I'm so tired.

So far,Chemistry,Econs and GP papers have been awesomeeeeeee. -.-
Really awesome man.

I miss TK's way of teaching chemistry. Mrs Chee's way of teaching chemistry. It's like, the concepts are stuck in your brain by the time exams are here.The constant drilling of concepts into our heads, though at times stressful...but, it was damn helpful!


Sigh. :(

The aircon in the classroom was so cold, that we were all freezing at the back. My hands practically went numb after today's paper.


MATHS tomorrow.
Someone save me.


And if I do?

I predict, by tomorrow...I'll be damn drained already.

Haha,that's bad! Oh my god...today's papers were like, sooooo awesome can? -.-'' (It's all about U~ It's all about U~)

K, 2 subjects down, 3 more to go.

I really need some sleep now, but no!! I need to bond with chemistry.
Ionic Equilibrium + Chemical Equilibrium+ Chem Energetics is enough to kill me.

Sigh, at times...at times I still wish.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm screwed for Mid Year Exams T.T


Are you panicking right now?
Oh, guess what... ME TOO!

I guess this is really not a good time to joke around...ahaha! :(

"omg. this is not a time for lameness! Walk properly ( without limping) to your desk and sit down and study!"

See, I somehow got 'scolded' :( Lol!

Study hard people, and all the best! (:

I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!

Sometimes, I think you're nothing but a bitch.
What was I suppose to expect from you right from the beginning?

PS. Different Bitch from the previous posts =X


I’m trying to say it right,
Been rehearsing this all night,
And I had the words planned out
But now nothings coming out.
Cause you’re like a movie star
I lose track of where we are
I know it sounds so cliche,
But you take my breath away

It's a small small world.

Today, I met my primary school friend. We were sitting at the same table,him sitting opposite me. At first, when I first sat down, he kept looking at me then I found it weird. He didn't say anything though. Afterwhich, his friend who was sitting next to me kept glancing our way I was told by that bitch who was with me,lol. Then, I started to find him super familiar too and then, I REMEMBERED. Oh god, haven't seen him in years! Still, we sat there for about 30 minutes or so without talking or doing anything until he finally decided to ask me to clarify. Then later, his friend asked me if the bitch next to me was from her primary school, turns out...yeah! Both of them were from the same primary school too!No wonder she kept looking our way. Then that old lady sitting directly opposite me who obviously overheard our conversation was like," it's a small world eh, I was from that school many many years ago too..." Then we all started talking.


We got bored after awhile. Wanted to explore the place...and thanks to the brillant bitch who brought us through the fire escape staircase, we almost got locked up there, just the both of us.Actually I was hesitating to close the door behind us when we entered because I clearly saw a sign that says " No Access" but I still closed it anyway.ZZZ. Thank God, the back door on the ground floor wasn't locked or else.... don't wanna imagine, AHAH.


Sigh, with like just 2 more days to the re-opening of school...plus the thought of MYEs, I only have one thing to say. Oh, GG.

Edit/It's 12 am now, my brother just called home to report something. He scratched/dented my mum's car on both sides while going up a multi storeyed carpark. Sigh...all I can say is...good luck to him? & I think, I can forsee....the car being left alone for awhile during weekends now...hmm.






Like a nightmare, those words just kept replaying and replaying...
& it still scares me to read them over and over again

Been a long long day,so tired... need a shoulder to lean on.

Sigh.

The Mock Econs Test was like, GG. And I'm still as blur as ever -.- We were supposed to finish a series of questions on one case study and then do 2 question which were essay questions. Mind you, each question consists of 2 parts, so actually...we had four essays to complete in 1.5 hours.

At first, I thought we only had to do 2 essays, part a and b, from one question you have selected out of the two. I was like so happy, sitting back, chilling...taking my own sweet time to think of what to write on my elasticity questions thinking I had an hour and forty five minutes to do just 2 essays. Then in the last twenty minutes, my teacher went around the lecture theatre checking random scripts. She checked many of my friends' scripts and was like," you're gonna fail at this rate you know"...then she proceeded on to my next friend," you're still here?! you're gonna fail too...write faster!" Then she went to take my mic and and said something like," if you're still doing your elasticity questions, you're gonna fail your SA...you're supposed to be doing your third essay by now." OH WHAT THE SHIT.Then I finally realised we had to do all the four essay questions -.- Realising how blur I was,some of my classmates starting laughing at me and my shocked expression =( Lol. 2 essays =25 marks!

The rest of the day was like, oh gossssssshh. However,with that noisy bitch cum dog- bully around...lol guess it was okay (:

Sometimes I get so tired just thinking about it.

You said you've got to go find yourself,
You said you're becoming someone else,
Don't recognise the face in the mirror looking back at you

Geog is currently a nightmare. Econs is super time consuming. I freaking need to develop some chemistry with Chemistry. Maths? Let's not even go there.




Sigh, one more thing. My mind has been fed with an overdose of a string of stupid thoughts and questions that, I would probably never get answers to. I've questioned myself so many times," Why?" Tell me why? :(

God, I need to keep myself high and going for now at least.
I want nobody, nobody but you! *clap clap*

Yawn.
Econs Econs,
Please get into this head of mine for I don't wanna die tomorrow morning at nine.

I had this crazy urge to click 'send' just now but... didn't :(
At times I don't know how to actually feel about it.
Sometimes I feel like hating, sometimes...
I can't describe it either.
Freak you,seriously :'(

We ran past strawberry fields
and smelt the summertime
When it gets dark I’ll hold
your body close to mine
And then we’ll find some wood and
hell we’ll build a fire
And then we’ll find some rope
and make a swinging tyre

It's all about U (it's about U)
It's all about U baby (it's all about)
It's all about U (it's about U)
It's all about U

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about U
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about U


Yeah, this Mid Year Exams, it's all about U.
Sadly.
This year, I totally lost the motivation to do anything.

One minute it's love and suddenly it's like a battlefield.

Outing was great on Thursday. I was late...Saiful, the organiser who waited for me...thus,was late too. Even without telling them, all of them guessed who was the guilty one. =p Great to see everyone again I guess. In the bus trip, while on the way to meet them, was talking to Saiful. Aha. Got reminded how blur I was in Secondary 4. My stuffs like,my calculator...my handphone...would always go missing without me knowing who took it,until Saiful would drop hints like,

" eh...do you notice anything missing from your table?"
" Eh! where's my calculator!? Give me back luh..."
" I never take!~"

Those were the days...

So we watched a movie. To be exact, we watched 'I love you, man!' . It was kinda vulgar, filled with loads of F words. And well, it's a NC 16 movie, so yea...'other' contents in it. Go watch! Was tempted to watch 'Drag me to hell" but ahaha, most of us were scared. Sad! Didn't manage to like watch all the horror movies in the past with them...something would always crop up and clash with those outings. :( Heard all of their reactions from Fiona that time when they went to watch 'Phobia'...quite cute la.

Blah. Felt pretty guilty for the past few days. But, I redeemed myself yesterday...ha.What the fish, I just realised, I've got only three days left to study the whole of Econs.. Panic! I hope the freaking holidays get extended!

You know one thing with elder brothers, once they freaking get their driving licence, first they come into your room when you're studying just to show off their driving licence " HAHAH,look at this!Look at this!" Gee,seriously...then when you roll your eyes at them, before they leave the room they go," Ahaha!!" and gloat once more before they finally leave you in peace. Then they freaking hog the damn car every weekend and just when you need the car urgently to go somewhere," oh,your brother drove it out to pick him friends for a pinic/to go out" Like whatever!?Picnic!? ZZZ, got so much time, can drive...pick your younger sister luh! Although I don't trust his driving skills at all without my dad in the car, but damn, I NEED TO GO OUT NOW!?GRRR!!

I swear, when it's my turn to get my hands on the wheel... I'll make sure I'll be out every freaking saturday and sunday for picnics and so that my brother doesn't have any car to use when he needs it and he has to freaking stay at home and sulk like what i'm doing now! hmmmpppfft.

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose what we have, oh no

Time to wake up Cheryl.

I guess, it's time to focus.
For real, this time.
No more nonsense.



Why do you always hurt? T.T

Kinda like this picture.

PANIC PANIC PANIC!



ARGHHHH~~~!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG~~!!


Been sooooooo preoccupied with so many stuffs in the past two weeks and now...when there's only two weeks of the holidays left, freak it, I think I'm going to fail my SA. =(

Found this on the net,maybe I'll need it.... Nah,kidding! Don't try this at home okay!

Sigh,miss those days where... .. .. =(

" if it isn't a chore ...then ..."

Hmm,tell me about it.

The concert was like... okay? I guess?

I kinda forgot what I wanted to say.
RAR!

Sigh.
Why am I feeling like =/ now?

Again,it felt like a dream.
Play this song and feel like you're there.

ABCDEFG!!

★Cheryl says:
i changed my number
in my pm

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
huh?
you change handphone number?

★Cheryl says:
yeah...

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
to what

★Cheryl says:
8675309
go change

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
the first number is 9 ?

★Cheryl says:
8

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
then got 7 numbers only?

★Cheryl says:
8675309
new set of numbers wad
eh wait
hahaha
hold on
i go check

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
LOL!

★Cheryl says:
98675309

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
twin..LOL..

★Cheryl says:
what??
at night already
very tired

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
"new set of numbers what!"

★Cheryl says:
LOL
ps lah
hahaha

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
..its ok ..=)
why u change?
change plan?

★Cheryl says:
my old plan no unlimited
change already?

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
u change to a plan with unlimited ah?

★Cheryl says:
yup yup

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
ouh
AHAH
wont bao anymore!

★Cheryl says:
lol

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
=)

★Cheryl says:
yeah lor
i going to take away the pm
u key inside ur phone already?

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
yea i key in alrdy

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
=)

★Cheryl says:
oh yeah btw

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
uh?

★Cheryl says:
i didnt change my number......my pm is a title of a song

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
WTH !?

★Cheryl says:
LOL
hahahahaha
i was bored

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
I KNEW IT FROM THE START THAT SOMETHING WAS DAMN FISHY ..

★Cheryl says:
LOL
yet u go change
-______-

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
BECAUSE I BELIEVED THAT MY TWIN WOULDN"T DO THIS TO ME T>T

★Cheryl says:
=(
okay lah
sorry

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
AND WHICH SONG HAS A TITTLE WITH SO MANY NUMBERS IN IT

★Cheryl says:
hahaha have sia
consolation...i tell u my number now?
my actual number?

[[-Cheryl-]] says:
ZZZZ
YEAH YOU BETTER
basket

★Cheryl says:
LOL
hahahahahhahahahahahhaa
*(insert real number here)

soompa
proper number

I'm gullible. T.T But still, I love my twin...(:

No wise words are going to stop the bleeding.

Don't want to know & don't want to care .

It was me and you against the world @ 8:07 PM

" HOW DID YOU ALL GET IN!!??"

Some things, are so hard to come by.
Will definitely treasure ever moment of it.

For now, off to lalaland I go!

Don't forget.

L-O-V-E <3

Panorama went fine...I guess. The nervousness didn't really set in until I was on stage. Damn, it was really scary. Ahaha, initially I wanted to spot the MAMAs but I couldn't, instead I spotted other people by surprise =D ahaha! After accidently spotting them, I decided not to focus on the audience so as to not freak out more.

=( Didn't manage to take photos backstage with so many people! Like, Soon...Beat...and even my own choir mates!We were all so busy preparing for the show that we hardly met each other backstage. Esplanade's backstage consists of like,so many dressing rooms and on different levels. Uhuh uhuh!

Went home yesterday with my feet and legs hurting like hell. =(

It's a busy busy week for me! Oh well.

But you won't sing along.