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Not bad a day, I guess.

It was OP dry run. At I wasn't nervous at first until it was my turn. I could like hear my voice wavering though I tried very hard not be so nervous since it's just my classmates and my PW teacher. Feedbacks wasn't that bad...except for someone who said my voice was very high pitched? Wtshit. Since when it was her turn to shoot me, whatever! When she gave her comment, even the teacher and others disagreed with her and said my voice was fine...HAHAHAHAA (: On the whole, OP session was super funny and comical. We just kept laughing and giggling at each other's mistakes, many of us seem to like talk in this super awkward and unatural way for the sake of OP.

In the afternoon it was pretty hectic. Had to go to like so many places to get stuffs. Was so, so tired but we still had a tennis session in the late afternoon to go! (: So yea, it was tennis with classmates again. Played with Daphne and Kenneth first and then the rest later. The guys who were there are like super strong, pretty good players as well. * Thumbs up*

Dinner-ed together and we were all so tired. Bus-ed home with the most unglam person in the world I tell you, at times I think I needed a hole to hide my face -.-


The best you never had.

So tiring.

PW's so boring & the school's wireless kinda suck, because our videos take so long to load. Then when our video finally loaded till about half way, itchy hand Russ decided to mess around and threatened to close the window. Guess what, in the end, he really accidently closed the freaking window by pressing altF4. Ought to be shot right? Zzz.

Had this undescribable feeling yesterday night and to brighten things up, my friend kinda told me a joke, or rather asked me a question...

" Who's transformers parents?

Answer: Transparent

Lame ttm right? Yeah, but it did kinda lift my mood a little (:


16 November...hmm.


All the bullshit you put me through.

Pffffft.

Today's like so whatever! Attire check in the morning and she freaking caught me for my skirt again. I was so pissed. Honestly I don't know what's her freaking problem la. Irritating. Waste my time, in the end when the head mistress checked ,our skirt lenghts were approved -.- ZZZ

Anyway, that matter aside. FINALLY, our WR is done and over with (: But OP's kinda nerve wrecking as well. Sigh.

After PW it was tennis with classmates (: The weather was so hot! & as usual, I've got sunburn. Instead of getting tanner, my arms are all red now -.- No wait, the front is red, the back of my arm are white. Looks damn weird please. HAHAHHAAH but seems like the others are facing the same problem as me (: Whee!

MAMAS <3

It's kinda true, like what Tiff said, it somehow feels like we've all grown up. ( Refer to below picture taken most recently)

So many, so many memories. I guess they're one of the reasons why they made the past 4 years of my life so memorable. & I really really hope that, we'll last till forever (:

In a blink of an eye, MAMAs' 3 years old already, I think (:

Somehow a kind of sadness lingers around.




We were still untouchable.

The day...started off pretty okay.Sigh.Another highly stressful day. Ain't going to comment too much on it. If you really wanna know, ask me yourself.

This morning, we were having breakfast and I'm quite surprised I didn't choke and die while drinking my milo. Having Soon sitting directly in front of me and Shigeng by the side was like, GG. They're at it again ! The funny facial expressions, their glances can't help but make me not want to not laugh -.-They freaking do it on purpose and then ask me, " why you so excited?" or " why you keep laughing/smiling" and then they give me that wicked smile and those glances again. They're irritatingly funny. Cannot even eat my breakfast in peace. Argh!

Just realised, the school has several people who look like certain tksians. I thought there was this guy who really looked like saiful, from side view. Okay maybe just a teeny bit but still look alike!

"Look like Saiful eh that guy"
"Freak you la...don't look like la!"
"Quek!! No, don't look like at all la"
"Side view, look damn alike la! Your see!"
"Freak you la, don't look like la!"
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LOL... then all of them come scold me. Hmmpft.
Fine lor. Haha.



You can't make it feel right when you know it's wrong

Today was pretty exciting, boring and stressful.

Seriously don't wanna go to school tomorrow but oh well, let's face it. Everyone has to go through the same shit sooner or later I guess.

We'll all know by tomorrow.
Scary yo~

Some kind of friends the both of you are.
Wait, friends?
What friends?

Seriously, just mind your own freaking business okay? I do what I want and I take the path I want to, it's like, who are you to decide such stuffs for me?

Stop going around thinking you know me so well and you know what's best for me cause obviously you don't? Like appearing once in a while?Oh please, give me a break.

Till you actually know what's going on in my life currently, which I doubt I'll ever want to tell you guys anyway,just stay out of it.

I was watching the show '10 promises to my dog' in the morning while in school. Omg, the puppy is like dammmmmmmmmmn cute luh. Seriously looks like Max when he was just three months old, but Max was rounder and fluffy-er.

I miss Max being that way. I could still carry him then at least, super adorable! Now? I don't even want to think about it. He'll probably just break my backbone if I ever tried carrying him. He's like, a pig in disguise. -.- But still cute I guess, like everytime he does something wrong and he gives you that super innocent angelic face, you can't bear to scold him.

I love Golden Retrievers (:

After watching the movie, somehow I think I felt a sense of guilt :( and seeing the ending makes me sadder because I'll have to face the exact same situation one day...T.T


We were seventeen and invincible

Yesterday,

#1 I was late for school, shit.
#2 I was bored because I had 4 hours to stone before PW lecture actually started
#3 But thankfully I had a movie to watch on my laptop, sadly it lasted only 2 hours
#4 My laptop battery died afterwhich
#5 2 hours to go, stone.
#6 PW lecture, I wanted to sleep
#7 It wasn't that bad afterall, the four teachers put up a pretty awesome skit for us to showcase the different types of oral presentation that we should follow and not to follow. Pretty boomz (:


Today,

#1 I wasn't late for school (:
#2 I still had 4 hours to stone before PW started
#3 Movie time (:
#4 Com batt didn't die
#5 Had to do WR -.- yawn
#6 3 hours of PW class session, 3 freaking hours!
#7 Edward (:

PW is like everyone's nightmare currently.

It's like one of those days, yet again.

Caught a movie today (:

500 days of summer.
Ain't the usual predictable kind of plot.
Go watch! :D

My heart almost felt like dropping out when Annie told me her class's percentage passes for Chemistry plus her teacher's other class's percentage. I don't wanna go back to school.The teachers are probably busy marking our papers, like now?

Oh there's a second reason why I don't wanna go back to school. Did I mention, that the new timetable totally suck? I think I didn't. Okay, know what, the new time table suck ttm! When we go back to school on wednesday, well as most schools would also arrange, we're gonna have intensive PW sessions and well, for those who are taking their A levels chinese later this year, yea, intensive chinese sessions for them too. Which means, I go back to school from wednesday to friday, just for PW sessions -.- which also means, I'm going to stone in school for 3/4's of the time while waiting for PW lectures/sessions to come. Best thing of all? They put like many of these PW sessions in the early afternoon, like only at 12 or 1pm -.-

PW, I love you.
ZZZ.

Yea, tell me about it.


Please don't give up hope. You'll pull through(:
I want you to.

Same old place, just not the same memories.

Friends?


Then yesterday, I had one who decided to give me a 'lecture'. At first, I was pissed because I didn't understand why I was being lectured apparently when I haven't done anything wrong. Then, I finally understood why and I saw the concern of what only a true friend would do for you. Looking back on the past few months, indeed what my friend has observed is true to a pretty large extent. A further quick check with another close friend, further proved this observation right. I didn't know all these.

So yes, I promise you I'd find that smile back.


"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity, before it is entitled to the appellation."

Of course, like how life is never a bed of roses, there are bound to be problems arising in friendships as well. I wouldn't want to comment too much on this but yea, every set of problems has it own set of solutions to it. A strong friendship would be able to withstand occasional hard knocks while an unstable one just crumbles. & I guess,communication plays a large part to keep a friendship going.

"When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."

I see many of them! Haha. Thank you guys for every single thing and maybe a sorry as well, for the times I may have mistook your good intentions(: I understand now.

RETAIL THERAPY~

...was fun and satisfying<3

Lessons learnt:

#1: Wear slippers/flip flops when shopping =X

#2: Don't buy on impulse because when you see something nicer later on, you would want to flip.

#3: Shopping may take up the whole day. Allocate more time for it. Lol (:

#4: & I further conclude that guys do not like to go shopping. HAHAAHHAHA! They would rather stand outside the shop, put on their earphones and wait for you patiently rather then to go in with you.

#5: Sleep earlier the previous day because you need a hell lot of energy to conquer the malls (:

Yupp!


Honestly, do you think that i do not know?

=(

Okay, promos done and over with.
I shan't comment on it... what if I do retain?

We'll see.

I really wanna go elsewhere, somewhere away from here for a break. Like, sitting roller coasters all day, chillax-ing by the beach with maybe a bunch of friends, shopping ( haha! ), watching the stars by night, etc.


but well, there's still something else left to do though....



I wanna I wanna I wanna see ___. (:

Okay, my brain's officially fried.

Yesterday, was one of the craziest days ever.
Wrote Econs essays like it was the end of the world. Okay, it's just promos. My right hand went numb, I guess it was the same for everyone else.

Mugging for Chemistry and Geog in the same day is like, super freaky. Stupid school, there's 5 days in a week, why do they have to squeeze like two heavy-content based subjects on the same freaking day. My heart was like on the verge of jumping out yesterday, stress overload!

I went to sleep worrying over both subjects and also found myself waking up from time to time in the middle of the night. It's like, yeah I'm asleep but my mind's somehow or another awake? Cause the concept of ' 2 lone pairs+ 2 bond pairs = bent = 105 degrees" somehow just keeps replaying and replaying in my mind, even till the very moment I officially awoke to start this bloody day.

Yea sure, 2 lone pairs + 2 bond pairs= bent=105 degrees alright, it didn't even appear in today's paper at all! ZZZ.


4 papers down, one more to go.
2H21H1 pass, ARGH!

Maths...oh no.

tell me now,
where do we go?

It scary when suddenly at this crucial point of time, your memory decides to fail you.
You can't remember anything and you seem to have forgotten everything.


And maybe it's true.