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All I hear is raindrops

Sheer coincidence, I must say. At least, I was happy for a good 5 hours or so.

Feel kinda empty right now and a bit sad. Well, firstly the house's gonna be a little quieter after tomorrow I guess. My elder brother's moving into his university hostel for convenience sake, before his school term starts. ( though I think he's kinda happy that he has more freedom now) .

Although my brother gets on my nerve sometimes, bossing me around just because I'm younger * sulks* and sometimes his temper makes me feel like killing him, still it tickles me when he comes to me for certain advice when he's helpless.Not forgetting at times he's exceptionally nice, he buys KOI milk tea back for me! I'm so easily contented, HAHA. My brother's character and my character seem worlds apart, honestly. My temper's very mild while his is like, ' don't. piss. me. off.or. else. you. die'. We look very different from each other, to the point he would tell me,' i told you that you were picked up from the dustbin, just that Mummy and Daddy didn't tell you' Some kind of a brother huh. I still remember the very first time he fetched me back from school. I thought I was going to die, seriously. And because it was the first time my parents got my brother to fetch me when he just got his licence, I had hell lots of instructions given by my mother to follow, I still remember.

" Has your korkor picked you up yet?''
" Yeah, just."
" Okay, let him concentrate while driving"
" Mmmm, yah okay"
" Don't talk to him or distract him ah"
" Mmmm yah okay"
" Dont rush him"
" Okay okay -.-"
" Anything call me or daddy'
" OKAY"

So I sat there quietly in the front passenger seat watching my brother drive. Epic seriously. Even when he made a wrong turn and had to go all the way to Pasir Ris to U-turn (LOL)and which till today I don't understand why, I didn't make a sound. A 20 min ride home took an hour -.- One hell of a ride man! HAHAHA, I won't forget this!

Secondly, my mind's been wandering yet again.& something's wrong with my head recently. Been having headaches that come and go so frequently.

Hmm. Not much time left.
I need motivation. Lots and lots of motivation.

In the middle of the night waking from this dream
I wanna feel you by my side standing next to me

It was me and you against the world @ 8:44 PM

That's it, I quit! I quit! I quit!




I quit my old ways.
Enough of all the nonsense, time's running out. I got to get my act together.

It would definitely help if I had some form of motivation when I'm always so tired. :(



Either way, you're the fix
That's why I quit I quit I quit!

Chills in the evening

It's a little confusing right now.

OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH HEY!


I got to blog about this exciting experience. I still can't get over it. Yesterday a group of us headed down to Jalan Besar Stadium to watch the preliminary round for the YOG Football games. & coincidently, the tickets we got entitled us to watch the Singapore match live! Awesome right?!


Singapore team, warming up.


The Under- 15 Singapore youth football team was awesome! They played such a good game, it got so many us dying in excitement while at our seats. The atmosphere was great, the cheering and well, the not-so good jeering, but you could totally feel the Singapore spirit there! The match ended on a high note, thank god! Singapore won! 3-2! (:

When the Singapore team first came out to do their warm ups, many of us were like screaming at the top of our lungs. & well, the girls darted their eyes around obviously to look for potential eye candies to look at during the match. We found a couple, whereby a few of us then decided to support number 14. ( PS. The angmohs all very handsome though! But must be patriotic ah!)HAHAHAH! Actually it was more of Olivia. We were like,' oh, hopes he scores a goal or something later!' Then something Olivia said which I kinda find it cheesy but I liked it! She said, " Even if he doesn't, he already scored a goal in my heart." HAHAHAHAHAH. At first, we didn't know their age, because they definitely don't look their age. With their build, they kinda look older than they actually were. We got a shock when we found out they were merely 15 years of age, younger than all of us! Suddenly secondary three days seem so far away, so long ago! Not too long after, I found out that player 11 was from TK! I got even more high after that. Hell yeah TK! Oh yeah Singapore! So proud to come from both!!

After the match, happy singapore team(:

The spectators really screamed like there was no tomorrow, but it was so darn worth it. I was glad and thankful to be there, won't even regret a single bit! How I wish I could watch the semi finals live too! :(

I still can't get over that exciting match. Although we all went home super tired, sleepy, sweaty and all the whatnots, we were happy!

Let's just fall into the night,
No regrets, just love.

Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah (:

Quick update!

Life this week have been pretty hectic and all but despite all that, I feel somewhat contented. Being able to spend time with your friends, especially close ones is such a joy. Laughing so much when we're suppose to study, inside jokes, old jokes, singing, crapping, poking fun at one another...I can't say that life's not good. Well, okay it's not entirely good, but okay, i'm contented. & though I swear some of them are becoming more nonsense, I can't help but laugh so much, along together with them. It makes a tiring and mundane day less tiring and less mundane.

I love these people so, so much! Sumpah!
Feels like family, I like! (Y)

& you know what, I think my maturity level's like going down, down, down. That's bad right!? I think my sanity's failing me. Okay, my maturity level seriously depends on the groups of people that I hang out with. At school, there are times where my maturity level is practically at 0, that sometimes my friends feel like killing me. Then there are times when it's moderate, whereby sometimes I do talk sense and when I'm bored, I talk nonsense. Then there are times when I'm just mature, no nonsense and all and it's also the time I roll my eyes the most, I realise (:

My maturity level usually plunges to 0 when I'm high.
It's been like that since Monday.
How now brown cow?

Can we just slow down?

I've got so many things to do that I've got hardly any clue where to even begin from. & not forgetting, next week's gonna be a crazily insanely hectic week I think I can hardly breathe. Sigh. I really feel like taking MC off the whole week, starting from tomorrow.

Okay, that's impossible.


Sometimes it's just so nice so sit back and relax with all your friends. Like just having a plain simple talk, I would feel super contented. I'm such a sentimental person, I don't know if it's good or bad. I treasure a lot of things and when I see them go or when things are no longer the same, I get super upset and sad. But that's just the way how life is isn't it? People and things come and go.


Did I mention how silly I can get sometimes? I can't help but laugh at myself too. Like last Friday, Val and her friend switched bags and I was walking behind them. ( I didn't witness the exchanging of bags though) For a good minute or so, I stared hard at Val's friends bag which was actually Val's bag and went...

Me:" Eh, this bag's like super familiar?"
Val: *turns around* WHAT? Repeat yourself!
Me: " I said, this bag looks super familiar. Does someone we know have this bag or something?I remember seeing it somewhere..."
Exasperated Val: Cheryl! You can just go commit suicide, now!"
Val's friend turns back : "HAHAHA, it's actually Val's bag I'm carrying"
Me: " OH YA, HAHHAHAH, SHIT. NO WONDER IT LOOKS SO FAMILIAR"

I've seen Val carrying it for the entire year already but still, failed to recognise it. Oops.


Anyway, I'm hoping to survive this coming week.
Possible?


You make me feel like i'm living a teenage dream.

Haha! The above scenario is so true.
Oh boy, how I miss my fringe :( Won't you please grow more quickly?

I can't recall what I wanted to blog about.
Uurgh.

you made a rebel out of a careless man's careful daughter.

Write it on the skyline

It'll be so cool.
Don't you think so?


Let's see, I kinda have a lot to google about if there was such an application even available online. First up.....

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Don't tell you! (:


My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot

Cause deep in my heart, I just know.


Friends around me keep reminding me to be happy, so happy I shall be (: Instead on focusing on things that are unpleasant and wasting muaaaaah time, why not put the energy into things and people that make me happier, yeah?


Do at least one thing that makes you happy each day, I remember.

So today, I had a nice day meeting the yellow banana. Though it's just for a short while, it's always nice catching up with friends (: Also had a heart to heart chit chat with BBF. I like! & saw Bangs that was oh-so-happy, hahaah envious la!(:


Oh the stupid nicknames we give one another, I bet you don't know who I'm referring to! Have a nice National Day break everybody!


won't tell anyone how you turn my world around

I really miss a few people right now. I wanna give all of them a hug!

You know how when you're feeling down or when you're not really in the mood and you don't know what to do but just try to get past everything and pull through? Then comes along that one person, or maybe a couple of others, ones who you feel a sense of security with and ones who you feel that it's okay to show them your weaker side, and then you just let go of everything you've been keeping in? They make you feel like home, like you're finally safe and sound. Am I actually making any sense when my eyes are on the verge of closing?

Yeah,anyway I miss these people so much, whether I see them often or not.
Do you know who I'm referring to, or maybe, that I'm actually referring to you? You guys mean so much to me, just so you know.(:


Gah, I'm so tired today. Like, my eyes could barely open in the cinema. But the movie's so cool, Street Dance! Heheh, the ending was sweet (Y) I like!

i miss you and you and you and YOU.

Can't get enough of polaroids (:



I superlike this photo!(:










Ahhh, my good friend totally fulfilled his wish today which was to annoy me. I was so tired at the end I couldnt even bother to retaliate.

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Tiffy!(:

So anyway, I guess, that's just the way it is? Sigh.

Goodnight everyone.

Missing Me

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away