Sunday, April 30, 2006
sheesh.nothing's getting into my head.im so gonna burn the midnight oil today.i still have EVERYTHING to study.yesterday,i spent my night revising on ALGEBRA with my dad...and im still not getting it.argh!i wanna cry....i wanted to study geography,but i forgot to bring my textbook...=xand i have not printed all those slides out from the portal...im so dead.yah so tuitions are going to be carried out on tuesday,thurday next week.i NEED TO GET ALGEBRA DONE.I NEED TO.
so today,i went for my chinese tuition,boring!the fun began only after it.so i was with my tuition mates.we were in the lift.(there were a few of us: myself,my galfriend,this guy,his bro and his mum).here's the conversation that guy's mum was having with them.
guy's mum: wow!!the tuition teacher's son is so thin now after going for NS.
guy:oh,yeah.
guy's mum:he's so handsome now wor!!(full of amusement)
well,ok a very short one right,it was translated from chinese to english...yeah so try to imagine a typical "aunty" way of speaking.so right.i looked at my galfriend and she looked at me.we giggled.but the more i thought of it,i wanted to laugh so badly...we were in the lift,their mum was there,so basic courtesy.i shan't laugh infront of them,cause its RUDE to do so...hence,i tried my very best to stop myself from laughing in the lift,gosh it was tough.i came out...walked towards my mum's car,and burst out in laughter.i think i laughed too loudly,they heard me i guess and looked at me with puzzled expressions.OOPS.=x.seriously it was too funny i just could not refrain myself.my my,i feel so embarassed.a thousand apologies to that guy's mum.yeah,i think at that very point,i let out some stress.it felt good.haha.whatever...if you still dont get it,just take it was im crapping,cause i think i really am.
aww...i wasted a few minutes now...i miss my books....my wonderous,lovely books,they're waiting for me....now hear them calling my name...haha argh im crappy!all this stress is killing me,its driving me mad,as you can see.TOODLES!im going back to try and mug.TRY.
It was me and you against the world @ 4:58 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
i'm bored.i'm afraid.
well...today,a very unfruitful day i guess.i did nothing but slack!!!argh....i feel wierd having saturdays all to myself,i feel VERY WIERD.yeap.
well,my depression on____________-started two weeks ago and has officially ended today,at 7.48pm.but,another one has started.it offically starts from 7.49pm and i do not know when it will end.god,help me...
sometimes,i think i do hate our hectic lives,why are they meant to be this way?
-sheesh.
im going to start NOW.I,shall not get distracted and I shall get what i want at the end of everything.
--i can i will,
i can acheive my goals,i will acheive my goals,i must acheive my goals.
It was me and you against the world @ 7:44 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
sigh...yeah im missing ms koh.she's a really nice teacher.geography lessons were always great with her.never once have i felt tired and lethargic during her lessons...they were always interesting.she tried to make the class more interesting,but sadly,the class wasnt responsive.she asked us questions at times,but we didnt answer.why?she's really fun to be with,dont you think so?probably,we're just secretly enjoying the moments we had with her.she made geography lessons less stressful,more exciting,more enjoyable this year.i always felt geography was a bore and would bore me to death sooner or later,but this year,not any more.thanks to the mid year exams that started today,we lost our very last lesson to be with her.darn it.lessons will never be the same again...never as interesting i guess...i don't think i'll be looking forward to geography lessons as much anymore.the new teacher taking over...she'll never be able to take the place of ms koh in many people's heart i believe...that includes mine.i guess many of us are regretting now for not treasuring those lessons with her,sad.haha,recalling those funny,hilarious moments,indeed,very memorable.everything's happening so quickly,we only got to know about the leaving part early this week,in a blink of an eye,mid year exams started,we missed the last geography lesson with ms koh,it was her last day,many of us were emotional,some broke down in tears....well just want to wish her the best of luck in everything,in her adventurous journey coming up ahead.
once again..i have to say this...MISS KOH YOU ROCK!!!TAKE CARE!!
It was me and you against the world @ 10:45 PM
For goodness sake!stop backstabbing behind people's back.why are you like that.i simply cant stand it anymore.you irritate me.although i say nothing about it,im simply just pissed at your doings.shut up.you aren't a bunch of sweet peas either.i pity that person that you're backstabbing.your words simply irks me.what you're saying behind that person's back is actually a direct reflection of yourself!i've got enough.stop disgusting me further.i didnt want to put this here,you forced me to.im sick and tired of all these stuffs.give me a break,stop putting on this facade...you're just a fake.
argh.irritating people.
today.haha,Pe was fine.laughed a lot in the gym.today's lesson was very slack coz APPARENTLY HE didnt want to tire us out.haha good one.yeah so wynne and rachel made me laugh so much in the gym.gosh.well....what are the girls in the class doing!they seem to like touching me a lot.especially wanyin.oh ya and im still laughing every time when HE looks at me.haha.hilarious people.english paper1 was fine....except for the article.couldnt even see a thing.low quality photos hence low quality work?HAHA HOPE NOT!!!lalala~~mid year exams are here,i'll try to stop blogging for awhile?but i think its impossible.haha.
i am depressed yet happy.irony?contradicting?
aww she's leaving....im starting to feel very sad...got influenced by rachel i guess...SEE!! aww..im feeling emotional now....*cries*
It was me and you against the world @ 2:21 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Can history repeat itself this time?will it?straight As for mid year?possible?i do not know.i really need them.especially maths.i need it.maths now,it has become my worst enermy.im afriad of it.sigh...but its the truth.today,i did not know how to do even the simplest alegebra question.sheesh.totally embarassed.im depressed.i seem happy on the outside,but im not in the inside.i know where i stand.i do.im afriad.im very afriad.im not doing my best.i know.i have not started my revision.im panicking but i cant seem to just get started.where's my motivation?my friends are a source of motivation to me,and so is my dream class.but why?but why do i still....?
today,was fine.basically had lessons as per usual,it was raining....so we stayed in class for assembly.went up for higher chinese lessons,1j blacked out for some reason when we entered,hence i though SHE was trying to save light energy and electricity.haha even the fans were switched off.so i was like,hmm...maybe she thinks its raining hence its cooling thus the fans,the lights,maybe its too bright outside?lol.sorry!i misunderstood you!i feel terribly bad.haha.whatever!
science,was okay.nothing much.recess,nothing much either.maths,dont even want to talk about it.english,AS USUAL!ha,IT was fun.lol.white-hair plucker for the day.so its cheryl at your service.well my first customer was my dear pal yiguan!!haha...i helped her to pluck her white hairs...HAHA.it was a rather crappy period.i was messing up her hair,then...the teacher saw me,she sorta gave me a smile and giving me that what-do-you-think-you-are-doing kinda expression.OOPS =p.was laughing badly,i felt so embarassed of myself,or maybe the teacher was jealous of what we were doing,haha left out!!yah,totally crappy during IT lessons basically because we were allowed to do whatever we wanted.then came to chinese.wow!!!!went to the lab for chinese.is that cool or what,of cause its cool!! aircon.diao.why?apparently because the 1J classroom blacked out again....
school ended.thats all for today.tmr,the mid year officially starts.wish everyone the best of luck!haha wish me too!!all the best everyone!=)im afraid,where's my motivation?i know where it is,**winks**.
i want to be with you.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:17 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
argh.today was simply plain boring.boredom.
the day started so fine.it was the first time since like god knows when i reached sch at 7.05??!!haha.yeah.so crapped with my friends a bit,listened to some songs and then went down for assembly.maths was a free period.we did anything we wanted.history...boring,we merely did our workbooks and the whole class was noisy and stuff,while i became frustrated and pissed from all that boredom.fine.moving on....it was recess.recess was fine.nothing much to elaborate on.then came chinese,did our 'kaocha' as usual...then moved on to some revision practise test.ha!!afterwhich our saviours came!!!
it was health screening time!!but,SHE did not want to let us go off first,she wanted us to do our test first.haha scolded some of my classmates,and wow,one of them unexpectedly did something unexpected.well,got HER angry.classmate ran away.phew,she wanted to chase after him?later on,heard from tiff some of them came up again,innocent them got scolded even though it was their first time coming up,bleahx.
girls did the health screening first.ha.nothing much with me,just have to take care of my eye sight.so naturally the girls went back to class first.met our science teacher near our class,she was waiting for us.haha.we crapped a lot.pressuring her not to give us any quiz for the day,and that we were willing to stay back after school to have extra lessons.oops.guess we sort of disturbed the class we were standing outside.well,anyway,we still had to do our quiz in the end,sigh!soon the boys came back,started lessons.
English time!plain boredom i tell you.plain boredom!!!such a torture.i wanted to sleep,but i could not.the most boring subject of everyday school life.well,w,y who was beside me was also tired and bored!we were freaking pissed.lathargic souls.i was damn pissed,not doubt about it.ha,SO wanyin and myself resorted to something to wake us up.play BINGO!!haha lame idea that i suggested.we played a few rounds,then we played tic tac toe?lame for our age?not at all!!okay...not when your bored and close to sleeping.
after english,well wy and i went to the toilet to freshen ourselves up.well,ha,we didnt expect to see practically all the chinese girls from our class in the toilet.LOL.small gathering?hehe...so then bell rang school ended.yipee!went home,ate my lunch and SLEPT FOR LIKE HOW MANY HOURS.OMG!!i still have so mych freaking homework to do!!!!
sigh,so many things to do,yet so little time.indeed,time and tide waits for no man.
toodles!!!
It was me and you against the world @ 7:57 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
can i??can i talk more about yesterday!!??the truth is i've have not gotten over it.right.SO,apparently i am talking to wanyin,and she's going crazy over the phone.well,i got to say she has a really wierd taste because she fell in love with two older ladies,wierd right?yes.so here i am,putting up with her crap and her laughter.tomorrow,she's going to pester me with those two ladies again!!HELP!!!
argh.i miss the songs we played...i miss my formation steps.okay....right....what else?im determined to forget about some things.be positive!yes,i will.
should i continue?after our victory,my section went out for section dinner.we wanted to
go to kallang kfc,but it was too crowded so went to parkway instead.there,we crapped.jessica as usual,was crappy.made us laugh a lot.yeah left first,went to meet my parents and my brother.went home and watched the video my dad took.fantastic!!
now for some song lyrics:(wanyin's and my favourite song..haha=)
You know I can't smile without youCan't smile without youI can't laugh and I can't singI'm finding it hard to do anythingYou see I feel sad when you're sadfeel glad when you're gladIf you only knew what I'm going throughI just can't smile without yousomehow it relates to somebody...haha....sssshhh...*winks*
It was me and you against the world @ 9:50 PM
WE DID IT!!! WE DID IT!!GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!ARGH!!!!!
yes.we did it.we got our goal.i still cant get over it....woohoo!!it felt great on the field.surprisingly i wasnt that nervous on the field...but yesterday morning..when i woke up i was damn nervous,my hands went cold.haha.WOOHOO.but now,im alreadt missing all the songs we played...the things we did.ARGH!!!!!!!!gosh....it was so scary when we re-entered the stadium.we had to stand there for like so long,my senior said we stood there for almost half an hr or more...but...haha i thought we only stood there for 15 mins?lol.lots of other people from other bands fainted.sigh....how can you not expect that when we stood there for so long?but from ours,none did!!phew.so we waited for the results...then it came..."....Gold with...."after we heard that..we started screaming!!arghhhh!!!gosh.that feeling was great.then we ran towards our school....we started playing our songs...and the school song.hehe...could not stop myself from smiling...=)
yesterday was great.weather was great.it only rained after the whole show.thank god .phew.ok now that everything's over....its time to settle down and mug for my mid year.i have a lot to catch up,a lot to revise...and a lot to prepare.hrms..........OH WELL!!!!
IM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!GOLD WITH HONOURS!!GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
It was me and you against the world @ 12:27 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
approximately 21 more hours to our battle.we will get what we want.go go go!!!
today was rather okay.art sucked.ha,she played some soothing music for us,but bird chirpings in it?uhm...what?yeah ok.mundane life.after school,had our practise as usual.our final.we did well?tomorrow,i pray,everything goes smoothly.yeah!sigh,i feel so elated,yet scared yet excited.mixture of feelings.i dont think i can sleep,but then again i think i can because...im really really really very tired.i dont know why,i always feel lethargic for the entire week...i feel so weak...why?yawn!i hope tmr,it doesnt rain the afternoon...try and imagine...the big audience we're going to have tmr,gosh its sending chills down my spine....grrrss....so scary!!haha but then again its gonna be fun i guess...tk tk all the way!!woohoo!
hrm.im currently confused.i hope things remain as it is?i dont wana go further,i dont think i want to...so....stop....just stop.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:42 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
today was so-so.im feeling real lethargic these few days.morning damn pissed for certain reasons...but nevermind...whatever lor...blame me for all i care.yeah so the day goes on...was feeling very sleepy during maths....chinese.....then came recess....met my senior....sigh.dont know why she so scared i angry...haha actually i want to thank her for losing that dictionary.LOL.you might think...im crazy,ha!go ahead!im indeed that glad.yes.needed my nescafe badly again...but somehow i think it didnt work.darn it.english was portfolio again.argh!boring!torturous!!!!eeeyer!!!then...CE.today CE was on some studying skills.haha my group was rather okay surprisingly,did not expect such arrangements.haha...was great lah i had YG!!YC!!ED!!IM!!HF!!lol...the boys basically were crappy....and IM was wierd...deprived childhood?lol.then came history....IPW was boring.why in the first place did we choose that topic?flora and fauna?SO NOT OUR CUP OF TEA!!!
after school.lunch.then changed into our full uni....then changed out of it after checks were made.woo!!i miss the field?haha.but was still feeling lethargic in the hall.why?whats wrong with me these few days?hrm...during the show....damn it!!!i shouldnt have got distracted.stupid.errr.BIG MISTAKE.before that saw some of my classmates.covered my face.i dont noe why...think im shy!!haha...coz i was in half u....hehe...then obviously i knew SOME PEOPLE would be there laughing...so...yeah haha sorry!!
tmr got maths test!!WHY!!!! i hate it!!!!WHY WHY WHY!!!!??sheesh.anw.i noticed something.things are not that bad as i think.i think im just paranoid.haha.but i do see some changes....BLEAHX
It was me and you against the world @ 7:25 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
today.well what about today.today sucks.really.that is for curriculum time.yep.i didnt fail my tingxie!in fact i got 42/50!dang!!! im so right man!haha woots,my second time passing!haha pathetic i know.SHEESH.yadidoodles....what else...say my maths grades....i think its for CA.it sucked as usual,should i be surprised?NO.Then english grade came....did pretty okay actually...got a b3.thanks to my comprehensions.phew.crap ..english was crap.it was "portfolio" AGAIN.sianxified.damn pissed.whatever.
woots.the afternoon was great!!i was actually rather quiet initially..then later...im was fully warmed up and began to crap again....HAHA."where's my MOOMOO!!!"crap.haha...i know you wouldnt understand coz you're not in the moomoo fan club?haha."WE WANT OUR MOOMOO!!"C.L was crappy...fancy thinking that was some CHEST HAIR.what de...haha....then i had to carry that thing round me for like how long...then its like so...BLEAHS.JJ DEKU AND CL....crappy people!!!!!!!!hahaa....but laughed a lot!hehes.ok.shall end here.bleahs."MOOMOO!!!!!"
It was me and you against the world @ 8:21 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
im feeling rather down today.very down.i know where i stand.i need to buck up a lot.i know.im so sorry to tiff who had to bear with all my anger...i was just very sad and i needed someone to "vent "on...so there i was blabbering all away....and certain words,which i rarely use....just came out....i really couldnt take it anymore.so sorry to tiff for having to hear all those evil words.im very depressed.very.i was very depressed for the whole day,during pe i almost couldnt take it and wanted to break down,but managed to hold back thanks to my good friend w.y ,she was encouraging me and comforting me.thanks again.
basically...almost the whole day was gloomy to me...only cheered up abit after recess...english was crap.i got a crappy grade for composition.made my mood worst.DnT,cheered up again a teeny bit....then came the first good news of the day.Literacture. after school had my cca as usual.surprisingly,my mood managed to completely brighten up thanks to my dearest senior,c.l and my section batch mates.X.J!!'DeKu!!haha and of cause tiff.crap lah.crappy lot of people which brightened up my sucky day."MOOMOO!!!""are you thinking what im thinking?"crappy phrases for the day.haha.we managed to crap so much because we had 1 and a half hrs to polish our "weapons" for saturday's competition...woots!gogogo!!! 5 more days to our battle!!yeah!!bring it on!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:24 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
hrms.tired.very tired.today,wore full-u.practised in school at first....until lunch.lunch was sick.lol.after we ate,it was still rather early...(we had early lunch today!!=) )yeps.so there we sat,me,tiff,kw and jess.i wasnt having the sick talk lah..it was jess and kw,so me and tiff just sat there and listened...somehow rather clueless on somethings...haha.while tiff and myself....we were sort of bickering!haha.tiff's in her usual CRAPPY SELF.diaos.i dont like __________ okay!!! and this is final!! haha...sheesh.yeah then in the afternoon...we went out to school to practise....surprise surprise!!lucky i brought my cooler...haha my dad asked me to bring along just in case or whatever...haha so thanks daddy!=]sigh...i really think my endurance level dropped.i cant endure for that long anymore.wierd.but well...im so gonna need to build it up again...today...was actually quite nice...yup except for that part whereby some filthy water literally fell on my shoulder while i was walking past that hole on that ceiling...unlucky sia!how timely the water fell..and god knows where it came from...YIKES.yeah somehow i was rather sianxified today....dont know why....felt really lethargic...ironic life.
hmm...i hope no bad impression!! :x....thats the last thing i would ever want it to happen...so please dont let it happen!!!!sighs.and so it goes on.....im still feeling rather sad about that matter...i'll just see how it goes....doubt there'll be changes...why....what happened?have i done something wrong....not of any i can recall of...
It was me and you against the world @ 9:38 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
WOOTS!!!! I feel great!!! today started off fine....like any other day....it was activities period...then science...then recess....recess had to take nescafe,lol really needed it,cause i was confident i have a very high potential of falling asleep in class...im not slacking... I JUST HAPPENED TO SLEEP AT 2am THE NIGHT BEFORE AND WOKE UP AT 6am.bleahz.i was doing my art.damn it.my marker ran out of ink while i was barely even finishing?darn it.haha.(must thank tiff for giving me a marker pen is school this morning=)lol.)but then again....i was busy finishing my jian bao also.ya so YAWN.im feeling drowsy now.i felt rather giddy in school this morning.gosh.recess was crappy.laughed a lot,all thanks to wynne,rachel,wanyin and adeline.arghs.but really enjoyed it.for some reason or another wanyin kept touching me!!grrs."tralalala"so love the tune!!bleahs.maths was boring...?so was english?haha had to learn my cheng yu cause we were going to be tested on it in the last two periods of the day...and FOR ONCE,i am confident im so going to pass my tingxie.YES FOR ONCE.i thought it was going to be difficult cause i heard from other classes...then SHE made it sound as if it was going to be difficult also...but it wasnt really that difficult.Truly IT IS A MIRACLE.especially learning the 25chengyus in between periods...SSSSHH!!!
then,came the afternoon.FANTASTIC!!!!!woots!!!!though we didnt get to take part in the 50th anniversary games thingy...but argh i enjoyed myself nevertheless....especially towards the end of it.the school watched us as we performed.i felt great but very nervous....SORRY,i made a few blunders and felt terribly bad about it.gosh especially THAT ONE.phew.thank god it didnt drop...must put more scotch tape on comp day.hope the cheers from the school motivated many others.JIAYOU!
sigh.im really wondering.whats going on now.im kinda puzzled and depressed over it.i cant find anyone suitable to confide in...its just that somethings just dont seem right...im really wondering whats going on...am i just paranoid or what?but these things happening are quite obvious changes ...i feeling rather upset....but i guess no one would ever understand that feeling.forget it.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:44 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
WOOTS!!!No tests for all band members from now till competition.i dont know if this is good or not..but it should be good...at least we have one less thing to worry about...right?well this came as a surprise to me...and i guess many others.=)yeah...the tension's all gone!!yipee!!!all back to normal.=)lalala~~what else...oh yesterday had literacture test....then today have maths test...hope i can get As...I NEED TO.
counting down.12 more days.
lalala...lol...jeremy asked me a rather wierd question today...obviously that isnt real duh.he's getting paranoid nowadays...tsktsk.haha.Yc,also...i find that he's not that innocent anymore....after he changed his specs...wierd eh?hrms...its already the 4th month...in a twinkling of an eye...so fast!!! im really so gonna miss my class next year...why cant we stay in the same class for four years?then we'll all be ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY...yippees =)
yes!congrats to me.im very sure its all over.yep.good.might as well.its history.(january2006-march2006) hahas.whatever.bleahz.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:36 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
i hope everything goes back to normal.everything.everyone.its better that way seriously.i pray that this tension between everyone will be resolved.sigh....why did i have to end up this way?
today wasnt a fantastic day definitely....especially in the later half of the day?sigh...sad faces....puzzled faces...lets start off from this morning.i dont noe what got into me...i could not seem to push myself further...i felt very tired...i wanted to cry...it was near lunch time so yes...while practising in that position...my eyes became watery...but i still managed to hold back the tears...so in a nutshell i didnt cry.after that...this senior came to ask me a question ...took a rather long time to reply...had to take a deep breath before i could reply...but my reply was also in a rather shaky voice.later part of the day...haha wasnt that upset anymore...cause' all my seniors around me very funny...joke around...make me laugh...mood improved tremendously...yupp so i was happy=)then later on...sigh...shant elaborate.=x
my shoulder hurts terribly now.its aching...sigh i think im physically tired and mentally too...now.but 14 more days to competition..not the time to give up now....jia you!! endure endure endure!!!im sure i'll be able to make it and everyone will be able too...JIAYOU!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:07 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
sigh...what.today?nothing much.i dont wanna elaborate,i cant seem to find anything interesting.im just very tired.sec2s parents night.well.so far no really bad comments from the teachers..just that i have to buck up on my literature english maths and higher chinese.haha...woots!got a c5 for the ca(consists of daily works such as spelling compositions ...)haha...you know why...I FAILED MY SPELLING!!!!44/100.how cool is that.im cant seem to pass'tingxie'...haha whatever!!!my chinese wasnt meant to be fantastic anyway...i have always been around this range except for this year's 1st common test..got a b3....woohooo!!!!!!
today felt extremly tired.i yawned many times.so far 2 peeps commented that i looked very tired in these 2 days...yes i am..I AM!!!!!you bet i am.
tata...i wondering off to dreamland...ssshhh.....good nite!sweet dreams!
It was me and you against the world @ 11:11 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
sigh.yesterday.very busy.last minute work never works.well.ok so i had tuition after school.afterwhich...i had my jian bao to do,my zuo ye and i had to study for my science which i was suppose to on monday but never did.i started doing my zuo ye....then my jianbao...by the end of it it was already 10.15pm.my eyelids were getting heavier by minute.i sat on the bed...telling myself,'ok its time to study' but guess what...my power nap which supposedly supposed to last only for 5 minutes...lasted till early morning.haha.by the time i woke up it was already 2+am.i was like....shit.argh!!i havent studied!whatever....so i set my alarm to 4.30 am in the morning...to wake up and study!!guess i was too nervous and anxious...i woke up at 4am instead.=p.im so tired now.but with many experiences...P.S i do this everytime when there are major exams...so no big deal...but its really tiring...surprisingly i was feeling rather energetic in school.blahs.got our mid year schedule.not much time left to study.have to start now.i want to do as well as last year.possible?hrmms....hope so!
16 more days.CAN I STOP BEING SO BLUR!!!???even i am getting frustrated with myself.blahs.but i have less wrong legs.yeah!!!but i think i still suck.BLAHS.boohoo...my knee's blue-blacked..ouch!pain...nevermind...ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!! =)
It was me and you against the world @ 8:02 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
hmm.today's so-so.rained like cats and dogs in the afternoon.had remedial from 2-2.35pm.afterwhich went to eat a quick lunch.then fall in.went to studio.listened to some important announcements.sigh.god,please guide me through the next few weeks,i need the strength to cope with all these,also,bless everyone with good health and the strength too.everyone,jiayou.18 more days.so practices are going to be almost everyday from this week onwards.hectic.many tests coming up....i haven't revise.gosh.im so going to be dead beat for the next few weeks,not only myself,but i believe everyone,but i'll be able to see my endurance level,i'll see if i can push it to greater heights.i just hope my parents can be more understanding during this period of time,not that they are not,they are,but i need them to be more understanding=)i predict its going to be a roller coaster ride for the next few days/weeks,but no worries! i think i'll be able to cope,yeah=) I CAN AND I WILL.my motivational phrase.=)
-cry if you must,it will make you feel better =)
It was me and you against the world @ 7:51 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
argh.where should i start off...hmms ok lets see...lets start off from the early morning of today.so the song went on...went down....duh.haha argh...so happy!ok not SO happy but happy...pleasant surprise!!but...did something really dumb.sheesh.nevermind.not on purpose.so was walking to the assembly plaza when tiff realised she dropped her wallet somewhere...so ran back up to class...found it then went down again.gosh i was feeling so warm by then.then yadidadida....Ft admin...maths....pe....recess....music....english.oh english was rather okay today.had some drama performance in class.the other groups who performed were rather cute in their acting...haha..laughed abit....then it was dnt.....haha me an YG was talking throughout the whole theory lesson...YC told me he slept...haha.what do you expect...its theory!!what more its DNT THEORY.what does that spell out?BOREDOM.yep.after Dnt was literature...teacher did not come...so it was a free period.basically laughed a lot.who to blame?AMIRA!! i dont know ....you might think i'm not in the right state of mind...but when i look at amira...i cant help but laugh.she's very funny...gosh.right...then made fun of audy....think she's angry...oh-o.i have to comment audy's aiming skill IS REAL GOOD.diao.probably might get some marksmanship in some shooting course.RIGHT.
i think i'm ALMOST CONFIDENT that i got over it.tiff,see this?just give me a few more days.i try to get over it fully by this week.lalala~~a sense of acomplishment.=)
almost history to me.=)yeah!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:43 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
you've been so secretive this year,i think i dont know you anymore.what are you thinking about,what's up your sleeves,i dont know now.why are you like that?you're a changed person.so different.so very different.what are your motives?just what are they...?
20 more days.less then 3 weeks.omg.yesterday....sigh...wasnt a really fantastic day.anyway at night...went out for dinner to celebrate my grandfather's advanced birthday.was so tired....dad said i looked like a lobster(due to my red face-sunburn)....my uncles and aunty said i look so tann now....well...at the end when when it was time to go home...i was elated...my older cousin said i definitely look tired and should go back and have a good rest.haha.yeah right.i went home...i took a bath....switched on the aircon....and i was off to dreamland.haha.yeps.what else?theres nothing more to elaborate.i don't like you being this way.in fact i hate it.what's making these changes?can we go back to what we were like before?i really preferred it to be that way.
It was me and you against the world @ 5:15 PM
