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Bao
Another darlinnnnnnnnngg. Thanks for the motivating smses (: Love ya! Should meet up more often! Don't stress yourself too much (:

Okay. I will continue this post when I get home or something. One year passed so fast. Sigh, I really don't know how to feel about this whole entire year actually but, whatever! Letting go is fearless!

364 days since then.

How this year kinda zoomed past yet not really at the same time. The first half of the year was like super slow for me. The next half was fast. I can't believe we're into the second last day of the year. 2009 kinda suck big time( I think suck would be an understatement actually) , hopefully 2010 will be better.

I'm suppose to like, give an overall sum up of this freaking year but uhhh....quite lazy eh. Well, all I would say is, so many unhappy stuffs happened this year and I'm so glad I survived them all. Of course, I couldn't have done all these by myself. My close friends kept me from falling apart. So many times I found myself so sad, so frustrated and so lost. For those who did care, thank you (: For every sms, for concerning, for each and every advice, for lending me a listening ear, for taking in my rants and just by being there for me...I really love you guys a lot! Sincerely, honestly! Like unexpected people would sms me randomly to ask if I was doing okay and I would be in the midst of lessons, smiling. Each and every small gesture from everyone kinda brightened up each day and yeah, glad to have such great friends!

Now for some special dedications for the people who were the ones that toally kept me going this year. The ones who were mostly always there when I needed them. I really need/should/ must thank them. Not in any particular order of course,

Fiona Chia
This woman was like some personal counsellor of mine. I think I gave her hell this year, my bad. :( In the beginning of the year, I was like exceptionally moody ttm. Well new school, new environment,problems here and there...I really couldn't cope. Even throughout the year, I kinda lost my motivation to do anything at all, so she had to keep pushing me, pushing me to do my work, to study, to adjust to the new environment, enlighten me, advice me, nag at me, whatever ah, you name it I think she did it. Thank you Darling (: You've got super uber good patience I must say. Sometimes you know, we're both stubborn. As a result, sometimes...I refuse to listen to her. You know, it's just like sometimes the words you really need to hear from someone aren't the words you wanna actually hear? But I know she meant well. (:


Annie
My evil twin, what will I do without her? (: Again, this year I think she heard a lot of rants from me. My bad! She's another motivator of mine, heh. Thank you twin for being there for me whenever I neeeeeeeeded you! Oh she's also like some crapping partner of mine, zzz always trick me and kajiao me now and then. Thanks ah! Everyone loves Sheldon! (:


Tiffany
Heh, actually I kinda wrote her a letter already but oh well! Let's do it again! I think I've put this girl through a lot as well. Sigh, once again...my bad! I gave her like one of the suckiest and longest job but then...no pay. HAHAH. Anyway, thanks girl for every single thing. Without you in the beginning, I would probably have died by now, seriously. Also, sorry to have made you gone through everything. Must have been hard on you to keep so many things to yourself as well. Oh and for trying to enlighten me early this month over certain stuff, it helped.


Xiaojia
Awesome bitch. Everytime tempt me to pon my afternoon lesson to go meet her, lol! -.- But being sucha good girl, I didn't! Bleahhhhh. Okay, this awesome bitch here...pretty awesome lah. She introduced me to KOI and got me hooked -.- Ah, that's not the main point luh. Things will get better in time, darling! Press on. Her most retarded and infectious laughter seriously, can cheer one up sometimes(:

Cong
Another aweeeesome bitch! Thanks for everything! (: I don't have to say much cause I already told you what I needed to tell you personally! Damn funny, I jokingly asked him once recently, " eh, what if one day I fall for you?" You know what's his reply?HAHAHHA, he said, " Don't scare me leh...." Wtshit! Basket! But nah, this awesome bitch is like a brother to me. He's also one of the most sensible and retarded guy I've ever met. *thumbs up* Heheh, eh JY okay in time to come *wink* I'm gonna support you allllll the way!

Soon
Funny guy. This year I'm quite happy. You know why? Before this year, I seriously have no idea how to communicate properly with Soon. Each time I say something last year, he would end up having a conclusion that I have some problem with him, which will then leave me speechless. Haha. Of course I know he was more of joking. Then this year, since we came into this school,hahah...he told me, " eh, i no longer have problem with you already, now I have problem with Fiona." LOL then Fiona would be like whining " EH, WALAO SOON. LIKE THAT LA. QUEKKKK~~~ SOON GOT PROBLEM WITH ME~~~~" It's funny, cause both of them are classmates. -.- & sometimes he would also try to offer help and advice when he knows I'm troubled. OH, but I can't stand it when he keeps giving me that sinister smile of his every Wednesday while we have breakfast in school. I totally cannot eat in peace can? There was one time I started chasing him around in school. The 5 of us were like walking out, near the side gate, Geng stopped to talk to some person, so we waited and I was looking like around, aimlessly...and here he came... ( roughly)

S:Quek, you okay?"
Me:Huh?Yah???Why you so random?
*Soon darts his eyes to a guy he thought I was looking at and that guy was talking to a female friend right about then*
Me: Wth?! I'm not looking at him?! I'm like, looking around randomly la!
S: It's okay la, I understand...
Me: Wth!?
S: I know...don't be sad ah... * insert sinister smile*
Me: Funny ah!?
S: Yah! *Laughs*

Both Soon and geng actually, they both like to kajiao me over certain stuffs -.- I've learnt how to tackle them already. HAHA (:

Geng
Yah, another one who always kajiao me. But but but, beginning of the year....he was very nice! Every night, like his darling, he was also some kinda counsellor of mine. Really helped me to pull through the days in January.


Heh, the homies in my school, really thankful that they're there! Like how lucky I am to get half the homies' population in the same school (:

Okay, for today...these are the people I'm gonna mention. There'll be more tomorrow!

Yesterday's schedule was packed ttm but nevertheless, some parts of the day still made everything worth it.



Love them ttm (:

Woo! It's been another long long day.

Tennis today! HAHA, almost died -.- Or rather Rachel and I were the ones that almost died. The outcome of...not playing for quite some time I suppose? One hour of tennis felt like 3 hours today, HAHAHA. Got paired up with Phang to rally against Kangwei and Tiffany. While the two of them are like pretty energetic, over at our side we were super lethargic, oh I was super sleepy too!

Jokingly, we were instructed to do this the next time round,
"Before I come, I think Rachel must run 5 rounds, Cheryl must run 4 rounds , Tiffany and Kangwei run 3 rounds can already." =X

Okay, anyway I'm REQUESTED to do this on my blog for this woman ( above). HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL PHANG! As you turn 17 on this day, some of us are going to turn 18 soon, rar. & like Tiffany said, your birthday reminds us that school is also reopening soon. HAHA.Today we seriously found every chance we could to just sit down. No wonder we got so many disapproving nods. =X

It started to drizzle a bit and we borrowed an umbrella from Tiffany to share. Obviously I didn't want to carry the umbrella back with me so I asked KW to bring it home but he didn't want to either.(I'm lazy! I ain't afraid to admit, heh! ) So....whee, use my most favourite method that I used to use on Jermaine during the band days...it still works! (:

(This was roughly how our lame convo was like)

Me: Eh you bring back the umbrella, I don't wanna take la...
Kw: I also don't want
Me: You guy not!? If you are, you must take =D
Kw: Walao eh...then you girl not? Girl must take!
Me: No, I'm not a girl (:
Kw: ....
- YEAH, I WIN (: End of Convo-

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As of today I suppose, I will start posing up pictures of the most awesome people in my life. This year has been exceptionally hard, some may know why exactly, many would not. But yah, without these people, I would definitely not have made it till today. Today, I shall start with some of my current classmates (:

Muahahah. He cannot smile properly because ...awwwww...someone just had tooth extraction :(I think we quarel for fun many a times. Like that time when I just got my school bag, he spent like practically the whole say 'shooting' me . " Your yingdebunena bag..." and then he rattles on. This guy is like some daoster also. So many girls in class were so scared of him and I was quite amazed...because he doesn't scare me at all. LOL! Right Russell!? I think I'm like one of the few in class who dares to just 'shoot' him back.

" Wa, I can't believe you dare to say that to Russell"
" Huh , why not? Just say la! You so scared of him for what"

HAHA. But but...he's a good friend lah (: Thanks for helping me " shoot" that weirdo before school closed. Oh just like YingCong, Russell singing also CMI. I still remember, there was once his darling was presenting her work and he was singing ' Waking up in Vegas' behind me, what the heck! So distracting! =X

This woman is like, one of the few that can make me laugh till I wanna die this year. Do you know how I've got my first impression of her? It was one of the first dew days at school. Was sitting next to Russell and David in class, followed by a few other female classmates, we were all sitting in one straight row. This was when Russ and David asked me to turn to my right, to look at her...cause they said she looked like someone we knew. I turned and ..." Omg, she really looks like....." HAHA. From then on, she kinda got harassed by us. We kept giving her new nicknames every now and then. Love her ttm! (:I've never come across a person with the same chinese name as me in my entire life. It's such a coincidence that this woman has it and I don't know whether to say I'm lucky or not, haha! (:

Yiqi + Pascalle/ Wife/ _ _ _ _/ Chimpanzee/ Gorilla/ Yati

Beatrice and Rachel Lim M Y. Beatrice is like...on the outside, she looks kinda gentle and stuff but haha, if you know her well enough ... you don't wanna mess with her. Awww, she's my darling. Love her ttm too (: Learnt some phrases from her that I've never heard of before.

"So how now brown cow?"
" What?? You call me a cow?!Why?!"
" Huh, you never heard of this phrase before meh"
"Err, no?"

Rachel Lim M Y on the other hand. Hmm. One of the most friendliest person I've ever met before I think. She's those kind like when you first meet her, she'll go

*Sticks how hand for handshake*

" HII~ MY NAME IS RACHEL, WHAT'S YOURS? * INSERT BIG SMILEY FACE HERE*"

She's retarded to the max also. Sigh but can't say here lah. Class secret(: She just likes BRIGHT AND SUNNY STUFFS. (: Inside joke. Oh and she was the one who smsed me to come back quickly from the toilet when I was just trying to tie up my hair, I don't know...she made me sound like I was on some suicidal mode at that time? Ha, so adorable.

Uhuh! Another darling of mine. Sandra Bangs. Thanks to her and her loud, high-pitched voice...I bet the whole world knows how she addresses me. " STUPID DUCKKK~" This girl... it's almost impossible to make her flare up at you. She's like, some happy-go-lucky small little girl...forever cheerful and it's been really enjoyable having her around (:

Daphne & Bangs (:

So yeah, these people made school kinda more bearable to go to each day. Of course, my other classmates do too. I didn't put up all photos.

s12 wasn't a class I expected to be in but nevertheless, the close friends I've made there are all so awesome and I don't think I'll ever forget them (: YEP.

OKAY. TIRED NOW. BYE.

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Hopefully I don't fall sick or get a fever or whatever after today, or rather yesterday. But I feel weird right now already. Shitttttttttttt.

BBQ went great! Haven't seen my group mates in a long long while! Sadly didn't take any photos! :( The 13 year old Cheryl was like, super high. As usual. She told me something damn cheesy, made my hair kinda stand. Firstly because it was quite wrong when it's coming from a girl.

Her: I have something to tell you,it's two words.
Me: What? Say la.
Her: *Whispers into my ear* I love you
Me: Huh, but that's three words?!
Her: Yah, but because You and I are one....so...
Me: EEEEYERRR. Wth!? You're giving me goosebumps can?!
Her: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA -.-

She's super high, I cannot tahan. 17 year old compete with 13 year old, cannot lah. I don't have that much energy. Maybe la, when I was at her age I was as high as her. This totally reminds me of our secondary one days. Tiffany's always like damn x 10 high, she will always shriek when she's damn happy. Zomg. Those 'LALA' + 'DADA" days. Hehe, our secret. (: But those were also the days we fought the most. Looking back at those days now, I totally cannot remember why we fought -.- Life then was seriously like, one of the best. So simple, so pure, so retarded but yet adorable. HAHAH! I think I've currently got the 13 year old Cheryl zi-high syndrome. No wonder they always say older people must mix with the younger ones to keep their minds active.... T.T But wtheck, I'm only 17...haha!

Spent the night away at the rooftop eating and listening to Samuel & Co crap. Jokers ttm. Totally lifted my mood (:


I don't know why but I just feel like saying, I LOVE ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS (: & I'M SO THANKFUL HAVING THEM BY MY SIDE. A post about these awesome people should be coming up one of these days! Goodnight!

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FIRSTLY,MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!(:

My feet were almost on the verge of 'dying' yesterday and my twin was like, gloating over the fact she managed to change out of her initial pair of footwear to a more comfortable one she just bought. As we continued to walk and while I was in pain, she was singing " I'm walking on sunshine~~",basket!

Since we both decided in the end not to go for any carolling sessions and considering the fact that my legs were going to give way very soon after walking so much,we sat by the river to lepak and rest my weary feet. I must say, it was super relaxing somehow.

SOOOOOOO TIRED. I could just fall asleep right now I think. It's been a looooong day. The cat cute right? Ha.