Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Well look who's talking,listing all her own criterias on how to be a good friend when she herself is not fulfilling her own criterias.hell no will I feel guilty for my actions in that conversation…and no I’m not pmsing and throwing my tantrums..i didn’t go offline because I was pissed..i got disconnected...you might say “ya right…”but im telling the truth.believe it or not.i don’t think I am going overboard or anything...ask anyone...with a different cca…from a different school…anyone would say its boring!ya so say whatever you want…hell I do not give a damn.as a friend you don’t even care about you own friend’s feeling...you just think about your own personal pleasure. Yeah so go find some of those cliques of yours...who are as equally crazy as you are…who will be interested in THAT TOPIC...
oh ya sure…I have more things to converse with anyone else…because they don’t just talk about one topic…they talk about others too …and they do not necessarily have to be my friends.you might say..”ungrateful B**ch” but should I feel guilty?i don’t think so…cause…I actually feel that I listen to more of your problems than you listen to mine…am I wrong to say that?So THANK YOU for also BEING THAT “wonderful”friend who “understands” me…who hates me when I was straightforward…who thinks im against her just because im was not the “wonderful”friend who would stay there and faithfully listen to the same old topic…
whatever…can’t help it..can’t be bothered.so much for a friend who understands me.and you're not the only one pissed.
It was me and you against the world @ 5:26 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Somehow i cant seem to find the motivation to study this year....why?till now...im fairing rather badly in school....and i dont like that feeling.my science...its unexpectably bad(the 2 quizes).i use to be able to motivate myself to wake up early in the morning to revise for a test...but now...its like.."argh...whatever....just go back to sleep"thats me now.how sad.i wonder what got into me last year?is it just me...or is the work we do in sec1 is completely different and more difficult in sec2?i dont know.i really have to get that motivation back.i need that desperately back...in order to do well this year.my aim:double science class.im feeling rather stressed up now....and its only the beginning of the year
Well on a lighter note....just wanna wish everyone a very happy new year!all the best in whatever you do.
It was me and you against the world @ 12:17 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Yo....sighs.today wasnt THAT stressful afterall...phew..i was really quite stressed up....but i think i rather enjoyed the day.....well i seriously have to buck up...i know words mean nothing....actions matter most.well..i got back my science quiz..and sad to say...both quiz and requiz suck to the core.i admit...i didnt put much effort i guess into revision.....well....and i had my maths test....what will be the outcome?i dont know?hope its something rather pleasant.....but im not holding very high hopes.waa....stress......im feeling so tensed...so unlike me in secondary1....
After band....went to my grandma's hse for awhile...went there to deliver oranges that my mum bought for my grandma....saw my uncle....right....nothing much...just that he asked me if i had a boyfriend....I WAS LIKE...HUH???!!!NO.DUH.then i was walking around.....waiting for my mum to be done with whatever she's doing and then my uncle made another remark...he asked if i was waiting for my boyfriend's call or something...HELLO???DOES"NT HE UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAID EARLIER.ARGH.WHATEVER.haha.....lots of people said i slimmed down alot...which i dont really think so...maybe....abit.whatever.at least its a compliment...=)Anyway....it's back!!I think.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:32 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
Unlucky day ,bad day...a day that sucked.yeps.yesterday sucked so badly.well.....i was made to copy a composition for not bringing my chinese newspaper...guess who did it ...guess who did it!!!obvious right?Ms Lim.blahs.whatever.ok so sorry i forgot to bring ok...cause i was so busy the day before which was my bdae and i didnt even have time time celebrate it nicely BECAUSE OF ALL THOSE HOMWORK.DARN.so i was very tired when i came back on wednesday....i decided to sleep early...and planned to wake up at 4....right.i woke up at 5.30.how great was that.I had to rush though all my homework.yes.so in the midst of rushing...i forgot all about the bloody newspaper.sheesh.so i came to school....i got pissed.real pissed.as i was so tired and i just have to face all this kinda things.right.Ok later in band...i faired badly during the test....needless to say i felt terribly guilty....yup.....so lets hope tomorrow will be A MUCH BETTER DAY FOR ME.this is the worst day of the year.IT IS.i want nothing more horrible then this day to ever happen again.it sucks.and those bites are pissing me off.yes.its looks downright horrible looking.jusy like tiffany said...it looked like i had some kind of infection..oh and one of them just had to pop....theres gonna be scars....NO!!!!!argh its itchy!i want to scratch but i shall tolerate for the sake of nice beautiful scar-less legs.blahs.went to see a docor nevertheless...my mum and dad's idea...think they could not stand the sight of it too..the doc gave me some medicine to eat and some stronger cream to apply on my legs...i feel much better...at least better then the first and second night after tuesday!those 2 nights were horribly unbearable.i couldnt sleep..so darn itchy!!!!darn those flies.why dont they just die.freaky.ok shall stop here....i know its a long post...but ya....oh wells.
It was me and you against the world @ 11:45 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
yeah in another 4 hrs or so...im going to be 14!!!!one year older one year wiser?HOPE SO!yups...tomorrow shall be a great day i believe!although theres alot of homework!argh.it dampens one's mood.blahs.well...to those who's reading my blog and realise its my bdae..writing me a testmonial is enough for me!!yups.i'll be happy.and to those who really does that...THANK YOU SO MUCH.
well...i feel so old....*cries*nevermind!its no good crying on my bdae right...so i shall SMILE!!=) yeah!hope this would be an enjoyable year for me...with great rewards at the end of the year yeahs?yeah?YEAH!tralalalalalala~~~~.....
what i want for bdae?
1)testimonials.
2)to be happy
3)*************(something,anonymous,mysterious...hahha.SHEESH.)
It was me and you against the world @ 8:04 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
today's f-ed up.idiotic day.what's your freaking problem huh?!is it my fault that im doing my homework??!!if it is..SAY IT!then the BETTER IT IS FOR ME!I CAN FREAKINGLY SIT BACK AND RELAX!im pissed.PISSED OFF.dont test my patience,ALRIGHT!?im trying not to say anything to harsh here okay...just dont push me..DONT.
It was me and you against the world @ 7:06 PM
Woo...i've not been blogging for quite some time...rather busy lately...and its going to continue.well...nothing much actually...for the week..yesterday had band as usual..IM IN!yes! i've gotta work harder to prove im worthy for that position..yups!well..yesterday...i came back with a face so bloody red!sunburn!It still hurts,but the redness went down quite a bit,oh my arms too.But my nose is still as red...and my aunt is currently mocking at me!!grrrs.it was eeeky to do drills in the mud...but quite fun sometimes..yeah im crazy!blabla... yupps...i think thats currently all for the week...i wanted to sleep longer for ITS A SUNDAY!but...i have to find my tuition homework to do...and sadly i cant seem to freakinly find it..ARGH!ok ..so off i go....
It was me and you against the world @ 9:15 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
Argh..tiring day.....DnT was boring!!!!!haha.hmmss....i didnt know there were so many january babies in 2B...one of them is me!!!!!yipeee!!!buy me a present!!! ; )lol.well...i just realised....my whole week is occupied with at least something...from monday to sunday.i wannna cry....actually no....sure i'll be under stress....Lots n LOTS of it....well....i'll have to bear with it.i believe i can do it...but of cause there'll be times where i cant take it anymore...but!argh..lets not talk about it.OK...heres my schedulMonday: tuition
tuesday:band
wednesday:tuition
thursday;band
friday:tuition
saturday:band
sunday:tuition
well as you can see..its either band or tuition.argh.i have to plan my time well...I WANNA DO WELL FOR THIS YEAR!!!my aim:A1 in geography,science,history.A2 in literacture,maths.B3 in english and higher chinese.as for others..like art...Dnt...etc. an A of cause....!!!! i want to achieve these marks.I CAN AND I WILL.
well....what else...hms...hope didnt misunderstand... =)
It was me and you against the world @ 7:47 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Just how hopeless can one get?argh forget it....idiot....Okay...today had band....first practise of the year!!!so fast!!!!but nvm...it was okay...we wore our new band tee...haha!and got another new band tee today!yuppss....today..nothing much...haha ...fire drill exercise in the morning...so weird....anyway...we took 8 Mins+..thats like so long...LOL.whatever.my back and shoulder's aching...thanks to all those books in my bag!AW.lalalalala~~~~nothing much to blog.thats all.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:13 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
yeah...the first day of school was fine.get to know who's gonna teach us....well....pretty okay i guess...our form teacher was nice...seems friendly..nice meeting all my friends again...except for 1 exception..but who cares...Woo..the new commitee is great!indah's our chairperson and jeremy's our vice chairperson...good choices...i believe we're in good hands..well...the class has good taste!
ok today tiffany was rather blur...dropping her wallet without realising...right...and we had to go to the auditorium with the sec threes inside to find...at least she found her wallet...ha!missing her wallet on the first day of school...nice way to start the new year!haha.yeahs...today nothing much...more of briefing rather than studying...yupps...official lessons starts tomorrow.right.I dont want!!!but whatever.eeee....chinese....sobx.better bring everything or else....Bear The Consequences!!!!CHAO ZUO WEN!!lols.i think.at least that was what my brother and his friend told me.whatever.....this year ...should be great!but have to work double hard because schedule's gonna be so hectic!but...with good time management it should be okay!but wait...i dont have a good sense of time management...HOW?arghs.nevermind...ok shall stop here....
It was me and you against the world @ 7:04 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Argh ..back from chalet..it was FUN!AWESOME!yeah yeah....well...the barbeque was nice....took lots of photos yesterday..some rather lame....rather dao...rather spastic...you name it.well...bowling was fun!the professional bowlers of 6 charity...some gifted in playing...some....uhm not.haha,whatever!kian han....well i wonder if it was just dumb luck or what....well even though its his first time playing....he got second...what de???? anyway elenna..haha no comments.yupp...only karmen elenna and aloysia stayed over...we played donkey...i got it twice....blahs...oh we slept at 3am...hahaha cool or what?sorry karmen for leaving you to freeze while we were warm..sorry when we were all comfy and you were struggling to stay on the bed..HAHA.yupps...great day indeed...we had to run back from the bowling alley to the chalet when it was 11.57pm....well we were just in time for the countdown....we couldnt switch on the tv...you know why??Its because we took the wrong remote control.toot.haha... oh yah...before that..way before....kian han and zhijie were busy playing bomb bags in the chalet...well zhijie was rather comical....i think it was his first time playing with it or something?haha...kianhan asked a dumb question...he asked if he could try to throw the bombag into the toilet bowl.....duh no!haha.yepps...it was fun...oh yah....but i missed the fun after countdown...blahs!!!!no fair!!but nvm.....blahs blahs....happy new year people!though 1 day late...JUST ACCEPT IT.haha...im tired....yawn but i have homework to do....that sucks. school's reopening tomorrow....argh!!!im not looking forward to it....wierd though...karmen says nobody does...but oh well....shall meet my friends again tomorrow...at least..that is one good thing...right?oh whatever.
It was me and you against the world @ 3:08 PM
