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Yesterday while shopping around, we came across a mug with pretty cool captions. It went something like, " The term 'latte' is french for, you're paying too much for a cup of coffee" Should buy that for Beat's birthday present next year(: She's hooked onto starbucks, tsk tsk.

You know how people always say, they wish they had a time machine that will bring them back in time, so that they could perhaps, change a thing or two and make things right again? How about a change. If only I had a fast-forward time machine at the very beginning,that will bring me through time and space, to allow me to have seen the outcome and consequences, & also to let me know whether everything would be all worth it at the end of the day,maybe then...certain things could have been different now.

Side track: Fiona has bribed me to say that she's the nicest younger sister ever. So yeah. She's the nicest sister ever.Just that i'm nicer. =X Okay ... honestly speaking, she's very nice la okay. This year she's like some kinda personal counsellor of mine, trying to talk some sense into me practically everyday. Takes a lot of patience to do so (: Why? Because sometimes we're both equally stubborn,we don't want to listen to each other, right huihoon? But it's okay I guess, since siblings are meant to irritate the hell out of each other. HAHAHA (: Love ya darling!Muacks. Goodnight!

Walked about Marina the whole of yesterday's afternoon. Bangs couldn't come sadly. So much time to kill now that the holidays are here.

Haven't touched tennis in awhile now. Need to get back to it. Haven't gone roller-blading in a long long time too, I think the last time I bladed was last year, around this time too! How time flies... hmm...


Heh, some of us have some stuffs to settle. I really wish, everything would go on smoothly. Somehow we're just gonna have to make it work.

Some stuffs, try as hard as you may...it's still quite tough to forget. Think so? Christmas is coming. Suppose to be a happy season, but somehow...I don't know, there's this sad ambience that lingers. Maybe it's the weather or maybe it's just me.

Sigh.

wish i could say the words i used to say to...

Money woes.
I'm broke and the holidays are here, great! -.-I think I need to go for more carolling sessions to earn money, lol! That's kinda sad huh. Heh, heard this busker singing this christmas carol this afternoon and found it so familiar, then I figured out..." Oh, I sung that song during Choir prac yesterday" -.-

Today, we were talking about the possibility of seeing a rainbow since it was raining and yet the sun was still out. Guess what! I looked out of the window just about then and tadah! * RAINBOW* (: Haven't seen one for quite some time. This year, somehow I just love seeing rainbows, I guess it's because of the ' Rainbow Theory' the homies gave me.

I still remember, that very day somewhere in the beginning of the year, when Soon tried to cheer me up by saying this,

" Quek...there'll always be a rainbow after a storm....." Sounds good (: I guess yea, somehow somewhat, no matter how stupid, how saddening, how disappointing, how frustrating the situation could be at times, there's bound to be a solution to it, there's bound to be something good perhaps,you'll gain from it. You've just got to somehow believe...pyscho yourself. Hahah! I wanna become a pyschologist next time!

"but...the rainbow will last very very short!" he continued. I totally laughed at this one when I heard it, I wonder if it's suppose to be an encouragement or was it meant to burst my bubble of thinking things will eventually turn out fine. But yea, reality sucks and it's true. No rainbow lasts forever, life's never a bed of roses. 2009, not a year for me. Won't elaborate.

This year kinda went past in a blink of an eye, surprisingly.
Got lots and lots of homework to do, so guess it ain't gonna be that much of a holiday anymore. Everyone's going to Australia also, gah! Jealous! Want to go there for the longest time to chillax and just to get my mind off many stuffs, sigh.

Okay! Time to sleep



Coincidence.

It was pretty crazy in the morning. Got kinda pissed off after it as well. Not gonna mention the reason. Yeah, but cooled down pretty fast too after hearing Brandon and the others crapping and seeing how Soon and Co tried to climb pillars. Quite funny. Those jokers! Can't believe we actually managed to stay entertained like for four hours in school.

2 more days.

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse (curse)
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Always sitting in reverse
it's just like we're going backwards

I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but lets go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash nooo

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quiting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more


Last week of school, it's so gonna be awesome (:
Really really awesome.

It's been raining for days & the internet connection kinda suck.
The auditorium aircon was like freezing for the past few days, which made lectures pretty unbearable to sit in at times.


Oh mann...and tomorrow,here we go again.

It's not enough to say,

Uhhh...so tired.

& so yea, I couldn't sleep the night before -.- I really should try to avoid such movies next time, don't wanna go through another night of agony of being paranoid , haha. I woke up so many times and once, I seriously got a freaking shock. Why? Well, there was one time I woke up and Max's face was directly next to my bed and he was looking at me -.- I almost sprung out of bed!

After lectures yesterday, went bowling with Fiona,Geng, Soon,Jerv,Audrey,Bon+ friends. It's been quite awhile I've realised, since the last time the 5 homies actually hung out together after school. Blame it on PW and all our different timetables I guess. First we were all playing picture hunt ...with the pictures being somewhat quite "interesting". Soon's favourite!=X

Rain, rain go away!
The rainy weather makes everything seem so gloomy.




Maybe we're afraid of words we hadn't said

Okay, don't ever ever, bring me to a movie which has a plot that has someone filming the whole show through a freaking shaky video camera or has lots of stuffs moving around or someone jumping around like nobody's business. I seriously cannot take it -.- I think it's worse than watching a horror or gore movie.


Just got back from watching Paranomal Activity. I hid behind my jacket for like 3/4's of the whole movie. Not because it was scary, okay...well IT WAS scary but that's not the point. We were only into the movie for like 20 minutes or so and I already felt giddy and nauseous. Was kinda tempted to leave the theatre halfway but decided not to. So I tried covering my whole face behind the jacket and blasting my MP3. Haha! Eventually I gave up after 5 minutes and continued to TRY to watch the movie. Still failed -.-

Came out of the theatre feeling pretty stoned, very giddy and super nauseous. Had to go to the extent of buying medicated oil and sweets to spam. -.-Haha, it's like what Jess said, " EPIC". Felt pretty freaked out initially, when we handed our tickets to the usherer at the main entrance, we handed him two tickets and then he was like, " Why two tickets only when there's three of you?" Plus he gave that kinda sinister look.Turns out he was just kidding -.- Oh well, we wanted to watch 2012 but the tickets were unfortunately all sold out and hence...no choice but to watch P.A


I hope I can sleep tonight, sigh.

Used to say, " ........................"
;(

BAKING!

It's been such a day.



1) Couldn't fall asleep till 2.30am.

2) Missed my alarm but thankfully I had wake up call (:

3)Heart skipped a beat when my group mate called me while I was on the way to say we forgot to bring something for OP

4)Super nervous

5)Got an okay question for Q and A

6)Yati made me laugh till my stomache kinda hurt while we were heading for lunch

7)Crapped around with classmates over lunch while celebrating the end of PW

8)Almost fell asleep at the same time as well, was too tired

9)Went to meet the other two to get our stuffs

10)Baked and kinda failed

11)Baked and succeeded

12)They made me camwhore

13)Talked

14) & now, to sleep.



Goodnight.

PW!

& this also became like the official PW beverage of the year...for my group that is. Drink until quite scared already, haha.

Haha,so yeah. All the best groups 093,094, 095 (: ,096 and 097 for tomorrow!

Today's one my dearest and bitchiest friend's birthday.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONG ! THIS YEAR I DIDN'T WISH YOU ON THE WRONG DATE (:




Not that I didn't remember his birthday date correctly last year, just that I lost track of time then, so I gave him his present one day earlier -.- Blame the exam stress.





Okay, I'm so darn tired but oh I've got my OP script to memorise! Argh!

So sad, so many people are already done with their OP. Anyway, good luck Geng, Soon, Annie and HuiHoon for OP tomorrow (:


Just ONE more day, ONE more day before we can say bye bye to PW. While we were editing the slide, the one with our group photo, the one whereby we had to crop our group leader's face in so she would look glammer, oh wtshit. The three of us editing laughed like crazy! Haven't laughed this hard in a loooong time. It was so funny when we tried to look at the slide show. Oh well, it's a good thing I think I've got one of the best PW groups in class. Like,they were all pretty much my good friends. So far, we haven't had any quarrels. When one slacks, the others slack together (: We slack as a group! When one works, the others do too. It has defnitely been a loooooooooong journey. I hope we all do well.







Don't you think it's worth the chance?

It's quite freaky actually. You know, each and everytime we eat at this certain place, either the waitor or the waitress would break something, like the plates or the cups. Not once, not twice, not thrice but 4 times already!

Today we were like, " Okay, let's see what they're going to break today"
It's like, everytime WE appear, they break something.

So things went on pretty well throughout our lunch there. I thought, okay...today's somewhat good it seems. Then when we were just about to leave, the waitress who was trying to clear our table broke a cup. It's like pure coincidence yet not really. Think so?

Rar.


far away for far too long

Yesterday pretty much went past in a blink of an eye. & from yesterday's speech blunder, I guess it's pretty prominent my dad's side can't speak chinese for nuts. That explains my situation now, must be the genes! =x Anyway, at dinner I think it was obvious my dad was suffering from jet lag. He kept crapping with my younger cousin -.- Okay, but that kept my brother and I entertained. Ha, awesome. Now both my younger cousins want to get into TK after getting their PSLE results. I guess they'll enjoy themselves there if they do get in, cause many of us did right? & guess what CCA my dad told them not to ever join -.-


& here comes OP. Good luck to those who are presenting this coming week! Pray no external moderators,internal moderators,chief moderator and what have you not (: Okay, I think I've the two most 'wonderful' accessors la. One short skirt catcher. The other...some grumpy old woman, Fiona's GP teacher. & if my friend didn't bring it up, I wouldn't have realised that my OP's gonna be on Friday, the 13th =S



This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late

OP dry run OP dry run OP dry run!

Morning slot with 2 other groups today. Had to be in school so early, gah. Certain saga took place too, not gonna elaborate. We had to sit in to be the audience and had to post questions & there were a few funny moments. Even our teacher knows how use the word " boomz" (:


We lunched and then caught a movie. Somehow I got cheated into watching the movie we watched, yet not really. We settled down, and Yati was telling me she was feeling scared already. At first, I was puzzled then I asked why. She said she didn't know if the movie's gonna be a horror flick or a gory one, or both. That was when I was like, 'shit'. I can't actually take 'horror' or 'gory' movies, for those who know me well enough. =X Then Sandra darling told me, " Aiyah, not scary one la!" So I asked, " So is it under horror or gore?" Reply? " Both I think" -.- Wth, haha. So throughout the movie, me and my yati were like covering our faces, she hid behind her jacket, I hid behind my bag (:


Whee, dad's coming home tomorrow and I still do not know what to wear for tomorrow. Shingz!




Before it's too late,

It's sad, when the people who used to bring you laughter are the ones you can't trust.

* Edited this evening