Monday, October 31, 2005
ARGH!!!im so bored...so very VERY bored.gosh.and its only the 1st day of the holidae..how am i gonna pass the rest??!!!gosh!!!!!right..harsh now..LAME.ok.right..i've regained my composure..i think.right..so todae...i went back to school to help tiffany and wafiy to do the duty roster thingy...me and ashraff helped...i felt like an extra there...almost all of them there were commitee members except for me and ashraff...yeah right.im bored bored bored.i HATE holidays!!!!but then again im contradicting myself...i love it when school's reopening is nearing...what an irony.freak.lalala~~todae abit disappointed..but nevermind..who cares!!!!oh ya guess wad!todae some lucky day or what...say KEITH WONG ZU XING..haha gosh...long time nvr see him ler...(wow what superb memory i have eh..i still rmb keith's full name)kinda comical actually..my jaws just dropped when i saw him...heex....i dont think he changed much..well...but we didnt even greet each other..its like duh.just walked passed each other...oh we were with our friends.then ltr on..at bugis..i saw rachel tang...with her friends too...yahs.wow.not much of a change in her either.at least this time we exchanged greetings.not that pathetic yahs?hrmss..what else.nothing.nothing much about today.blablabla...im bored...and im tired...im tired of being bored.ok im crapping...thats all for today i guess...
BORED DAYS....will you quicken your pace and go away...?
It was me and you against the world @ 2:13 PM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
yeahs..well well well...you have no idea how friggin happy i am todae..yeahs!well todae our sch had the open hse...was kinda pathetic in a sense that there were very very few people who came....yes..saw some people....YES YES YES!!HAHAHA...lalalalalala....im crazy.ignore me.hmmssss....wad else.sad ..last day of school yesterday....ended the whole dae with cleaning up the classroom...art fiesta was so-so....collected report bk...arghs.dropped lah!went down by a rank .....damnn...hees...but still quite ok...hmmmmssss..i'll miss the 1b classroom...fourth level...so cool....so...nice...memorable memories will continue to linger in my memories..but look on the bright side...we're gonna be sec 2s..but i still prefer being sec 1s?slack!!!!not so stressful...next year streaming...haix...dont noe why but seems like...although there wouldnt be a change in classes for us...which also means having the same classmates...i still feel that sadness in me that its the last day of school??like everything's gonna change?hmm probably i have learnt my lesson ..?my primary 6 friends??yeah that leaving part was sad...that i sometimes shed some tears when i think of them again in the beginning of the year...and repproaching myself for not treasuring those memorable times we all had together?yeahs..the coming days would be so darn boring...no friends no pals to fool arnd...argh..im so gonna"rot" at hme..heexxkk shall blog next time...till then byes.
It was me and you against the world @ 9:08 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
A day that was all gloomy.tears.Today ...simply not my dae.it was a bad day.very bad.also i further conclude that it might not pay to help someone.i was pissed.very pissed.ask anyone sitting near me.ask them how i looked like before i....i looked horrid.i looked pissed.moody.u name it.yes.sorry i was pissed...with some people..that it even drove me to...(i shall not say..just see the heading of this post..you might get it.)yes.no one noe what happened.only i do.all that anyone knew is that..i just did something thats so darn unexpectable at some unexpectable time.no one would every figure out what had happened...except for one person whom i told....no one would ever expect who pissed me off...not even the person (for convenience lets just name it an IT..so can be either boy or gal)ITself..knows IT has offended me ..badly.the day was already rather boring for me when you just had to come and piss me off further.wow.It has broke all my records..IT MADE ME _ _ _ .get it?please note.although i dont name you..or didnt say anything ...that doesnt mean im happy...im just keeping it to myself.dont push your luck..sometimes..recently..you are seriously getting on my nerves..just that you didnt know..and i dont think i need to tell you that,go figure out yourself.bad day indeed...seriously...my class is dramatic..(like one of my classmates said) not that we like to act..but wow..reactions from some of us are (sometimes)really unexpectable...and its a BIG reaction.ok enough about that freaking incident.now..wow..in the late afternoon...heavy rain!!!!i was all drenched although i was in school...SHELTERED!that was how heavy the rain was..the wind was darn strong too...and i had band...but indoors todae!!!!!yeah yeah..and combine with seniors for awhile..yeahs.kk...dont have the mood to type further..hope i'll be happy tomorrow..BAZAAR IS HERE!!!
-it doesnt mean im happy or feeling neutral when i dont say anything.stop getting on my nerves.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:43 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
i wonder if im being paranoid or wadeva..but i just have this feeling that...argh forget it.no one would understand.am i feeling happy or am i not?if i am then why do i feel that im not...?things around me...life...everything.hmms what am i looking for everydae?i wake up ,i go to school..i come home..i eat ..i watch tv...i play the com...i sleep..everydae is a repeated cycle.so mundane.if i am looking forward to seeing my friends...then why do i sometimes feel so...nvm..wont type it out most probably some people will start commenting on it and i will get frustrated and stuff..i just need to talk to someone..pour all my feelings out..be happy..currently im not THAT happy.yeahs.well...ok lets talk about yesterday....wad bout yesterday?lets see...ohs i finally made my decision..im not going to hongkong..so many people not going..i dont see any point..actually it was a very difficult decision to make..my reasons for going and not going were sorta "fighting" with each other...looks like the'not going reason' won.well my parents left me to make the decision on my own..phew it was a tough one..sometimes..its betta for parents to make decisions for us ya?at least we wouldnt have to brood over it time and over again...but then again sometimes we dont like it..wad a contradiction..forget it.yesterday i was having abit of mix feelings..happy..also not so happy...recently something has been bugging me..or rather lots of things have been..wow what has got into me..im such an unhappy person all of a sudden..and cant seem to find any one suitable to pur out my feelings to..sometimes some people simply dont agree with what im saying and we start quarelling..sometime others are just too busy with their own stuff..so i dont see the point bothering them..so what?forget it..i think i'll just bottle up my feelings...shall not bother other people will my stuff..ok im done crapping.sorry for taking up your time for reading this crap.bye.
It was me and you against the world @ 12:01 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
hi!!!!its been a long time since i blog right..lols..oops.got back my results..gosh..they s**k.disappointed.even my best subject history let me down!!argh..shall not further continue.wow!!i came across something recently..downright dumb...that person so thick skin..ha!well i just have to tell that person...Dream on...that wont ever happen..dont disgust me further oh please..perish that freaking thought of yours..make someone happy for once.**rolls eyes**i dont know why but u just seem so irritating recently??arghs..lets not spoil my mood ...lets talk about something else shall we?hmms...school bazaar coming...think its gonna be fun...o art fiesta too...gosh.2005..is gonna be gone soon..its shall be in the past....fast right!!??it seems just yesterday it was january..2005..whereby we enter a new school and meet new friends...new teachers...new environment..everything.in a twinkling of an eye..**snap**there,the dec hols are coming again.new school semester..one year older..seriously time and tide waits for no man...so treaure the time u have..just as you want to reach out and treasure the time u have ...again,time passes....hmms....oh goody...our juniors are coming soon...and sooon we will be seniors..lalalalala..kk shal blog next time...buaix!!!
It was me and you against the world @ 9:17 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Im back!!!exams finished yesterday and today's my rest day..so is tomorrow.yes!!but..wanna talk about exams??well history..i dont think im gonna do as well as my mid years..but i hope i do!!chinese..needless to say...geography im not sure..maths still S**k..yeah so...english was kinda ok..yupps.glad its all over.but im rather bored now.with nothing to do.lol some of you may be thinking this is a somewhat dead blog right....coz i havent blogged since 24 sept!!haha i kept my promise of not blogging till exams are over!!so proud of myself!!!LAME!yesterday went out with some of my classmates..well quite ok...went to watch corpse bride...take neos.hols are coming...good or bad??i think it would be kinda boring....and...haha forget it thats my secret!!!ssshh not gonna tell anyone.yansiang and tiffany came to my hse yesterday..yansiang is seriously scared of max...hahaha she sorta guards my rm door just in case max comes in...lol.hmms...bored bored bored.oh yah..that "SAGA" is over already...coz i couldnt be bothered..wanted to mug for my exam...no point getting angry over a dumb retarded insult although its still insulting but still.i actually still dont get it ,there's alot i want to say..i would just like to ask if calling ppl loyal dog a joke??anyone??most probably only that person will say yes.whatever.but had a good laugh about that matter...some "episodes"were kinda comical..thinking about it wants to make me laugh again.lol.kk change subject!!hmms wad else...i dont noe wad to blog about?sighs//guess i'll blog some other time again..so bye!
It was me and you against the world @ 10:08 AM
