Sunday, September 27, 2009
<3 them loads. They did me something pretty thoughtful and sweet (;
Countdown: 5 days.
So many many things to do and PW suck ttm.
I wanna...
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,'Cause everything is never as it seems.
the thing I miss most is,
It was me and you against the world @ 10:06 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I probably yea, shouldn't be blogging too often. At least, not for now. But who cares , i'm so damn freaking tired after a long day.
I almost dozed off during the afternoon lessons.
Amazing how we lasted till 5.30. & how after that, I managed to last till 7pm. They thought me math and we probably almost died from laughing during the entire process (: Good to see them laugh and with one of them thanking me still for it (: I won't deny, teaching me takes a lot of patience,especially for math. Afterwhich, my brother came to fetch me. Honestly, my heart was beating super fast because I was scared =/ But nah, came back in one piece.
Sigh, they reminded us about the promotion criteria again. =/ I think it's so hard.
K, let's hit the books again.
And I've tried not to let anyone in until nowMisunderstandings are an easy way outAnd I've been feeling all this pressure just to figure it outAnd I know, don't know, yeah I know, don't know And I know that if I just stay strong I can make itand try harder when I just can't take it (can't take it)And when everything around me feels so broken and jaded (broken and jaded)I know, I know, yeah I know, I knowand every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...You make me feel like a lavender sweaterWhen I'm caught in bad weatherIn my Volkswagen JettaYou make me feel like a complete work of artwhen I'm just falling apartA really nice piece of art
but I couldn't tell youwhy she felt that wayshe felt it everyday
It was me and you against the world @ 8:42 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Oh shucks, the stress...
Today, the chemistry teacher told us that the paper's gonna be as tough as our mid year paper.
Life really sttm!
Last year, I could still but I'm not even going to think of that now.
Anyway, I think I've got the greatest daddy on the earth (: Interesting stuffs happening recently. My dad randomly smsed me while in class today if i wanted some stuffs, but...I rejected his offer. Ahaha, and I think my brother is retarded when it comes to...-.- ZzzZzz.
You know, I think I forsee that my brother and I having to try our very best to shut my dad and his crap up on my cousin's wedding day because he will probably send the three of us laughing and getting disapproving stares from my mum and my uncles and aunts -.- My dad has already planned what to say to his future nephew-in-law. OMG, that's not good. Like my brother say, my dad doesn't act his age -.-
Okay, back to bonding with beloved chem. =(
My fight, your fight.
It was me and you against the world @ 9:29 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
Cheryl is tired.
FML man, I just spent like half an hour trying to coax my dog not to move and also to hold him down at the same time so that I can bandage his wound and then, when I was almost done, the freaking bandage fell off. I almost went crazy.This is the third time, in an hour that we've tried re-bandaging his wound, and since my brother's so impatient and my dad's asleep, don't have to talk about my mum -.-, I have to do it on my own.
I don't think I'll ever be able to become a doctor, nurse or even a vet next time. Why? The sight of blood makes me want to turn away almost immediately, I can't stand it. I couldn't even stand the sight of seeing my dog's leg wound (that was kinda bloody, yet not really) being bandaged up by my dad just now while holding him, & I don't like to see all the animals suffering, it's kinda heartbreaking.
Ha,I realised also, I'm more afraid of cats than dogs. -.-
Sounds pretty retarded, yea I know.
Oh, speaking of cats, they often say the phrase, ' curiosity killed the cat'. So, I ain't going to try to find out stuffs that I'll definitely be better off not knowing. Yep.
Took a chance, took a shot
It was me and you against the world @ 10:27 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I still don't get it.
& if it isn't because of it, I would have.
Hmm, I've got a new blog. Not exactly my new permanent blog. Just, another place to rant.This will still be the place where I blog most often. Yep
http://quekky.wordpress.comtell me why
It was me and you against the world @ 12:31 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
People are so hard to please sometimes.
Today, I was on some high-mode. I don't know why either. & days like this, when I'm high, I do stupid stuffs and say crappy stuffs. My friends are somewhat quite fun to crap with but HAHA, I can't figure them out at times. Seeing me like this , they asked
" Cheryl, what time did you sleep yesterday?"
" Oh, very early (: 11.30?"
" NO WONDER!"
" Zzzz..."
" I think you shouldn't sleep so early today"
So they asked me not to sleep so early today, so that I won't be so crappy tomorrow -.- And on days when I just don't feel like talking, they ask me to sleep earlier so that I would be high and crappy the next day -.-
Oh the irony, ha.
& for the first time in months, I finally think that geog lecture makes some sense. Because we had another lecturer (: And and and, we saw our new chem relieve teacher. You should have seen our facial expressions too. Russell wanted to bang the wall and kept laughing during the lesson.Beatrice was super distracted by something else. Me? >,<
Omg, my dad is going to set up facebook. OMG. and he's probably going to add me. OMG.
Oh...my.... Zzzz!
& if there was no start, there wouldn't be any ending too right?
It was me and you against the world @ 10:09 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
School reopens tomorrow.
One week passed this fast.
Time's running out, everyone's getting the jitters already since promos are coming. Hearing you cry over the phone, I really don't know what to do or what to say. Just got to somehow ...chill?You'll make it, so will everyone else (:
Hmm, I'm scared too actually.
& besides that, I think we've got one new problem but yea, I know someday somehow it's going to be cleared, so yup!
No worries =D
We ran past strawberry fields and smelt the summertime
When it gets dark I’ll hold your body close to mine
And then we’ll find some wood and hell we’ll build a fire i
And then we’ll find some rope and make a swinging tyre ~
It was me and you against the world @ 10:58 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
Over saturation.
Too many things, can't absorb further.
I wanna go to some nice beach, with clear blue waters, settle down at a cosy spot just to listen to how the waves slowly crash and watching the world go by.
I have a place in mind, said I would go there one day.
Would you go with me?
It was me and you against the world @ 10:27 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Studying mode, switched on.
Giving myself a break in the meantime from something else as well.
I've seen some things for myself and I guess, I'm getting more convinced.
Wish things didn't have to turn out this way though.
Currently hooked onto certain songs and have been singing them at the roadside with that crazy bitch just now. Somehow, I wish everyday would be like today. Like attempting to study with your friends in the morning,just chilling with one of your closer group of friends in the afternoon at lunch, then singing songs by the roadside with yet another crazy friend by night. Haha.
I want nobody nobody but you! *clap clap!*
Lalalala~ This song still sounds good when you listen to it once in awhile. (:
But i'm so tired of wishing that,
It was me and you against the world @ 10:20 PM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
I want to see my sunshine, the one after the rain.
Why do people tend not to consider the feelings of others before even saying something hurtful? Or rather, why don't they bother to even consider such things before jumping to conclusions. I don't know?
I'm tired already,tired of being tired.
Whatever la okay.
ZZZ.
Long day tomorrow. Lessons again.
I forsee that math lecture will be a failure.
I'm having my craving for KOI now, but I can't get it.
Makes me even more frustrated when I already am.
PFFFFTT.
I wanna see a rainbow, sigh.
Half the time passed awayAll the trouble that we gaveAnd all those days we spent out by the lakeHas it all gone to waste?All the promises we madeOne by one they vanished just the sameAll the things I still rememberSummers never looked the sameYears go by and time just seems to flyBut the memories remainIn the middle of SeptemberWe still play out in the rainNothing to lose but everything to gainReflecting now how things could've beenIt was worth it in the end
& all you do is to doubt me.
It was me and you against the world @ 9:58 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Okay, well.
I'm quite surprised about some things.
I guess, this year...I've been so caught up with so many things, so many problems, so many emotions to cope with, basically to sum it all up,I was pretty much caught up with my seemingly hectic and somewhat messed up life and it was really very overwhelming. & sometimes, I got so tired, I just didn't want to care about anything and everything.And somehow amongst all these chaos, I seem to have neglected even the closest people to me.
I'm sorry, negligence on my part.
But I just wanna say, to all my friendsand close friends especially that, even if I might not show it, and even if sometimes you may think that we're not as close as before, I still care? I guess everyone's just caught up with their busy work schedules besides all the other things that's going on, and yea...it's hard to keep up with the pace. Yea so, I'll still be here for all of you for like, forever and always! <3 I hope you would stop feeling that way, yea?
I never want to lose any of you, ever (:
Rar, first my ankle, now my back hurts,actually it kinda hurt occasionally since last year. I wonder WHAT'S NEXT?
All I know is that, I've tried and I've tried.
It was me and you against the world @ 11:15 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
I've just spent the night, typing probably the longest post I have written so far. I gave a lot of thought into it and I guess it summarises all the feelings I've felt ever since. Maybe, I would post it up soon.
But can you hear me say, don't throw me away
It was me and you against the world @ 11:45 AM
Friday, September 04, 2009
It's super sad, to have known of something that happened recently. Sometimes life makes a joke out of you, and you can't exactly stop it from happening. So many times, along the way...you meet barriers and hurdles that knock you down, but you've just got to find a way to get up. Afterall, what that doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. She'll be my role model.
Argh, on another saddening note, it was Ms Soh's last day with us today. :( She's got to be one of the coolest Chemistry teacher ever. On her first day with us, when she took over Mrs Phang's lesson after she went on maternity leave, she walked into class with this super stern look on her face and I was like, " Shit,she looks darn fierce". It took quite awhile for us to respond to her, we were pretty much all stoning during her lesson. Then one day, after much stoning from the class, I guess she somehow got enough and decided to wake us up a little by, somehow scolding us. Guess what, she's only 20 years old this year, 3 years our senior. She said she wasn't going to be like some old hag (lol) nagging at us to do our work, cause she's only like a little older than us. Turns out, she's actually quite nice when you get to know her a little more. It was pretty easy to talk to her during breaks or wherever we see her around the schoool, and her suan-ing skills are like superb, cause it's more of hilarious than offending. I'll miss her, I guess the class will too.
I wonder who's gonna be the next relieve teacher -.- My class has currently, 2 relieve teachers, for Chemistry and GP. & after the September holidays, we're going to have another relieve teacher for Econs -.- cause the current one's is ALSO going for maternity leave. HAHA, only my math teacher's staying for good with us, if she goes on maternity leave anytime soon, it'll be a wonder to see (:
& all that i ever wanted at that time, was to spend whatever remaining time there was , fruitfully.Sadly,
It was me and you against the world @ 7:02 PM
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Tell your boyfriend if he says he's got beef That I'mma vegetarian & I ain't effing scared of himHaha, interesting lyrics & my twin's currently hooked onto this song.
Chemistry test today, sigh....
It seems like, a lot of people's cheat sheet didn't work!
Okay, I'm tired.
Young girl don't cry,I'll be right here when your world starts to fall..if only.
It was me and you against the world @ 11:33 PM
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
Someone save me
It was me and you against the world @ 11:12 AM
