Monday, August 29, 2005
todae...haha kinda unexpected but anywae something still happened..woohoo!!! i was overjoyed.yeah went to school all happy and stuff....carried a wide smile and acted abit uhm..crazy.haha.sign of happiness.lol.its abit strange though...not only until recently did i realise something...was it because of....or me being blur and oblivious to my surroundings?aniwae..glad that i noticed it finally!!haha...i think maybe tiffany would noe what im talking about.haha..SSsshhhhhh dont tell anyone ,tiffany ,if you cme across this post of mine.lala...yeah...but im currently sort of in a dilemma..i dont one wad to do...yeah.sighs.argh infuriating!ii wonder why such immaturish behaviour still exists in secodary school..you noe all those dumb retarded rumours like who like who and stuff...GROW UP PEOPLE.i thought that use to only exists in primary school..wow..new discovery.dumb retarded.i despise such behaviours in secondary school.the last time i saw or hear of something like that was when i was p4..seems like my primary school mates(boys) are more matured huh.think so.wadeva.freak.haish...my grades deproved ...english c5.shit lah...1 more pathetic mark to a b4.chinese...same lah..as pathetic as ever.history A1....deproved already lah!!!!! from 86 to 76!!!! as for geography i think i improved??frm b3 to A2??I MUST BUCK UP!!!! i want to maintain my standards!!!!!!!!!!!oh..something surprising happened too...my grp's drama infusion for 34.5 / 50 !!! cool eh? i thought ours were like gone case....who noes...god is on our side!!!!! hey considered quite high already lah in the class...haha...well surprise surprise!! **i must buck up...i must i must i must ! !**in a dilemma.sighs.i seriously think i m one blur block too..haha...i admit.really..and i think im abit senile..but having senile dementia at this age?nah..cant be.... why am i so oblivious to my surroudings??
It was me and you against the world @ 3:00 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
argh.....shit,size xs for my band t??my god...would i be able to fit in??haha...better go on strict diet.just joking!haha.lala seriously im worried.argh oh wells..wadeva.....hmms..todae quite happy....haha wont tell you why.just that im happy.hahahaha.hmms...today had master for band....learnt the very basic of playing the clarinet..the embroshure and stuff...articulation...bla bla bla....had drills earlier in the morning...then after band went out with yansiang and tiffany to buy teachers' day gift.yeppp...hahaha...quite fun...lol.i bullied yansiang.made her buy drinks for me.she walked up and down just for me becoz she couldnt find the drink i wanted.finally...after walking so much...she still did not get i want...so fed up..she just got me some drink...which tasted like the drink i actually wanted...so i was fine with it..haha...yansiang so kind!lalala~~~wad else.thats about all fo the day i guess...so tata
It was me and you against the world @ 6:43 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
right.....so...thursday.well was really pissed with tiffany initially...then aniwae...nothing major happened...we're ok...right..then ltr on was pissed again by another person.....freak...sometimes i really do hate my life.today...im pissed again.well ltr on having the damn tuition...yes and i shall have to face that teacher again.sickening.now im starting to hate this tuition instead of my chinese tuition....this really sucks.if today..that freaking person were to ask me if i failed my tests when he steps into the house...he would be courting death i tell you...i'll either scream at him...or show my temper and attitude..he better watch out...if he know whats good for him..he should just shut his damn gab.im never like this to people...well he shall be the first to experience the my special therapy specially for freaks like him.dont look at me like that or wadeva..im forced too..i cant stand it anymore ok..im greatly pissed and frustrated.today ..i was caught by mrs tan for wearing a hipster skirt..hahaha...hey im not naughty!!!haha..its like who would want to wear at the waist??!!so nerdy and geeky...eww...for goodess sake mrs tan!!??anywae...wadeva.i'll still continue to wear it that way.sheesh.oh yah certain funny things happened yesterday too..during english period...had grp work....discussed on the topic of revege.should we take revege on other people?well i was rather evil...i was on the side of the'TAKE REVENGE' grp..some were the angels...holy and innocent..haha..they were on the 'TAKE NO REVENGE' grp.yeah..so we were discussing why should we take revenge?well we discussed till one point that was to let the person taste his or her own medicine.well the BRILLIANT TIFFANY said this,her theory :you rape me i rape you back.fair and sqaure?haha...sick thought and idea i know..wonder if she will do this..BUT it shall nvr ...would nvr happen to anyone.oh and now...its 98% already...you wont get it...and you dont have to figure out what im talking about...unless i tell you....which i nvr will..haha...argh over the moon...lalala~~~~~
It was me and you against the world @ 2:06 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
lalala~todae.hmm was a little impatient and i easily get pissed off..i dont know why..alot of things was going through in my mind today...drama infusion...badminton ...yah had lots of things to bring ...yup..so if today i showed you the face...sorry then.argh at first..in the morning..while on the way to my school...i was over the moon..haha...was so happy then came to school....had hme econs....got back hme econs common test paper...haha almost failed...bleahx!haha it like who bothers to study hme econs..although i did lah..abit revision.yah then after hme econs..my mood starts to turn bad...yup...aniwae..got back my science common test paper..did pretty ok...got an A2.haha..oh man..i could get A1 if i just got another mark...damn it.ok then drama infusion time!we had to show our stuff.well i think i speaked rather loudly...man!..did i scare anyone..haha...sorry!!right then assembly.rather interesting..especially the singing part...damn nice!haha...there was this particular guy...(haha so shy saying this) very shuai!!or ok quite shuai.haha..hey!im not the only one who said this ok...many other sec 1 gals said it too!!!!!!yes many other gals.....tiffany...yiguan....rachel...see see see !!!then the voice also very nice..hahas...very very nice!ok..im crazy ignore me.arhs..**admire**.lol.lalala~haiya!then today badminton tournament canceled.so went for remedial instead.my god spent 1 hr to memorise 2 paragraphs of words!!!anywae...i manage to memorise it and when it came to the testing part i did ok..but had to redo another time coz got lots of wrong characters...haha!!bleahx.second time..lesser..so i "graduated"from remedial for the day.well dont ask me why i "grauduated'it was my teacher who said it.haha.then stayed back for awhile.....a grp of us chatted with my chinese teacaher...afterwhich i wnt hme and here i am!!!haha...lalala~~~~~ok written enough bye!
It was me and you against the world @ 5:43 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
ok today....damn it got back my lit.i failed.freak.argh dont talk about it.this totally sucks.my mood aint that good these few days.....especially with all those giddly spells which came out of the blue...i do not noe..especially when im trying hard to see words on the board or when im reading someting that's full of words.probably due to me squinting my eye all the time or something like that.better wear my specs these few days ....think my eyesight is getting worst.argh my mood aint that good these few days.do not know why.haha...ok band today...quite fun...and tiring.did drills....haha one of my seniors told me not to ever admit that our instruments are heavy..cause..it is actually quite light...they say"its merely 1 kg only...."mr muz says"its so light i can carry it for days."hahaha....yah right......when it was time to rest ...i rotated my wrist.my god.i could feel my bones moving?yeah something like that....haha...then i did something..which i forgot..then my senior came and jokingly said like he would tell my brother about my behaviour or something..or that i couldnt really endure for a very long time holding my instrument...so when i heard it i replied and said as if i would care about what my brother does...HAHA!!!so my senior laughed and said i was very bad?haha hello?its like what can my brother possibly do to me..and as if he cares.lol.then soon we proceeded to play our songs!!ah!until now the melody is stucked in my head..so nice..so relaxing...lalala...lalaa~~~ok...tata!am i making it obvious??haha hope not!better not!argh u must be wondering what im talking about.dont worry...it doesnt refer to you.the one who's reading the post.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:21 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
argh..second post of the day.hmms.....often people do not treasure things until they are no longer in sight.why?human nature?.i do not know.take mrs stubbings as an example.now that she has left...people start to miss her...why didnt we treasure her when she was still around teaching us then?another example.6 charity 2004.we,the ex 6 charitians also start missing 6 charity when its now 2005 and we're already sec 1s.well there's nothing wrong of missing people or some things but....often..if we do not treasure things we're suppose to...we tend to regret.yeah.....sometimes....after a while...we realise things aint the way it seems to be....your opinions starts to change and things like that...u tend to reconsider if its really means this or that way....yeah parts and puzzles of life.you think im talking crap?haha fine wadsoever...argh..."sir"...the new teacher...reminds me of my primary 5 chinese teacher.teaching style almost the same.and they both like to put me in fear!!!yeah fear.i hate answering questions..i really do..haha.but afterwhile you get use to it and you wont give a damn.haha....trust me..i experienced it before....many times..... : )wad else......wad other craps do i have to say.....oh ya...teachers' day coming...going back to gm.but if this time..they are not gonna let us in again..FORGET IT OK?!im never ever gonna go back again.....there's actually nothing much attracting me back to gm seriously...except for friends...and some teachers..other then that...wadeva!!!! why should i bother going back when those security guards wont even let us in...why should we go back and waste our time when the teachers down there simply LOVES chasing the ex students out when ever they see them in sight.HELLO!we spent like so many years there...giving at least some contributions and donating MONEY to the school...and this is all we get in return?chasing us out?what?we're not even allowed to step a single step into the school??we..travelled down to school not to get chased out ok?u people are simply wasting our time...we just merely wanted to visit our teachers....i dont think thats a threat to our juniors right?besides..why would we possibly want to harm our little juniors?right?argh..wadeva.mark my words.1 last time,if this teacher's dae..we get chased out..im never going back again.seriously.tata!
It was me and you against the world @ 7:23 PM
argh.....aching back....giddy spells.....whats wrong with me...?todae....during english period which thankfully was the last two periods of the day....out of the blue i felt giddy....yeah..for no particular reason...i just felt that my head "floating" in the air?yah......till now... i still have that weird sensation....i do not know what happened....arghx..got back my hmt test paper...didnt fail...but pathetic.seriously pathetic....my god..saw the normal chinese test paper ...its was so much easier than the higher chinese....**envies**argh...seriously...blablablabla..............i do not know how to break the news to my parents....showed my dad my geog and history just this morning....wow!!he sorta praised me...i was surprised...i thought those types of results aint considered good enough...even to me i felt it sucked...haha...argh..as usual my dad is those kind of understanding people...well my mum...no comments...she didnt say anything...haha....ladiladida~~~~~~argh....i miss mrs stubbings!!!today..mdm ng ....as usual...didnt came back...still on Mc....whats wrong with her??now....came an elderly man....we address him by the name "Sir".yep.he's rather strict...not those kind that who fool around...duh...you look at his face..unless you are courting death..then haha u can give it a try.yeah...there's basically fear in me during the lesson....he has this style of calling people out ot the board to write the equations and answers...haha im afraid i would not know how to do those questions...yeah who noes he called me to go up..argh!haha thankgoodness...there was the example on the board..i simply copied that style of doing and got my answer..haha got praised..lol...that was sure funny...."smart girl !".."smart boy !"perfect answer"haha...the favourite phrases of the teacher.lol.kk gotta go....buaix.
It was me and you against the world @ 3:07 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
bleahx....mundane day....nothing much happened...as usual...woke up early...did my tuition homework...watched tv...played the comp....went for tuition...came back....now,using the comp...how mundane my life is....bleahx..nothing much.tomorrow...a day ....full of happiness...sadness , frustration or unhappiness...shall see..tmr..i guess..we're gonna get back my hmt test paper...how did i fare?well...im prepared to copy the whole test paper...my chinese grades are dropping..horrendously this year...why?i dont know....chinese..in primary school was quite easy for me..no worries...now?argh....the total opposite...its like so difficult to even get a b4??look...now even the written paper is so difficult for me...what about speaking..needless to say..ALSO VERY DIFFICULT!i do not really speak chinese at home..hence..oral...chinese oral...argh!i hate them.i do not know what to say.last time we had picture conversation..now...its kinda more open in the sense its no longer picture conversation..its somesort casual..the teacher gives you a topic and and you talk.well...just had oral on friday..well...how was it?GONE CASE!! i think i practically failed...the teacher prompted me so many times..and its like..she was the one helping me say the whole damn thing..what more...it was the HOD of chinese who tested us...im dead.haha...well well well..think im gonna get kicked out of higher chinese this year.im think .well...normal chinese...i hope i fare better..or else im a total failure!yeah...bla bla bla.....got back some test papers...have not told parents...fared rather badly i think...marks not up to my expectations...what more my parents?i slacked...i admit..i really slacked alot....argh need to get rid of the damn habit of slacking.....really....but haha..is it possible?wadeva...nothing is impossible if we try ya?ok crapped enough.tata!
It was me and you against the world @ 4:21 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
well as you can see...i changed my blogskin.....haha.....give your comments okay people....argh....heard that band todae was fun....no drills....early dimissal.....lots of jokes involved...argh....totallly jealous...but its like what can i do...my back hurts so badly...haha...oh wells..too bad for me then.argh!hmms.....wad else...oh yah...this blogskin enables me,you to read my past blog posts.oh my god....i just realise how my english really sucked last time.....all the lahs and lors.....so much singlish involved.my god.but at the same time it brought back some memories....haha.....i still have the post whereby it was written on the day i got my psle result...nervous me.....disappointed me......yeah......how frustrated i was.....how scared i was when i went to collect my result...how sad.haha...but now that its all over..whats there to say ?but i still feel very weird being a transfer case....haha..i just feel so weird....and i do not like the feeling...but there's nothing i can do.i rather have that weird feeling then to stay put at _ _ _ _ _ _ secondary school..haha i was not at all happy there....well...yeah....although my friends there are quite okay .....now....just that i feel that i have to put in more effort then others just to stay in the school...haha...and i really have to consider my actions before doing anything wrong...yah....there's some restrictions there...but nevermind...im a good gal...hence there should be not much of a problem for me yeah?hahahah!!!sheesh!you dont have to comment.lalalaal~yet another week is gonna past.....fast....soon 1 year will past.wow..i really wonder how i survived throught this 8 mths without my primary school friends...probably because...my seconday friends are just like my primary school friends....crazy...fun loving people...it seems just yesterdae....whereby i was still in primary six....slogging for psle....in a twinkling of an eye..im seconday 1 now...read some posts of mine written in late last year....me and karmen were discussing how secondary school life would be like....we came up with this conclusion....secondary school life..more complicated...more bullies....more backstabbers....more Bi**C*E*S...hahah guess....now....i feel that im wrong....for now...secondary 1....we people still have some innocence in us...so it makes life more enjoyable yah?lets wait till in sec 3 and 4..whereby there's more stress.....im enjoying myself now.....hope i will for the rest of my secondary school years...should really treasure the days in secondary school life..people say its the best days of their education years....well...i guess so...once we step into the business world...it will be more sophisticated....less true friends...more stress...so....people..ENJOY YOURSELVES NOW.DO NOT REGRET LATER ON.
It was me and you against the world @ 6:19 PM
Argh...i feel so weird not being in band around this time till 6 pm...why am i at home then?well somehow...the blurr me hurt my back...somewhere....someplace...sometime...which i dont even know!well..i dont think i will miss that much things as today's band is only until 2 pm instead of the usual 6...so ya...argh....sianxified.by now....the sec1s would have settled in the auditorium...waiting for mr muz. to conduct us...we'll start off playing our warm up...up and down the b flat scale...sets of quavers semi quavers triplets minims so on and so forth...then go on to functional chorales....haha...do i sound like i miss band terribly?hahaha...whatever!haha.change subject !
haha have not been doing my maths and science tuition homework again....hence my mum came up with a brilliant plan...if i dont do my homework..my tuition teacher shall not come and teach me...wow the soft approach eh?since the harder ones does not help...it only makes me more frustrated hence leading to me,not wanting more to do my tuition homework...haha....u think this will work...well maybe...maybe not.....for the sake of my grades...maybe i shall do the hmwk...but what if i get lazy and stuff....no tuition....?fine with me...i'll feel less stress anyway.yesterday...once again showed tuition teacher the face.yes.the black one.let me give you the scenario.
tuition teacher walks into my house.
tuition teacher: how's the maths paper?
me: ok.
tuition teacher:fail ah?
i couldnt be bothered to answer.
went into the room.
Tuition teacher said: fail ah fail ah....?
me:----silence----(giving tuition teacher the pissed of look)
well...why should i even bother to answer him..since he thinks i failed...so be it.whatever.i cant be bothered.let him look down on me for all i care.he has been like that all these while..when it comes to maths exams..he'll first ask me if i would fail.freak of nature.or when i say the maths exam was difficult..he'll say..."die lah die lah"stupid freak of nature.even though i already knew my math results...and i didnt fail it....i couldnt be bothered to tell him...he doesnt deserve to know...i shall just let him suffer....suffer in the anxiety to know if i failed...after all...if i failed...it was part of his freaking responsibilty for not teaching me well enough hence..if i failed..he would not know how to face my parents.well...if he had looked on the brighter side of life...he wouldnt have suffered...so serve him right.do i sound evil?cause im not....i shall not show and sympathy ....to people like that.
It was me and you against the world @ 9:28 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
hi!!right im back.common tests over.sighs.my mood hasnt been good these few days.Why ?well...i was basically banned from watching tv and playing the com ..only until todae...which only then the bann was lifted..yeah so i missed some shows i wanted to watch and was certainly very VERY unhappy.To add on to that...my back certainly hurts too!for no particular reason..i just started to feel pain since monday morning..weird isnt it??argh!and the most intolerable other reason is..someone has been pissing me off since yesterday.....well lets just name the person x.
THE NAGGIEST PERSON,WHO LOVES COMPLAINING,ON EARTH.
ok..person x...very naggy,likes to complain as if theres no tmr..,throws his/her weight about,shows me his/her freaking attitude.HELLO?!you(person x) are not the only unhappy person on this earth ok...so dont act as if the whole world has offended you..and oh please...stop showing me and your grp members your stupid attitude which we certainly DO NOT APPRECIATE!stop complaining about things,shut that big gab of yours and just do your part and get it done and over with it ok?!stop your insensible complaining..as if the world is not noisy enough,you really dont have to contribute firther to noise pollution,thank you very much!never have i seen a person of the same gender as naggy,loves to complain and loves showing a freaking attitude to ppl.if you,are seriously unhappy with your way of doing things...you jolly well tell us nicely..dont just show your attitude...and..if that wont do...you are more then welcome to leave ....life would so much peaceful for you..and your grp memebers.
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haha kind lame i noe...was just joking by the way...gotta go tata!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:40 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
i'm back..alright...so yesterday's post was damn short right..haha...didnt want to write that long..coz i didnt have the mood..lala~ hmms...my patience is running low ...real low...so dont push your luck...(your** refering to someone) seriously...i cant tolerate any further...was it meant to be that way?only until recenty..i've been given all those crap to face..hello....i've got enough....seriously..enough.i dont have anymore patience to cope with all these stuff...ever spared a thought for me?perhaps....NO.well...wad can i ever do?i cant do anything but to accept it right ! yeah.. so just last monday..i just did what i gotta do...perhaps you will never ever noe what i did...cause..im not gonna tell you..its like wads the point?ok...enough...haha...sorry just had to say that out...becoz..i just had to.you dont really have to care.becoz..its none of your business...its mine...so..just read for the fun of reading.
right...so i havent show tiffany the pissed of look for rather long...well..here's the bad news.you're gonna see more of THAT side of me in the near future.why?dont ask.just 1 piece of advice.if you noe wads good for you..then stop pissing me off..or agitating me..or else...dont blame me for showing you THE face..its seriously not my fault.i've learnt some anger management...haha did i?well...wadeva...aniwae...i haven showed my pissed of look for so long..but i showed it yesterdae!!wow!cool! haha..right.wadeva.say im nuts..coz..i am..soon.exams are coming..woohoo!!yeah right..its just next week..and im not prepared..BRILLIANT.argh..hope i'll do well...will probably burn the midnight oil...and wake up in the early mornings to complete my unfinished revision...yeah at least...just for the next few days until exams are over...so...gotta go...tata!
It was me and you against the world @ 11:58 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
todae is simply not my dae....firstly my left shoulder hurts..secondly...i couldnt finish my self portrait hence i think im gonna faill...thirdly science quiz...GONE CASE!!forthly,i scalded myself while trying to carry a bowl of soup...damn .lastly...while crossing the road...i dropped my colour pencil case..hence it was raining colour pencils!!haha..no lah...the colur pencils spilled out...AT A PERRRFECT LOCATION! in the middle of the road.WOW.haha...cars were waiting...thank god red light man!haha...yupps...still have lots to type but no mood..besides that im lazy..ok..wont be using comp for a few daes...so ppl...wish me luck for the exams!!!!
It was me and you against the world @ 8:54 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Gosh..exams are coming..im scared!hahhaa...ok right..i have not done my maths hmwk..darn it ! i have not revised! darn it! lalala....ok..yesterdae...was rather ok...abit bored..stayed at hme for the whole dae...i didnt feel like going out..haha...i love staying at hme actually!! im an introvert!!!haha..not really..but aniwaes..haha..aniwae wad?i also dont noe! crappy me!!!!!!bawawa...wow...mondae...im so touched!! i found out i got lots n lots of caring friends around me...lol...i told karmen and elenna what i did that morning...lol..they were like...why did i do that ! haha..then i told them...lol...my first time doing that this year i think...well..i beared with it for like 8 months now..so its good to let go once in a while ya? hahah...then karmen..comforted me..elenna also...haha...then..while chatting online..came this unexpected conversation..very short one with this ex school mate of mine...he asked if i was fine and about his ex admirer aka.....hahaha better not say ltr that person kill me..bleahx..yeh..so kinda unexpected lah..haha...hmms....hmmi guess im feeling so much better now..haha..hope..i wont ever do that again..at least i thank god i didnt do that infront of my primary school friends that dae..or else i'll probably spoil the joyous mood of theirs..haha...well let me tell you more about mondae's reunion.well zhi jie's voive broke..and oh my..he sounds terrible...just like eugene intially lah..but guess have to get used to it...eugene...my gosh..he looks abit...uhmm...retarded..haha...no offence!wow...and kaiying chloe karmen gets more and more prettier as times goes by(wanna noe how chio they are?go see my friendster photo!!)...and oh my..i've got bad memory!i cant differentiate which is si hui and si ling...they look the same to me..exactly..so when i saw si hui..i was like..that's si hui ?**blurr**i thought si hui was si ling..haha..**sticks out tongue**ok typed enough..gotta do homework and revise!!yeah!
It was me and you against the world @ 10:04 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
ok...todae...went to school..and i think i gave some people a shocked...i did something...which me, myself didnt expect to do...but seriously..i needed to do that...couldnt bear with it any longer...but aniwaes..was ok after awhile. hmm flag hunt was boring...got stuck at a station.yup...then went to watch performance...then went out with primary school friends!!!only with karmen kaiying and chloe..the others didnt want to go..so they hung out at jessica's place i think...yaa..so we went to take neoprints and watch charlie and the chocolate factory ...woohoo...!!taking neoprints was fun!enjoyed it..met errfie(is that how you spell it?) and also rachel...yupps...ltr on..saw a senior on the train back.yup.oops...i think me tiff and imran has offended somebody...sorry to that person...you noe who you are...sincerely sorry....you said you wasnt angry when i asked you todae...but seems like you are now...well sorry...haix...good...my friends cheered me up todae...happy!thanks to my friends...thank you..love you people...thank skarmen..thanks kaiying...thanks chloe...thanks wan yin..thanks tiffany..thanks to alot more.
It was me and you against the world @ 6:08 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
FRUSTRATED!!IRRITATED!! yes..im angry..very angry...so dont piss me off todae..first i put up with all those crap...now i have to put up with this.im tired. very tired and sick of it. my patience is running low..any one...who wants to volunteer themselves for me to scream at.i seriously need to scream at someone and vent my anger on something.i cant stand it anymore.the anger in me is slowly increasing to its highest peak..all of this i experienced may not be compared to those friends of mine in dunman high and stuff..but sorry...for me..i cant take this sorts of stress anymore..wait isit stress?i dont noe...tmr..an example..i want to go out with my friends..yet i have to worry abt tuition...wad the hell?!if tomorrow..the meeting..ends up a failure again..hopefully not...im gonna kill myself.0k..maybe not that serious...i'll probably just feel very sad...and probably would not ever want to go for these meetings again..so pls god..let us enjoy ourselves..let me feel happy...just let me have another happy reunion with my ex classmates...just like thse times whereby i held parties ...ok?argh!Grrrr...... i've been sighing a lot todae..i feel like im so like karmen now..haha!angry...depressed gal..haha..but not really..im still those happy go lucky and under the category of those "NOT SO SERIOUS" type.haha...right people?yes..im still as crappy as ever...im trying to think positive...so do i sound happy people?well..whatever.cant be bothered.although i seldom get pissed off nowadays...well..sometimes...im just forced to be angry..people anger me..so...you have the another side of me..LIKE NOW.the NOT SO HAPPY ONE.am i talking crapp..i think i am..so to end the frustration of you ,who's reading my blog..and me typing this damned post..i shall end here.bye bye people.
It was me and you against the world @ 12:34 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Dead Beat
wow..this morning i lived in fear...basically..haha....was scared..so very scared...band masters were going to test belphegor..im not the least prepared...yes..i knew i was going to be "dead" if i go for band todae..but..well i still went aniwae...my fate was sealed.haha!! couldnt really play belphegor...was a total failure..haha in the end..ran 1 round arnd the field with yansiang..my partner in crime..muahaha....with our instruments...cool?haha NO!i think mr muz was kind enough..haha..thank him.yansiang was so nervous she forgot her notes she memorised!!the first LINE! i for got abit too...at the first line..yepp...miserable...i was too nervous too perhaps.im so tired.then i also ran 5 rounds arnd the technical block with my section mates..argh!haha...yepp...band...todae...full of drills and running...haha...looking on the bright side...it helped me to build up my stamina?haha..ok so its settled.meeting my ex classmates this mondae!YES!!!!yipee!6 charity 04 ROCKS!haha...we're gonna take neo prints....watch movie...BUT..i have tuition on that dae...!!hope my mum allows me to change it...i really want to meet my friends..i miss them.by hook or by crook..we're gonna get into gmps..haha..i think!! lalal..nah im just exaggerating..okaex..i need to rest!im tired!!really tired!
It was me and you against the world @ 3:27 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
HEY PPL....as you can see i have a new skin...nice?haha took a long time to put it up...haha first time doing it you see..aniwaes..there's still lots of things to be done but i have no time..so maybe i'll do it tmr.hahaha,im so proud of myself.bleahx.
It was me and you against the world @ 10:23 PM
cooled down.sorry about yesterdae ppl.was a little stressed up...frustrated and stuff..im feeling much much better!!seriously!nothing much todae...classes todae were fine..earned myself a sweet..haha..and i was so evil...i was like making tiffany jealous..coz she doesnt have 1...haha evil?band practise todae.ok...laughed abit...especially about mr muz doing the chest part..haha funny!!!its about expansion and contraction..hey dont think likewise!haha..or maybe..haha...im crazy..ignore me.haha.hmms wad else.well...yeah..we've got like 1 week to finish our homework..woots!well listening to a song now...cool song..i love it...it creates this really nice atmosphere..feeling...sad feeling..yet touching?haha....nice.."i didnt mean to fall in love with you.."thanks to karmen im abe to listen to it..wow..im recalling some moments in the beginning of the year...haha nothing really special but yet...i also dont know!haha...nice song!argh i want to put it into my mp3!!haha...lala...i heard some ridiculous stuff from my good friend todae..damn ridiculous....haha...its out of the question..totally.haha.wad else?should i go back this monday?should i?i dont noe.i've got tuition...haix..thats about all todae.
It was me and you against the world @ 8:41 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
ok right...i seriously think my computer has a problem but oh well nvm...got back my maths..OMG...what a total disaster...i almost failed...ALMOST!!mi gosh...algebra sucks...i hate algrebra i just dont get the crap about algebra..its just letters letters numbers numbers and more crap!!cant we not learn algebra ..cant we do modelling like in primary school??haha..so much easier...as for my geography...still okay...expected worst then that..but who noes....haha god was on my side!!wee!!haha.Haha im in GRP B for maths class..lol one of the worst....but who cares...haha...seems like my maths is going down down down and AWAY!!!haha...argh..when can i ever get good maths grades...tell me someone.haha.well these few days my mood...haha..can say rather good...tiffany turned over a new leaf(i hope so!!)she stop pissing me off already or haha let me praise myself also...I THINK I'VE LEARNT HOW TO GIVE WAY AND NOT BE SO DOMINEERING!haha...yeah!ok let me tell you more on what happened on saturdae...didnt have time to in the last post.Well...morning...as usual had band...had combines...lol..then for lunch!!haha crazy us.a grp pf clarinetist-sec1 we ran out of the school gate and headed for KFC..it was going to rain..so we ran.haha.yup..heaven was on our side..the min i stepped into KFC...it started to rain!yipee!haha...dortx.ok in KFC.we queued for our food..duh!haha...there was this part where tiffany stole kangwei's money without him knowing..haha...but sad to sae..i was her accomplice!haha...so i was laughing when eating...so kangwei, yansiang (oh yansiang's not from clarinet sect..she's the only one)asked me whats wrong with me..lol..i just said nothing.guess wad ,kangwei only found out he lost hiS money..so i asked tiffany to return..but in the end he still lost a few coins..i think the cleaner threw it away.ok going back was a problem.it was raining..so we decided to take taxi....it was quite difficult to get cabs ok!!haha..once again i paid e taxi fees...boohoohoo...aniwae...back to band practise...went back to play instrument...out of the blue my throat started to hurt..didnt noe why...(as a result i was forced to gulp down some awful medicinal drink by my mum..eww!)yup...then ltr in the afternoon..had drills..haha quite fun!after drills..ran 2 rounds arnd the school...the whole band..was supposed to run a third but turned back for some reasons..perhaps time was running out haha..but some ppl like tiffany who was running ahead of the average speed of the band members ran extra round becoz they didnt hear the instruction..lol...tiffany huo gai!afterband prac finished..went home...dead beat...that dae was also a sick sick dae...had mild cough flu ..throat pain..argh!haha as a result i need not go for my tuition the next dae!!!whohoo three cheers for mum and dad!!but damn!tuition teacher still passed my homework to my cousin ...hmms.managed to practise my piano skills yesterday...argh i found out that my fingers arent that agile anymore,became stiff already....couldnt play songs i used to play....my piano exam pieces.wow...my piano career gone case..wait a second..in e first place did i even have a career?haha..sheesh.dont laugh at me.ok...wrote alot...you must be swearing and cursing at my post for being so long..okok..relax..its ending HERE.
It was me and you against the world @ 2:04 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
haiz.. heard that two of my friend quarreled. Why the unnecessary argument? Anyway, I don't know what is the problem with the both of them.They used to be talking. Well just hope that they will cool down and talk again. I think both are at fault. Yupp! Yeah my previous post actually made my ex-classmates on the verge of crying. Aren't I a PRO? hey but it wasn't on purpose. I seriously meant it. I really missed all my ex- 6 ChARITY friends. Infact I LOVE a group of them which are my best friends. On me holding a party again. I'm not very sure but it really depends because I may be very busy at the end of the year. Anyway this going back on the eve of National Day. If anybody is, give me a call or a sms and I'll be right there. Now, don't you all dare to leave me out. Okay got to go. bye bye!
It was me and you against the world @ 6:46 PM
