[ It was you and me against the world ]

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

WHEE!! I'm back from one hellish session of cycling in my life,LOL.Fun.shall give more details as i go on.warning,long post ahead.

Well,first met tiffany and rachel at the mrt,went to get my pearl milk tea!!haha,so addicted to it,ordered chocolate milk for wynne.so took the bus the parkway.haha,crappy bus trip.apparently,the elderly woman dropped her stuff on the floor and rachel and myself found it somewhat funny...(tsk.tsk.)yeah,rach couldnt control her laughter,hence she spat pearl tea over me.Grrrs.ok,alighted and changed bus.IN that bus,argh!rach again and her crap.let's skip the details shall we.

Alighted.went to find wynne.Waited for awhile,saw her,she was like so flustered and pale.LOL.(hint:late late late!!!)then went to starbucks met adeline,crapped there and did nothing.after awhile decided to go get lunch,but instead we went to shop for earrings...tiffany got herself some magnetic earrings,afterwhich we went to the arcade.they played while i watched on.Left awhile to get my dad's present,called my brother to ask if he wanted to buy anything for dad,he said yes so just got him something...LOL,i think i should charge service charge ya? $20 fee for carrying present to and fro,need energy somemore!!!kk...fast forward...went back to the arcade to find them.IN the end,played the same game that i did on sunday,paired up with wynne,LOL,i screamed like nobody's business as usual!hey cant blame me,blame the nature of the game,its supposed to be exciting!lol,wynne said i screamed for nothing,if we didnt score i screamed,when the plate/disc almost got into the hole,i screamed,while playing,i screamed.LOL.sorry...HEHES.TOO EXCITING,BLAME THE GAME.

Left the arcade.went to east coast park to cycle as the weather got better.Rented two twin bikes and one single sitter bike.so the 5 of us went cycling!!(duh.)first paired up with wynne,sat behind.rach paired up with tiff and adeline sat the single sitter.haha,wynne complained i cycled to fast,this goes to show i wasnt slacking!while tiffany,was screaming as they cycled....AGAIN.lol.then made a switch over,took the single sitter bike.ARGH IT WAS SO SHORT that my legs hurt.took a short break soon as we cycled to the hawker centre and we had our lunch there.Then after which,continued to cycle.this time i took the twin bike with adeline.i think tiff took the single sitter,while wynne and rach paired up.cycled to the jetty.i screamed when i saw a fish on the jetty's floor and the people there looked at me like i was some crazy girl.kay here's the reason i screamed:i didnt want to run over the innocent fish when it was still alive and flipping itself about,but i think we did.sigh,poor thing.FAST FORWARD.

We cycled all the way to SAFRA RESORT.ON the way,that rach tried to be funny,came so close to me,AND MADE ME AND ADELINE SWERVE TO THE GRASS PATCH.GRRS.soon,reach the resort,rested there.went in to the bowling alley to get bottles of water.freaking mineral water so ex!$1.50 you know!kay forget it,my legs were by then very numb.felt wierd walking.went back to the girls,we realised we only had like 15mins to cycle all the way back to shop to return it on time.and the shop was like HOW FAR??!!we took like one hour to get to the place we were at,and now...15 mins back??how's that possible!ok.here marks the start of our hellish crazy insane cycling session BACK to the shop.paired up with wynne.tiff took the single sitter.WE CYCLED LIKE SOME CRAZY PEOPLE,you have know idea how fast our cycling speed was.at one point,my slipper dropped,ha so cycled back....well,no matter how tiffany called out to us,we never stopped,we were supposed to change over cause she's scared of going down the slopes,but due to time contraint,we couldnt be bothered.SHE OVERCAME HER FEAR AND WE ARE PROUD OF HER.

lol,sigh we were soon reaching,like say 5 mins ride.haha this was when something BAD happened.was going down this gentle slope,me and wynne were ahead of tiff by a bit,when....err.....tiffany lost control and banged into a lamp post.i turned back when i heard her sort of scream,then got a shock.shit lah,she fell off her bike,oh no!!serious situation we got there.we got down and ran towards her,she had some minor cuts and was bleeding,her shoulder hurts,and so did her hand.so we stopped and couldnt be bothered with the freaking time contraint anymore,we were already late anyway,who care's about paying extra now...rested for awhile until she felt better.well she said she lost control because she didnt want to bang into somebody...that was infront of her.wynne took over the single sitter bike,adeline and myself as a pair and tiff with rach.cycled the way back to the shop after awhile.well guess what,we were 15 minutes late,and we didnt have to pay any fine,thats a good thing,but wth!so much for cycling like mad and had one casualty...grrs.but it was fun!

ok by now rach was late had to go home.....followed her.tried to take a cab but hell!there was no cab in sight....wanted to walk back to parkway but changed our mind after seeing taxis dropping passengers off at mac's.freaking pissed,the both of us, for our taxis' got snatched away three freaking times.the third driver was a freaking ass.at first ,he rejected us and some other passengers when we wanted to board his freaking cab,then after 5 mins,he signalled his freaking hands that he FREAKINGLY want people to board his FREAKING taxi again.so a mother and her son boarded it as they were standing NEARER to his taxi.asshole.rach and i were pissed for that guy's stupidity,grr.fickled minded guy.well,waited for ANOTHER taxi.soon boarded one and made our way back home.

what a day!well,cycling sessions were always fun when you have fun-loving friends with you,cycling sessions were made more interesting.lol,despite being tired...you're happy.its even better than going out to watch movies and do some window shopping,really!! try it one day when you have the chance!!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:05 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

dead beat.today,it was fine,just that it was freaking HOT!!!scorching sun was freaking burning into my skin.today over lunch,the sec ones joined us for sectional lunch.hmm,at least i see one i think i like?not like but im more okay with.yeaps.oh yeah,and i was whining and groaning over lunch too ,so much that i kinda ignored darling rachel and wanyin.well,belinda told me for next year's indoor,im like going to bass?C'mon man!i dont want to go,hey!i dont have good air support,why put me there!!i dont have the potential,i really dont,give someone else a chance,i will be seriously more contented to stay in my own section,so comfy!!**CROSS FINGERS** I DONT WANNA GO!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!it kinda spoilt my day.

combines was crap.got no idea what to do.sec4s came in,had some minor conflict with chairs.=x.err,then chinling gave me and jess the dao attitude so we decided to ignore her.jessica said she was not going to talk to her,but in the end,we became crappy again!haha,after combine was fun.went to the hall do some fun stuffs!but tiring,in the morning also!then went to the field,so hot!!!!!lol.

yesteday,so very pissed.and my tuition teacher was the victim.well,go on and piss me off,now dont say im stubborn or anything,ok i am but look at yourself,you're merely the same!and WORST.so the tuition session was like"dead" whatever he asked me i was like"dont know?"though i knew the answers,or maybe i'll just shrug my shoulder....was in a bad mood,and said"do anything you want but not anything related to maths."greatly pissed by then.Then he asked me how about tuitions in the june hols while i just said,"dont know,let HER decide."then he said i sounded so much like my brother.Oh yes i do,i AM like my brother in SOME ways,we are not called siblings for no reason....yeah.

-you dont make my day by showing me that face,so CUT IT OFF!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:46 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

im back from mr muz's wedding and from tampines mall.WHEE! its so nice to see mr muz get married!!haha,recalling the times he spent with our batch,it was fantastic.the jokes cracked....argh memorable.haha,well it was my first time being at a malay wedding hence kinda lost.when i entered the function hall or where the wedding was held,wow,it was spectaculuar.nice setting!!saw mr muz and his wife sitting there,haha how lovely!!!we went as a section,met at tanah merah mrt first.....yah when we reached our destination we saw our batch mates.we went up the stage to take photos with mr muz and his wife,then went to find a place and sit. ate,then stared into space.LOL.they gave our chocolates!!!!!omg!!i think they spent a bomb on those chocolates.....then the alumni came,took photos.we were still sitting there,doing nothing.francis was funny,he sort of wanted us to go so the alumni could sit.HAHA.sigh...didnt go out with batch mates as they left first,so in the end only xiaojia tiffany belinda indah and myself went out to tampines mall.went to take neos,walked around went to the arcade!!gosh in the arcade was exciting ...played the car racing game....gosh!have to admit im one lousy reckless driver,hey!but i still won once!!hehs.anyone wants to take a ride from me?you're most welcome.then played another game,we paired up with one another and played.gosh was screaming here and there....lols,embarassing.

so we continued to walk....then went to get ourselves some snacks when we saw...two teachers from the school,they were together,hence when i saw i was like.."errr....errr....errr...."then tiffany saw then others saw and we were like"arent those two....errr......"haha.continued to tail them as xiaojia wanted to see who was the male teacher.so wierd to see....rare sight!!!! then we went home....went with tiffany to take the MRT.bought pearl milk tea AGAIN!!second cup of the day!!gosh i just so love it because it tastes like teh tahrik....you know the indian milk tea...yaa!!so nice!im just so in love with it!!YUMYUM!!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:37 PM

im seriously starting to get REAL irritated by someone at times.you have no idea how freaking irritating it is at times when he/she does something,okay i admit its out of goodwill,but he/she has no idea how to irritating it can get after he/she does it time and time again in a single day.c'mon lah,who do you think you are...you yourself arent that perfect.i thank you for doing what you did,but sorry,i just feel its nothing but plain irritating at most times.Ask anyone around you,treat them like that ,i BET 100% they'll feel plain irritated.And that's not all,i know at times i may not know something,but stop acting that way lah!stop acting as this YOU-KNOW-IT-ALL PERSON.fine!you're resourceful,im not,still you dont have to act that way right.....you have no idea how freaking pissed one can get when you do that huh?it doesnt mean if i dont say anything,i feel nothing,i mean nothing,deep inside i feel like exploding but im merely just not showing my anger and blow up for such minor matters,but to let you know,that freaking attitude of yours,THE-KNOW-IT-ALL attitude once made me cry,just that you didnt know the reason.although all these are small matters.please,dont make me accumulate all these angers in me until it becomes ONE BIG MAJOR MATTER and most of all,dont make me wanna treat you the way you did to me.

It was me and you against the world @ 10:02 AM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

my life ain't that bad afterall.For now at least....yesterday it was hell.i felt down,very down,i felt disheartened i felt everything that i didnt want to feel.my dad,he hasnt said anything yet,i dont know if he knows,but whatever,i'll take it one step at a time

inspirational tip from wynne.there's actually no difference between a someone who fails or succeed.the only difference is,when both fall,the one who stands up and pick up the broken pieces and give himself a chance,succeeds.yes so she told me something like that.im going to pick stand up and pick the broken pieces of my life,mend it together and make things work.thank you wynne.

oh band today.i woke up with a shock.i was almost late!!i set my alarm to 7 am last night,but this morning,when the alarm rang i told myself to go to sleep,wake up at 7.30am.haha,in the end when my maid asked me if i had school today,i was like ya...at 9am,i was obviously still in a daze,but decided to take a look at the time anyway.8.20am!!!ARGH!!i jumped out of bed,went to wash up and bathe.i have not packed my uniform.so rushed here and there...dashed out of the house at like 8.45am.but what's the use.when im late my mum makes me even later,gosh her driving speed's like....s.......o.........b...l..o...o...d...y...........s...l....o......w. so im was like RIGHT.cant she see im already late!!but reached in the nick of time,9am.no one falled in yet so i was like phew.

hmm.today's practise was okay lah,i felt i was rather quiet today.didnt talk as much as previous practises.guess was still a little moody after the collecting of results.during the breaks i just stared into space,thinking what should i do about my grades....this and that.sigh.

tomorrow's mr muz wedding!!!!haha,the band's invited.im going!i dont know what to wear.....hmmmmm...........how?

It was me and you against the world @ 7:44 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

GREAT.

WTF.if i knew such things would happen,maybe in the first place i shouldnt have done so well last year,so whenever i faired badly,SHE wouldnt f**king compare those grades with the current one.F**K she made me cry.....idiotic.my life really sucks.at night god knows whether it will be worst.Now there's peace because SHE's not at home.i think i will be banned from the computer,grounded to stay at home for the whole june holiday and god knows,forbid me to go for my CCA.GREAT! my friends were the one who made me better,while THOSE people at home made it worst.example my maid,she just had to rub it in.SHUT up for goodness sake!i didnt ask for your freaking comment.hence i flared up and went into my room.my life sucks.i know its going to be worst tonight.wish me luck.coz i know i would not be able to use the com for awhile....damn life,damn grades,damn positions,damn everything. TODAY SUCKS.

It was me and you against the world @ 3:45 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Right ok.the day started great...because....=).....WHEE!!!!shant tell.yeah then came maths,chinese.LAB wasnt there so did the zuowen she wanted us to do.haha yansiang and myself was crapping...didnt know how to write...we chose the informal letter writing cause no word limit!!haha.and damn those jian baos.LAB seem to mark them bloody fast.i spent like hrs doing it when i think she only spent 5 mins putting some meaningless ticks. and guess what,she didnt even mark some pages!!!! infuriating.

english was okay...just slack.never do anything.i was so sleepy so rested my head on the table when i was asked by someone if i was okay again....YES!! i am ok!!!! Do i look so NOT OK to you?being quieter then usual doesnt mean im not okay.LOL.ya then later, CE. She wasnt there....dont know where she went.so the girls came over,sat on the floor near the door???yah and talked.yiguan and yansiang and myself we were talking about.....wait i forgot.then came to a point tiffany and i started talking about bras.right... how did we come to that!!lol.yadidadida....then SHE came.asked us to discuss about the be our guest project?right,what did se suggest?she suggested the band members putting up a performance.....errr....no comments.diao.ya then went back to our cosy corner,sat on the floor again and talked.History!we slacked too!DID NOTHING.the girls were basically talking AGAIN.IPW was boring.bening made up of a group with all band members,we talked about some stuffs....SIGH,SIAN.we discussed how to meet each other up in the "HOLIDAYS",like there was time.Argh.......

After school nothing much.went to pay up for camp,haha rachel should be jealous cause it was GPZ WHO collected both money and consent form from me.hahahaha...yeps.in the late afternoon,had tuition...yep yep thats about it actually........

-Morning was great! Afterall it just takes a look to brighten up one's day.LOL

It was me and you against the world @ 7:44 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

uhm what can i say,its all my fault.im sorry i dont have time to do worksheets you wanted me to do.im sorry as it was due to my heavy load of homework yesterday.im sorry i had 6 weeks of jianbao not touched but had to be handed up today.im sorry i was tired and went to sleep at 11.30pm.im sorry for that i had to wake up at 3.45am to finish those freaking jianbaos.im sorry for everything....its ALL MY FAULT.im sorry that you just didnt understand me.

im pissed and im also sorry for that.

err...today to bukit chandu.err...i brought my camera but didnt take anything.One of the show was nice,not exactly nice but,it was good to know from there about some history behind us.Well,it was dark in the room,the show started to play it was rather errrie?so guess what,tiffany gripped my hand throughout the whole show because i think she was scared....haha....my palm have calming effects!!!lol.anyway on the trip there,it was crappy .....laughed so much with wynne....err....and rachel with that accent of hers and her expressions.oh before that,we skipped history as our teacher did not come.maths was only a mere 5 min.whee!

well ...the trip back was okay....slept.ZzzZzz.haha.so tired.went back to class after the short recess they gave us,english teacher didnt come,so i slept again.whee!!!!the guys around me was playing some shooting "game" with cardboard paper....where it came to a point...ryan and imran came to ask me whats wrong with me,or whether i got hit by them.... i got up and was like"huh????....No....im merely just sleeping,whats the commotion?"lol wierd.then i went back to sleep again after that.maths worksheet period,teacher came into class and asked why so many people felt sleepy,i looked around and realise many others were also resting their heads on the table..boring day i guess.

after school.CCA.err....was feeling lethargic.did basics .oh and the p6 camp,saw some p6 juniors from my ex pri sch and saw one teacher i knew.hmm...interesting.....yeah.yawn...im sleepy...........ZzzzzZzzzzZzzzz....yawn.shall go now,tata!

It was me and you against the world @ 7:39 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

whee.went to pulau ubin today.kinda boring.shitt.i got like 3 freaking mosquito bites like in 15 minutes and the sensory trail was boring.all about flora and fauna.im no nature lover hello??!haha.but overall it was quite memorable....bonding with classmates that went.yep,and the parent who followed us and took care of us was nice,aunty amy.

after the sensory trail it was some bus ride.eww...i killed two mosquitoes...but in the bus was fun!ashraff's group was with us.in the bus trip we were making so much noise!!we were singing or rather imitating yesterday's singapore idol...one of the contestant,"nong nong ago...."you know that song?so yeah we were singing that in the bus.gosh yesterday's singapore idol auditions were funny,laughed my heads off.one was on the "cant fight the moonlight" part....haha and that careless whisper guy and of cause that "nong nong ago"contestant.oh yeah,and the top three songs sung at the auditions,you raised me up ...aint got you and one other song.LOL.we sang you raised me up in the bus too,phew the glass didnt break!lol.

took quite a number of photos.at first we took this emotional photo,aunty amy took for us,actually she took all our grp photo's for us.then at the end we took this kind of lame candid shot...haha kinda fun.oh ,we interviewed this elderly man and i think he's like 101 years old!?GOSH!and we also interviewed this tourist whom we thought came from overseas,but in the end he came from none other then s'pore....lol.we seem to bump into him almost everywhere,we waved to him and said hi.well this goes to show WHAT FRIENDLY PEOPLE WE ARE.lol,and on the bus trip.we would wave to any other students from some other school that's walking....we would say"hi!!!!!"lol.ocassionaly there would be some students that would chase after our bus,probably thinking that it was fun to do so....DIAO. oh after the pulau ubin thing,we went to to changi viallage.waited for our bus there.....but in the meantime...the 2b's students went tp the playground and started playing 'catching'lol.fun.ran here and there......reliving our childhood memories.....but soon got stopped by the teacher,,,,,,sigh..

lunch it was aunty amy who treated us.i somehow had this feeling it would be like that.she excused herself and disappeared to somewhere while we were waiting for our food.i told yiguan that i had this feeling aunty amy would be treating us to the lunch.well i was right!she came back and told us that she settled the bill....sigh so embarassed.lol.and and she's the third person who thinks im look like a eurasian.i got a shock in the bus when she came to ask me"are you chinese"i nodded my head with amusement.then she asked,"are you pure chinese?"i said yes....right...ok so where do i exactly not look chinese?lol,tiffany asked her what did she think i was....she replied eurasian.errrm ok.third person who thinks that way.wierd....lalal~~~~~~~oh and did i mention it was such coincidence that our guide for the sensory trail was actually sort of our rival?haha she is she is!!surprisingly...

tomorrow will be going to bukit chandu....right i have no idea where's that,but im think im going to bring the camera along....so can take more photos!more candid shots with friends....so fun....well.....got band schedule already.JAW DROPPING EXPERIENCE.LOL.from afar,when i look at the schedule ,im already scared.lol,you'll get what i mean if you look at that piece of paper.ok i better go now before tiffany strangles me AGAIN...we're suppose to do our our project...i think i ought to be strangled also.i told her i wont go online to chat,but i did.then i told her i would only go and look at blogs but i am blogging now....lol...so tata!

It was me and you against the world @ 4:34 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

im feeling emo again,and i dont really know why.actually i think i do....at night,i was thinking about something and got a lil emo.im still thinking about it.you have no idea how scared i am...but i do look forward to it,but i guess....its just a facade,a wish.im listening to this song which's tugging at my heartstrings...argh.....

will i ever make it to where i want to go?i dont know.sigh......i feel like im such a changed person,not exactly really changed but i get emo easily nowadays?haha wierd isnt it?its like one moment im so happy the other moment,im like....feeling down...that sucks.

in another few more months,everyone of us will be seperated into different classes.that sucks even more.why cant we stay in the same class?we've got to treasure these last few months together,shan't live to regret.

-and im still wondering,what if things stayed that way.

It was me and you against the world @ 10:29 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Today,as an overall?i think it was okay.im so tired.im so sleepy,but i think i had fun today.yeah did what we needed to do again...but its like so cool!had sectionals,had to memorise some songs....my clarinet was taken away in the morning to let the section's new sec1 juniors get a feel of it i guess...bleahx.they must have felt good!haha...right so there's 6/7 of them?i gosh,1 has akmost the exact same name as me.i'll come to that later.

went to the field.did some trainings.yeah stood next to yansiang,both of us didnt have our instruments,both were taken away hence we didnt have to play.WHEE!!haha.yeah.lunch,was sorta crappy.laughed as we ate.that jessica...so mean!i was eating my sphagetti when she just had to say it looked like maggots in blood.diao....haha then jj was lame.....haha.jessica said something she wasnt suppose to say....hence she ran away,all of us there were laughing.yeps.

went to somewhere we were supposed to go.on the field it was crappy too.crapped with chinling,jessica as usual....threw gloves at each other.....lol.argh was called as cherylyn again today.now where did the "lyn" come from.oh and talking about that,among my section's juniors,theres one who is really called cherylyn.so what now,when he calls us next time it will be senior cherylyn and junior cherylyn.diao.well chinling and tiffany thought i was angry at one point of time,reason being that i wasnt crappy and was rather quiet and looked pissed.well the only reason that i would only be angry at is the sun.BLAME THE SUN BLAME THE SUN!!now i've got sunburn.GREAT.look like a boiled lobster.but nah i wasnt angry at the sun apparently,i just felt real lathargic...and tired.c'mon i slept in the bus on the journey there...yawn...yeah when i regained my crappyself again,it was real crappy.thrwoing gloves at each other as though we came from deprived childhoods.lol.once chinling tried to throw jessica's gloves over to xiaojia which is like....how many metres away...she couldnt even throw it past the centre line...hence francis took it in the end.haha.yeah then they kinda argues who should go get it back from francis.first kangwei went(i think he was tempted because i said i would give him sweets...HAHA JK.)then afterwhich c.l x.j and jess went.....soon we went back to school

in school,we kept our stuffs and went home.....yeahs.after a long day....now im here.with my face having this burning sensation.blahs...i think im going to knock out early tonight.lols.sigh...when will it happen....would it even happen?sometimes i kinda wonder,if things stayed that way,would i be much happier or just plain neutral?

i wonder.....

and im still wondering......

adapted from chinling and jessica"toot toot!!"(secret code.)

It was me and you against the world @ 7:19 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

argh gosh,not to be mean or anything but i feel that some people are real dumb lah.as in,not in terms of academics,but like...argh forget it....its like why do SUCH THINGS,its just pure dumbness,stupidity.i think tiff will get what i mean.and like what tiff said,some does it JUST FOR SHOW and some really meant it and felt it...as for THAT CASE,its seems like ITS ALL JUST A SHOW.argh whatever,the thought of doing something that dumb irks me.sheesh.

today was kinda fun,i feel so bad.making audy run up and down...with so many of us girls "stealing"her stuff,no its more like trasure hunt,where she had to go find her stuffs.haha lame right....LOL.yah...GOSH!! SHE knows rachel's secret!! So smart ....haha and wanyin kept staring at HER?ha thats funny.gosh,smart people,THE BOTH of THEM.

argh.band was fun today.really.although i felt kinda sick.my stomache was like aching so badly,i think its indigestion,but manged to bear with it,i enjoyed myself with what i was doing.LOL.felt so bloated.the pain was like almost unbearable!so many nice stuffs...BUt...BUT...my KNEE hurts,damn it.oh-o tmr full uni.argh.good news!!haha chinling might be coming back and so are some others.yeah.so glad,but gotta go to school early tmr to teach her what we've learnt and what she missed.right.gosh!duty section was fun lah.guess my section mates know what i mean.jj was lame,he asked if he could slide down with it,obviously not.....**rolls eyes**haha.

omg.i think its coming back again.is it a good thing or a bad thing??argh,i just like cant wait for it to happen.it will be like....gosh!!i know you dont get what i mean,its suppose to be like that.=)anway...omg and wtf ! my friend got 60% as overall for midyear and he's ranked 190 in cohort.im like so dead.i cant imagine what state i'll be in.from 58 last year to god knows what this midyear,hopefully it doesnt pass 200 or else...its like ...my ranking went up by like 140 places and its like so DIAO.god PLEASE help me this time.argh!

It was me and you against the world @ 9:52 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i feel like a total sinner.i've told my dad my maths marks.im feeling worst than before.

sorry.im really am sorry........

It was me and you against the world @ 5:29 PM

Rachel Phang is so lame!!she calls me an idiot....so its an idiot calling me an idiot.Im writing this post because she wanted me to.she wants this post to be all about her.....so ZILIAN.haha...rachel u see this???she's so lame....on the phone and everywhere.she asks me to pass the phone to tiff when she's talking to me...and when she's talking to tiff she asks her to pass the phone to me.SO LAME.diao.

but I STILL LOVE HER NO MATTER WHAT!!!!rachel see this.thank me when you do.YOU WILL FOREVER BE MY DARLING!!!!!!!

It was me and you against the world @ 4:41 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

I dont know what,but im getting pissed with some people around me.

im getting pissed.im getting fed-up with all the crap im facing.i dont get the comfort im needing from YOU PEOPLE.its okay,perhaps i think i dont deserve it,i dont think i should expect anything from you.sorry,i didnt do my utmost best.but then again seriously i feel you dont understand me AT ALL.go on,mock at me,the sarcasm...whatever,make me feel worst.its not that i never experienced it before,you just have to make me feel it AGAIN.whatever i do,its always not good enough,to add on to my misery,you give me your sarcasm.well,and to add on to this,some other people just adds more fire to the situation,spike me,very well,make yourself feel good and make me feel bad.i think i should just keep quiet about it,i have no rights to complain this time.i think i was being silly by writing all those,ha,what irony...

well on a lighter note...ha today had photo taking.i stood next to tiffany and..oh aisyah.haha same people i stood with last year.the fun shot was not really a fun shot.it happened so fast!not even prepared,so it wasnt fun.ran all the way back to class because it was LAB's lesson next...the day was like quite mundane practically.english was just some oral practice...my partner was amira,she made me laugh a lot.then came CE..ha!! i passed my art!!i passed my art!!!lol.yeah was talking to tiff the whole time,wasnt even listening...then SHE annouced the next semester's commitee.rachel, chairman!!argh cool!!!i think we were supposed to line up after class was dismissed?but rachel was like"im the chairman,i say go means go..."something like that,then we were like.."woa...."lol.so cool,life's going to be so much fun!history,nothing much...just slacked.went to find that new geog teacher of ours,damn i cant get those marks...reason due to some shit that was not going to be enough to go around if you dont use chemical fertilisers,arhh..you think im kidding?no im not!she gave me that reason.so i was like right....yeah..project work was like...errr...ok...they instructed us what to do on monday's field trip...so yea thats about it.after school,had to get that time slot thingy signed by my mum,she ticked the slots,she didnt sign.so...without noticing, me and tiff walked to the third floor...then i realised it,so we walked back down to the car...and then up again..that sucks.in the com lab with m2 ...she was crapping with tiff....woo...social entrepreneurship seemed so cool,at least better then some flora and flaura?yep.

i havent told my dad about maths.yikes......someone help me.

It was me and you against the world @ 6:25 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

One word to describe today?sucks.well.no miracles,AGAIN.what the fish.im feeling horrible,terribly horrible,horribly horrible or whatever,you name it.my results are like...freaking average.so many freaking Bs for goodness sake.HA!and guess what..freak..i failed my higher chinese by one STINKING mark.wow.i failed my paper 1 ,passed my paper 2 like by 2 marks.ha!no one got an A,NO ONE.blame the stinking paper,and i've got to copy 5 stinking chinese compositions by friday.

science.i freaking screwd by booklet A and got myself a freaking Low B.thank god my paper 2 was okay,but still i got a freaking B for overall.that freaking sucks.history.wtf.i dont know what to say...not that i didnt expect this marks,but..whatever!there's nothing much to say.

so my overall mid year?SCREWD.badly SCREWD.i think im going to be grounded...my freaking percentage like freakingly dropped by almost 10 freaking percent compared to last year.wtf.and to add on to my misery,my senior told me her parents doesnt allow her to join july's outdoor...that sucks further more...no that i blame her or her parents,but it just SUCKS.thats not the only bad NEWS i got from her.argh!my mood is so going to be freaking bad these few days...laughters?expect less of it...smiles...less of it...more of like moody ,emo cheryl now.

my life is freaking miserable now.argh.whatever!

It was me and you against the world @ 8:55 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

whee.today so suck.no miracles,just pure plain disappointment.whee! im going to disappoint my dad.i dont know what to do,i dont know what to say,due to my pure stupidity.whee!im sorry daddy.im sorry for myself too.i tried my best not to drop any tears,but i did drop a few lets say one or two?yeah i held back.my friends were there for me.that paper freaking spoilt my freaking day.no sunshine,just a gloomy day.who to blame?NO ONE!just me,myself and I and my stupidity.double science?well,theres still a glimmer of hope i guess...

english?ha.talk about it.my compo,i managed to scrape through.my newpaper report,was surprisingly okay..at least i got an A..my compre..rather alright i guess.literature?ha!wrote so much for essay and got what?a mark that im not satisfied with.my poem,ha..worthless to talk about,my stuctured?ha!another one.

geography.wtf.i didnt get my A.GREAT.SIMPLY GREAT.someone just shoot me for my dumbness.today sucks.many people around me should be feeling the same as i am now...but im feeling much worst i guess...over recess..was trying to be happy,but oops,i guess...im just trying too hard but it didnt work.i tried to be happy for the rest of the day in school,but apparently,im not feeling better...tomorrow?sunshine-filled day,at least i hope so.im not holding too much hopes now,because if i do,i fear the greater the disappointment.

maybe i should do what yc told me to do yesterday when i said i was bored-ram the wall.GREAT IDEA!wow,i deserve it.today,is my death day.im dont know how am i going to face my parents,but i still have to.well get prepared to either be grounded or banned from the computer and tv...and going out...and god noes...even from cca?HOPE NOT.we'll see,for now,i can only hope.so ya,this is me in a pathetic state for you...wish me luck!

LIFE SUCKS AT TIMES LIKE THIS.

It was me and you against the world @ 4:02 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

whee.approx 12hrs more to my death.may god bless me.if miracles do happen,please let it happen over this whole week.PLEASE.XXcross fingersXXim feeling nervous and im damn freaking scared.

argh,im listening to this song,and its making me feel..rather...sad.im indulging myself in sorrow.i hate my life at times like this.

-i'll pray for miracles to come over this whole week.

It was me and you against the world @ 6:58 PM

im dreading...i dont wanna go school tomorrow.i hope miracles do happen tomorrowXXcross fingersXX...i think i wont be able to sleep tonight.im very scared now actually.i hope tomorrow will not be some gloomy day for me,i hope its full of sunshine,you think so?may god bless me.

sigh...feeling a lil' emo again.sheesh...

-i think its back...=),when will it ever happen?

It was me and you against the world @ 12:33 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Today.Had band.it was at 1pm.well got out of the house quite late.reached almost just in time.fall-in.then went to auditorium.watch the videos.=)..listened to mr muz.yeah then we found out we were going out of school,argh!!no coolers!!!anyway,played our repertoire.it felt good.haha when it was time to instruments up,my instrument felt kinda light all of a sudden(anyway it is light!),then played the songs.woohoo!nice feeling,but i kinda forgot some parts.my playing got a little rusty,hey!all of us didnt touch our instruments for like...2 weeks/3weeks?yea.

kay.so went to that SOMEWHERE.did what we needed to do.it was again great to have that feeling of doing THAT but cause it rained,haha everyone's shoe,hmm..from white to brown.MUD!!!mine considered,quite clean...but when my parents saw it,they were like,o..m..g..HAHA.so i told them i needed to go home and change first before going for dinner.c'mon you dont expect me to go out in that kind of pathetic filthy state.phew block position never change.still standing next to B1-chinling.lol.behind me is ..as usual jermaine.haha.received some saddening news though,changling not taking part in the coming july comp.sigh...

anyway.went for dinner with my cousins,uncle and aunty and of cause my own family.i was so hungry,did not have my lunch!so settled down at the seafood restaurant.gosh the whole singapore's therE?it was swarming with people,uhm without seats.so sad.thank god my mum went to book the table first.so we talked over dinner.wow,the food came like,every 5 mins one fish.damn fast until came a point where there was no place to put the crabby.my uncle told me he admired my way of holding chopsticks.haha like calligraphy.uhm,yeah i admit mine's kinda wierd,many people commented on it,lol its VERY WIERD,who in the world thought me how to hold it like that?i wonder...haha actually no one,i learnt it myself!yea...they were also talking on how my older cousin will not survive in NS...he needs VERY hot water to bathe,and aircon to sleep in..the typical singaporean kid...what will he do if there's no hot water?haha he said he will not bathe.crazy!then my aunty actually went to order somemore food,cause she thought it was not enough.then my uncle said how lucky i was..cause girls dont have to go for NS?well yeah i guess so,i dont think i can survive..i need aircon's that's 18degrees cold at times.LOL.well paid the bill,surprisingly it was my cousin,kenneth's,school mate that gave us the bill,she knew him,he didnt know her.lol.so we all teased him saying he;s either famous because he's notorious or purely charming.heehee...should have asked for a discount!!hehe.yeah then all of us went home.

walked along the park with my maid and brother while mum and dad followed behind.saw this stray dog...so poor thing!!!!god knows whether its starving or not...god bless it,may it come to no harm.i pity stray animals at times(especially dogs because i love em!!)...they're simply so adorable....but seeing in them in this state makes me think how lucky my dogs are.max especially,only knows to eat n sleep in aircon.haha good life huh??dumb dog,he sleeps more then anyone in the family does,so much for guarding the house.LOL.and they eat good food too,and they eat more then me in one meal.LOL.sigh...ok....written long enough.

IM DREADING TO GO TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY.

It was me and you against the world @ 10:02 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

Today's a cool day.well in the morning...i was lazing around in bed when my two dogs decided to share the bed with me=)first came the small one...being jealous,max decided to join in too,diao.then my dad came in,lol helped me to get them down the bed.i got up.rachel called.went to wash up and bathe,changed,went out,went to meet rachel and wanyin.following on,went to meet the other girlfriends of mine.

met HER.cool!SO PRETTY.ha.she treated us to lunch,felt bad...the bill was like 90+,we wanted to treat HER but well she went to the counter to pay personally after we refused to pass her the receipt.LOL.then we proceeded on to watch poseidon(okay,i dont know how to exactly spell it).it was nice.exciting.heart wrenching at the part whereby the father sacrificed himself to save his daughter and the others.After the movies we just walked aimlessly,we decided to go and have tea-break.this time we decided to treat her...we had to...so from preventing her to foot the bill again,we went to PAY first.LOL,but whats the use sh only drank a cup of TEA.so we continued to walk aimlessly again,think we made HER feel very uneasy and awkward wih our whisperings and giggles.we went to perlini silver to get her something.didnt know what she liked best hence we came up with this great plan.we told her we wanted to get mother's day presents so asked her to help us with it.then me and YS came up with another idea,like it was someone's sister's birthday and that sister was around HER age...so SHE could help us choose something and we'll get that something for HER.great,so YS told HER that it was my sister's birthday and asked HER to help me choose a gift.RIGHT.now,when did i ever have a sister??when wynne and rachel found out...they were like RIGHT...cheryl has A SISTER.lol.ya its kinda obvious i guess...we kept whispering and we kept asking her to choose presents for MY "SISTER" and "OUR" mother...whereby it came a point she asked "ok,now who's sister is it for?"LOL.so anyway she didnt choose anything so just got her something.

walked around again...went to Mac's in the end.settled down and ATE AGAIN.haha we tried to take photos of her...but SHE was so SHY!!she actually took the paper on the mac's tray and covered her face.LOL.she didnt want to put it down.i tried to take a video.then we sorta pestered her with our camers phones till we decided to go home at the traffic junction.gave her the gift there,and told her I DONT HAVE A SISTER.hehe...bid each other goodbye...and then went home.she's so nice!!haha and a little funny=)we'll miss her,i'll miss her.wonder when's the next time we'll get to see her...sigh.enjoyed myself today.

tomorrow have band practise....hrms.......not exactly looking forward to it?but also looking forward to it in some way or another...can watch the video=).i'll have to cut my NAILS!!**screams!!** i kept it for so long now..for like weeks??i cant bear to part with it...i feel so attached to it now...HAHA im so lame.such a pity...sighs.

-without you where do i belong...?

It was me and you against the world @ 7:55 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

So melancholy.....im drowning myself in sorrow...

im so bored....having holidays at times can be bad and good...but for today's its just plain boredom.neither do i want to go back to school on monday.im just stressed out.gosh.i dont wanna get my results back.i dont wanna face reality but do i have a choice?im such a pessimist,never ever looking on the bright side.

-there's no happiness anywhere,just sadness everywhere.

It was me and you against the world @ 12:01 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Life's such an irony;contradicting.it sucks at times.

why's everyone so emotional....?

elenna's depressed over her grades,and SO AM I.this freakingly sucks.

tiffany's emotional over some matters which i dont quite get it.well...

-suddenly everything seems so dark,like there's no way out.

ha,i just remembered the chinese comprehension.whatever "xing4nian4" they where talking about.where's mine....i think its suppose to mean inspiration...i didnt know that hence i wrote CRAP for my last answer of chinese.having second thoughts on the trip in september.HAHA FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!FAIL THE INTERVIEW!!!i just dont feel like going anymore....SEE I TOLD YOU! LIFE'S SUCH AN IRONY.

It was me and you against the world @ 10:03 PM

YIPEE!!!no more exams for a period of time....FREEDOM!!!haha.yeah yeah yeah!today very crappy....this,i think's gonna be a very looooooooong post.yeah.full of crap.so let's begin with the morning first!!

higher chinese was fine,just that LAB came in at a very GOOD timing.she came in during the last few minutes of the exam to tell us there was missing word in the passage...LOL.wow,but anyway she told us she will not minus any marks if we didnt right it.anyway!!that wasnt even in one of my answers to begin with so who cares!!!yeah.class dismissed.

there we went,walked out of school,went to orchard to watch movie.met tiffany and adeline there as they were dismissed earlier.ya,in the bus was crap.we reached...went to buy movie tickets.wanna watch MI (III).then we went to have our "breakfast"?haha.it was totally crap.i laughed ALOT.of cause,it was rachel,wynne and all the other girls who made me laugh.and wynne kept beating me!!and my coke tasted very wierd.then came tiffany and adeline with our milk tea.THE RED MILK TEA WAS NICER!!the green one simply tasted LIKE GREEN TEA with pearls,and the pearls WERE HARD.ha.so we sat there for rather long....then went up...walked around...lazed around until it was time for us to stream into the theatre.we mad hell a lot of noise,and the people kepy asking us to "sssshhh !!!"LOL.sat next to wanyin and yiguan.GOSH the show was so exciting...but it was TOO LOUD.ha.then wanyin kept disturbing me,touching me from time to time..EWW!!once she played with my hair.gosh.DISTRACTION.some parts of the show was way too COOL while some was simply funny..and some was gosh!!frightening?covered my eyes in a few scenes.then yiguan,sigh.suddenly come and tell me she was urgent.lol.right.

came out of the theatre,rachel and wynne complained about tiffany being too noisy, asking to many questions.LOL.phew,i was not sitting with her..haha!yeah.later,was boring.roamed around aimlessly.ha,the going-back part was fun.so we made our way to orchard MRT ...waited for adeline yansiang and wynne..they went to the ladies with adeline,she wanted to change.it was rather late by then.5+,6+pm?so we stood near the lift,tiffany,yiguan,rachel,wanyin and myself.we got interrupted twice.first was by this guy.asked us to donate some money to some orphanage i think.LOL.yeah,then yiguan...HAHA IM SO PROUD OF HER.intially,she thought of donating 5 dollars for us first,then we pay her one dollar later,then,i never hear her,so the other 3 of us go donate money also.then yiguan,LOL.shocked.her 5 dollars!! damn funny.she wanted to take back when the guy was talking crap,then the guy gave us this shock look,he thought yiguan wanted to donate her handphone too.LOL.STUPID.obviously that wasnt her intention,DUH.idiot.so,yiguan had to part with her 5 dollars.we all laughed

then came this another guy.this time ,it was about asking the 5 of us to give him our number for MODELLING.ha.all of us got a shock.c'mon,im definitely not up to it,duh.then he asked me for our number..explaining to us some crap...we didnt believe of cause...so we laughed...giggled.wanyin was the first to run away...then he came to me,asked me for my number,i rejected pointing to yiguan and laughing...then i ran away too..rachel ran away also,leaving tiffany and yiguan there.gosh it was so funny...i couldnt stop laughing about those two male youngsters who approached us.that yiguan's part was funny too..."huh,you want to donate your handphone too!!??"totally idiotic.yeah then went home...with rachel wanyin and yiguan.

fun hilarious day.exams over...a huge load of my back.phew.now,i just dont wish to think about my results.sigh...im casting all my worries to the back of my head.HMMPPFF!! and my brother....he bought flowers for my mum's bdae...WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SAID NOT TO WASTE MY TIME ON BUYING FLOWERS HUH.the best thing is he didnt buy for me.BLEAHX.=p

It was me and you against the world @ 7:32 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i think there's no point getting so emotional now.but it's the truth.im very worried.im regretting it,why?someone just shoot me.sigh,im always thinking about it,i think this is the first time in my life that such things actually bugs me,greatly.i hate myself.why didnt i work hard?i ought to be shot.i pray...i'll get a B....i just pray.....

i feel so bad.i disturbed so many people.thanks guys,and girls.ha,love you people.you brighten up my dad.haha im talking to rachel and wanyin over the phone..rachel's crapping.

=)its nice to have caring friends around you when you're feeling down=),i would like to thank all of them.

i think im being too emotional these days...c'mon !! toughen up.

and lastly,i miss my accent.

It was me and you against the world @ 9:18 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this.

1)tiffany
2)rachel.p
3)wanyin
4)yiguan
5)wynne
6)adeline
7)yingcong
8)elenna
9)karmen
10)eugene
11)bertram
12)yansiang
13)edmund
14)jessica
15)chinling
16)jeremy
17)kianhan
18)someone....
19)lydia
20)thomas

(all not in order,just random.)

How did you meet #13?
through being in the same class in sec1 and sec2

What would you do if you never met #1?
haha,gosh!life would be so meaningless...nobody to crap with=)

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
OMG!!this is such a coincidence!!uhm...maybe i'll be like OMG,not that anything happened.(karmen,if you read this,i didnt do anything to this question!!not set by me!nor did i put your names in the order of this question =) )

Do you like #4?
oh yeah,i love her dearly.lol

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
DEFINITELY NOT.

Describe #19
a very lovely girl...my good friend!

Do you think #14 is attractive?
oh yes,she's damn attractive!!sexy!!deku!!=)section mates!

Tell me something about #7
he's nice,sort of innocent....but quite crappy at times.bleahx!

Do you know any of #11'sfamily?
not exactly....

What's #8's favourites?
probably if i didnt know,she's going to kill me.well,she loves to take photos of herself,she like RATS(JK!!).ha oops i mean hamsters.and she loves her senior,eliza A LOT.ha,and she loves me of cause....LOL.

What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you?
ha,i'll be damn happy...OVER THE MOON....WHEE....

What language does #15 speak?
ha!banana language....singlish...english....chinese....yeah.

Who is #9 going out with?
im not exactly sure.

How old is #16 now?
...13...14 years old?

When was the last time you spoke to #13
eh....today.

Who is #2's favourite singer/band?
ha i dont know....probably herself?she has a great voice!

Would you ever date #3?
never.because she's my sister and sisters dont date each other...its like duh.

Would you ever date #7
obviously NOT.

Is #10 single?
im not exactly sure either!he's in another school!but i doubt so...he's so gay afterall...or maybe,he's taken up by some boys in his school.haha must ask him one day....

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #5?
HA,you've got to be kidding me.i dont like girls!NOT MY CUP OF TEA.**shakes head**

lol,i just did this for fun laughter peace and joy!i got tagged by karmen to do something else...i'll do it another time!

It was me and you against the world @ 5:25 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

argh.today?hrm nothing much.went for tuition...as usual.seemed crazy,the teacher asked me to read a passage,while there i was,laughing while reading all because my friend next to me made me laugh.ARGH!!!have to read history.need to mug.i'll start soon.SOON.for now i wanna rest?lol.ok...been sms-ing again for practically the whole afternoon?

i stayed up yesterday to watch the news.lol,but then went to sleep even before it finished....hehe..then listened to my mp3...then slept.LOL.ok.nothing much to blog on actually...so toodles.

It was me and you against the world @ 5:37 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

"Catch Your Wave"
by click five

In the middle of the night
That's when you caught my eye
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey

The clock's turning around
And you're still playing these games
It's such a waste to bring me down, down, down
Don't bring me down cause

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl, don't wanna let you go

..........
this song rocks!!that was not the completed lyrics though.well....i was slacking the whole day long...in the morning,was sms-ing my friend for like how long....lol.i still prefer english songs i guess?history...makes me bored.i cant bring myself to touch both history textbooks,but do i have a choice?so bored....i think i'll go and study or maybe,do something more productive like finish my tuition homework which's due tomorrow.but...i dont know what to write,its a chinese compo for goodness sake....what to write?im totally clueless.500words-1000 words?gosh,someone help me.

-you make me smile with the things you do.

It was me and you against the world @ 6:13 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

Today simply sucks.maths paper sucked horribly.damn it.paper 2 sucked the most.paper 1 was okay?damn it.i lost 10 marks on 1 graph question in paper 2 because i could not f-ing find the table of values.i initially got it,but something got into me and made me think my answers were f-ing illogical.DANG!what the hell.great!!i was damn pissed at myself.i couldnt not even finish the f-ing paper and yingcong actually had 30 mins spare??WHAT??paper 2.im not having a good feeling about it.i was feeling f-ing pissed and very very DOWN after the paper and i was saying the f word all the way.and i only usually say the f word when im freaking pissed.i

m so sorry, to edmund,haha,he asked me how was the paper while im like,being too pissed i was like ..."difficult!!i never even finish the paper!!"then i turned around,started to walk and said WTF!(not referring to him obviously)tiffany followed me ..comforted me.i thought i was kinda impolite there and not wanting him to think i was referring that vulgarity to him,hence went back and apologised to him.hehe=)lol,did not scare him.yeah so i was walking at a very fast pace couldnt be bothered.

dropped my books on the way and i was like WTF! again.haha.chery..cheryl..(SIGHS)tiffany helped me to pick them up.we continued to walk at a fast pace but later on i slowed down.i thought of my dad.i thought of the sacrifices he made for me,i didnt want to disappoint him.but i've already did.he told me to call him after the paper,whether good or bad but i couldnt bring myself to...my mum came as usual.i was in the canteen with tiffany.i was on the verge of tears(AS USUAL WHEN SUCH THINGS HAPPEN).i saw my mum's car,i was really reluctant to get onto the car,cause i'll have to face my parents,i have to tell my dad,im going to disappoint him.the feeling was bad,but i still had to get onto it.i talked to my dad,told him how the f-ing paper was and about my pure dumbness.couldnt take it,hence i broke down...my dad asked me not to worry...comforted me ,said i did my best and the paper was over...asked me to cheer up=).as usual,dad was that caring and understanding.dont wanna elaborate what happened in the car after then on...

went back.not feeling good at all.but thank god for all the caring friends i have around me.rachel and wanyin called me to cheer me up.they sure up to it obviously.rachel always makes people laugh no matter how down they are?wanyin,a good listener.my nick online seemed to catch the attention of my classmates,section mate,they asked me if i was okay...yeah guys,im okay.THANKS FOR THE CARE AND CONCERN YOU"VE SHOWN.ALSO,THANKS FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING,LIKE WHEN I SHOWED MY IMPOLITENESS THIS MORNING FOR EG,to edmund.to tiffany,she had to listen to many unpleasant F words.haha.I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.PILLARS OF STRENGHTS.yeah following on...talked to wanyin wynne and rachel online for rather long,CRAPPED ALOT.watermelons,MOOMOO=)and then rachel called me to laugh AGAIN for the watermelon joke i told?LOLS.sigh...

im feeling much better now,thanks to my friends,dad,mum....yah...ok gtg.BYE BYE.

mum bdae coming!got to discuss with my bro on what to get for her..=)

It was me and you against the world @ 10:38 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

argh.tmr,maths paper.my most dreaded paper of all.someone help me!! haha no worries=),my dad will help me...hehe.i really hope i dont disappoint him for the paper,and of cause not to mention myself.geography today?was...uhm okay??it was okay...i guess...i hope!haha wrote like mad.was yawning all the way!why?because i was busy doing my last minute revision last night and in the early morning..like say 4+am?haha!so i wrote and wrote....like there was no ending...was rather mood dampening!but still i wrote and wrote...and wrote...AND WROTE...okok!i'll stop being lame..yah.yawn!i want to sleep...i need to gt back those lost sleep.so....WHAT AM I DOING HERE!!!!!!!

toodles!

It was me and you against the world @ 3:45 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

aww...i so love my dad.he made so many sacrifices for me and my brother,or rather the family i guess.like today and yester and i guess tomorrow,he comes back early just to help me in my maths.haha.cool dad!yesterday he crapped with me over "tuition"...well yeah he was giving extra tuition because i serioudly sucked at maths.sheesh.my brother once marked my algebra paper and said,"haha,i think counting the number of wrongs will do,cause seriously,there were so little that was right..."haha!i think my brother will not be able to teach me maths cause he'll cough out blood,but i have to admit,sometimes when he teaches me,he's rather patient and explains everything to me clearly.haha i have 3 maths tuition teachers!all with the same surname.my dad,my bro and my actual tuition teacher.tuition teacher not related to me though....so its the 3 mr Xs helping ms x.haha.

my dad has been coaching me in my maths since primary5,recalling how he tried to help me solve all those difficult questions set by HER in primary school,poor thing!haha must have cause a whole lot more of white hair on his head.hehe...EVIL ME.yeah...i thank my dad for always being so understanding,he tries his best.he was there for me where i felt down at times,just like monday whereby i broke down in tears cause i could not accept the fact that nothing went into my head even though i was reading my notes.too stressed up.haha..yesterday i really felt like burning the life science book up...EVIL BOOK!!! science paper today was ....average but more on the difficult side....eeeyer!!

so i have many more chapters to study for geography.i dont want to disappoint HER!!i guess the others too!heheehee....mug mug mug!!but before i go,let me say something ....MY DAD SIMPLY ROCKS.

It was me and you against the world @ 8:09 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

I seriously want to breakdown and cry already.WHATS WRONG WITH ME.i cant seem to concentrate a single bit.im studying,but nothing goes in.grrs.im so dead.someone help me!!!!!!!!!!!

ok,yesterday i burned the midnight oil till 2am.i got distracted by my good friends,that is,wynne,rachel,wanyin and adeline.argh!especially wynne and rachel.we started the conversation first.rachel was crappiest.she called me for the first time,i thought she was wanyin so i was like"hello?eh wanyin why you change your number?"well..rach's number wasnt stored in my hp...thats why i thought so,besides rachel seriously sounded like wanyin at that point of time.so we broke out into laughter.hehehe...we laughed A LOT im telling you.subsequently when she calls,she'll break out in laughter the moment she hears me talking.wierd right?

while wynne..haha she got stuck at bateriology(did i spell it correctly=x)heehee.so we crapped...adeline and wanyin joined in...then we chat until 11+pm...i went offline and switched off my computer when rachel called me again.i thought,"WHAT NOW??!!" i answered the phone,she wasnt laughing instead she asked me to come online again cause SHE WAS ONLINE!!! **screams!**so i hastily switched on my computer again....then went online and stuff.no one knew what to say to HER.but well,we did chat with her till 1.30 am in the morning.cool huh?well,she likes saying 'LOL" we noticed.today,alone,she said it 32 times in a single coversation.haha.aww...going to miss her,really.

sigh.time to get down to business.i got slapped back to reality.yes.study time.my books are waiting for me.sheesh.toodles

It was me and you against the world @ 1:41 PM